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[kavi ~he-him~]

idk

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but I'm talking about the things I want to do in the future

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I want to do Graphics design, writing, and Music

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do I need to go to college, to major in those things?

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I'm already certified in Graphics design, because I passed the exams that I took in Advanced Graphics Design

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but I do need to improve my singing

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also

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why is it that I'm just suddenly getting interested in something?

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like before I've never thought about that thing much and just suddenly I'm interested in doing this one thing

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it's either because of my dreams or something else?

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idk

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like I've never thought about baking often and then I started getting dreams about baking, and then now I'm interested into baking

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same with writing I used to hate writing, because I thought I wasn't at it but ever since 10th grade I started writing some fanfics and I wrote a short story for English and then I started loving writing and now it's one of my passions

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same with singing kind of

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well I love singing, I just hate singing in front of other ppl

[kavi ~he-him~]

but ever since last year, I started writing some lyrics and I fell in love with bvb and then I fell in love with more and more of my fav bands and now I want to be in a band as a lead singer

[kavi ~he-him~]

bvb and my fav bands kind of inspired me to want to be in a band

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but as for singing in front of ppl

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it's not that I hate it, I'm just shy

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I have stage fright

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but I do need to get over that stage fright and I need to get some confidence into singing

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I need to improve my singing

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tbh tho now that I think about it.....

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in elementary school we had some music classes

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and we learnt some songs

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and at times I just randomly sung

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I was in the after school choir in 4th and 5th grade

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in 6th grade everyone had to take some kind of music class, they can choose from either choir, band, or orchestra, I wanted band, but my parents forced me to take choir >.<

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but I just sung the choir songs in the shower

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I quit choir after 6th grade cause I wanted art, and I needed room, but I still sang in the shower

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and a couple of times I sang a long to the songs

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but then I didn't sing for a while

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but now I want to be a lead singer in a band

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I don't sing as much as I used to so idk how my voice is

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but I need to start practicing again

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for some reason I'd been interested into acting

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like suddenly interested

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I've never done acting before

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but I'll guess I'll try

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okay so I'm gonna try a little acting and see if it's something that I'm really interested in

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I'm interested in all the Arts

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well I might have done a little acting but it was small stuff, like english stuff, you know those plays we read in english like those shakespearan plays

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in 9th grade english we were reading romeo and juliet. and we acted out some parts like the fighting parts and stuff

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it was fun

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Is it weird I like hanging out with guys? like not that way but as friends. You know what I mean

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It's fun

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they are funny and it's less drama

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I like hanging out with some girls too

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that awkward moment when you have a guy friend and then one of your friends ask if you have a crush on the guy friend O_O

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yes, that happened to me a few times