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[kavi ~he-him~]

because I can't be far away from Jon for too long, because it hurts me

[kavi ~he-him~]

and because I love him

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I don't want to stay here either.

[kavi ~he-him~]

the only reason that I want to stay here is because of Jonathan

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I also have my dreams

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I feel like moving to LA is the right choice for me

[kavi ~he-him~]

LA seems fun

[kavi ~he-him~]

which part of LA should I live in

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm thinking I might live in either beverly hills, West Hollywood, or Hollywood

[kavi ~he-him~]

the bvb guys live in LA

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk which part tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

but Jonathan....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to move to LA

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I don't wanna be far away from Jon

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh decisions....ugh life....

[kavi ~he-him~]

another problem is getting a job cause I need a job so I can earn money

[kavi ~he-him~]

but it's gonna be difficult for me to get a job

[kavi ~he-him~]

there are some jobs that might suit me

[kavi ~he-him~]

but the job interview

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm socially awkward and bad at talking

[kavi ~he-him~]

LA

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't wait till I move to LA

[kavi ~he-him~]

5 years or more till I move

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk when I'm gonna move

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh I can't choose which part of LA to live in

[Tati]

Backstabbing friends are terrible but so are toxic ones. I think trying to make true friends that will always be there for you are better than making toxic ones. Yes, I understand that trying to make true friends gives them the power to break and shatter you but there's that one person to put you back together

[Tati]

and people at your college will L O V E you! you're an amazing person, Kavy, and anyone who doesn't see that is an idiot

[kavi ~he-him~]

Anya wrote: "Backstabbing friends are terrible but so are toxic ones. I think trying to make true friends that will always be there for you are better than making toxic ones. Yes, I understand that trying to ma..."

that is true

[kavi ~he-him~]

Anya wrote: "and people at your college will L O V E you! you're an amazing person, Kavy, and anyone who doesn't see that is an idiot"

Thank you Anya <333333333333

[jericho]

OH KAVVYY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYYY LOVVEE YOU LOTTTSS!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

THANK YOU THELS <333333 I LOVE YOU

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm so tired

[kavi ~he-him~]

I couldn't sleep until 7 something in the morning last night cause of insomnia :(

[jericho]

❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "THANK YOU THELS <333333 I LOVE YOU"

<333333333

[kavi ~he-him~]

At a buffet rn and the buffet is busy today the waiting is long

[kavi ~he-him~]

My waiting number number is 30

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm hungry

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wanna try doing a reading challenge cause I really need to get back into reading, any ideas for a reading challenge?

[kavi ~he-him~]

A-Z reading challenge

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L- City of Lost Souls

M- Matched

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[kavi ~he-him~]

so last night I had a dream that the pillows were a portal and if I jump into the pillow I can go anywhere I want to

[kavi ~he-him~]

so is it weird that I like hanging out with guys? like as friends.

[kavi ~he-him~]

not all guys are bad

[kavi ~he-him~]

I like hanging around some girls

[kavi ~he-him~]

with girls, some of them are fine, I like some girls but I don't like the ones that cause a lot of drama and things like that I love my friends tho. Even tho I'm not like all the other girls

[kavi ~he-him~]

with guys, they're funny, some of them are bad, but some of them are good.

[kavi ~he-him~]

all my girl cousins on my mom's side are more girly than me

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm the tomboy of the family

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate anything too girly

[kavi ~he-him~]

I used to think I was a mix between a tomboy and a girly girl I felt more Tomboyish than a girly girl, like WAY more tomboy, so I came out as a tomboy.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm also a nerd and geek and an emo