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[kavi ~he-him~]

I guess it depends, it could take a week or a month or a year or more than that, but it's eventually gonna happen again

[kavi ~he-him~]

trust is important in a relationship and so is faith. if you love the other person than you have to have trust and faith in him.

[kavi ~he-him~]

and it has to be 100/100 effort, both sides have to put effort.

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's just like friendship

[Hallie]

❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) ~Birthday Girl~ wrote: "My friend once had to draw 8 cards cause ppl stacked the +4"

When I went to my grandparents, I played it with my cousin and her friend, and someone had to draw 12 cards because of it xD

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❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "I need to watch the other Marvel movies and rewatch some of the marvel movies I watched when I was really young"

When you have the time, please watch the THOR movies. It's really worth watching.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) ~Birthday Girl~ wrote: "My friend once had to draw 8 cards cause ppl stacked the +4"

When I went to my grandparents, I played it with my cousin and her friend, ..."

LOL

[kavi ~he-him~]

My cousin once told me that she had to draw 16 cards because of the stacking XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "I need to watch the other Marvel movies and rewatch some of the marvel movies I watched when I was really young"

When you have the time, please watch th..."

I will

[kavi ~he-him~]

I got my Uno cards

[kavi ~he-him~]

But I'm out shopping with my mom so I have to wait until i get back to play

[kavi ~he-him~]

My younger cousins are here

[kavi ~he-him~]

I had a dream with Jon and Andy Biersack and Juliet Simms last night and it felt so real and now I'm like WHYYYYYY???? WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE A DREAM?? because it was a good dream

[kavi ~he-him~]

so irl Andy is playing a role in the movie American Satan, it's coming out in october

[kavi ~he-him~]

and in my dream, American Satan was more of a play, and Juliet Simms was in it with Andy (she's not in the movie irl) and somehow me, Jonathan and my brother and some of my other classmates were in it, I was playing the role of a minor character who doesn't say much, and Andy was the main character Juliet was the love interest of the main character, and I don't know what role Jon or the others played. And then we were rehearsing, but I'm not sure whether it was a rehearsal or not because my parents were there watching us, but it was more of a rehearsal cause their was no stage there. even tho our parents were watching us, but in the dream Juliet and Andy kissed, and then after a while Juliet and Andy were talking and I was watching them hoping that Andy would notice me cause I'm his fan, but I was shy so, and then I turned around and walked over to Jon and playfully pushed him, and I was walking with Jon and our other friends for a while, and then I looked around for Andy but he was gone, and then Jon was like, " I think we could just go home now" and I asked him to wait for me. he didn't wait for me tho and I walked with some other girl. then the next day we were hanging out at the place where we were rehearsing our play and stuff, and I was sitting next to Andy and he was showing my dad some stuff on the computer and I was watching them and then I tapped Andy on the arm and he looked at me, and I said that I was a fan. And he said, "really?" and he winked at me and then we stood up and my mom took out her camera, and Andy put his arm around me and I put my arm around him, and then I looked over to Juliet and I was like, "Juju! Juliet!!" and I waved for her to come over to us, And she came over and I hugged her and she kissed my cheek and I kissed her cheek. and then she stood on the other side of me and had her arm around me and I had my arm around her and then my mom was trying to take a pic of us, and I was trying to smile but for some reason I couldn't. but I could smile a little bit then after the pic I pulled Juliet into a hug and then I looked over at Andy and I wanted to hug him, but I wasn't sure if he wanted the hug. so I walked with him to the door and we were talking about stuff, And then before he left, I was like "wait." he looked at me. And I said, "I'm thinking of being in a band someday." And he was like, "really? why?" and I was like. "I don't know, I think it'll be fun." And then he left. And then this boy jumped on something and fell. and then I woke up.

[kavi ~he-him~]

and i was thinking, "OMFG WHY?? WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE A DREAM?? WHY COULDN'T IT BE REAL??"

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I know the feeling about dreams. They feel so real, but then, reality comes back.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I usually have weird dreams

[kavi ~he-him~]

the other day I had a dream that I was half mermaid and half human like if I'm in the water then I'll turn into a mermaid and if I'm out of the water I'll turn into a human. idk how I was half mermaid because I had human parents

[kavi ~he-him~]

lol so my cousins and brother and I were playing two games of uno and in the second game I had to draw 14 cards cause they stacked the +2s well I started the stack of +2s and it backfired on me XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

we were playing the game where we draw until we play

[kavi ~he-him~]

wth my brother went out with his friends and he came home with a tiger head

[kavi ~he-him~]

like the tiger mask that you put over your head

[kavi ~he-him~]

also I'm moving to LA in the future

[kavi ~he-him~]

after I finish college and earn enough money

[kavi ~he-him~]

Idk if it's official tho but I want to move to LA

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have to wait five years or more tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've never been to LA

[kavi ~he-him~]

I should go there for a visit someday before I move there

[kavi ~he-him~]

there was a time in my life when I was younger when I wanted to move to LA, I was in middle school at that time

[kavi ~he-him~]

LA seems fun

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's fun to live in the city

[kavi ~he-him~]

also there is beaches there. I love beaches

[kavi ~he-him~]

we don't have any beaches in Dallas :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's expensive tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's worth it tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've been to Cali tho. I was 8 or 9 at the time

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have two cousins that live in Cali. they live in San jose

[kavi ~he-him~]

my best friend Meytal lived in San jose a couple of years before she moved to Israel

[kavi ~he-him~]

the bvb guys live in LA

[kavi ~he-him~]

if/when I move to LA, which part should I live in?

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk if I should live in hollywood or Beverly hills

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'll see when I go there for a visit

[kavi ~he-him~]

question:

should I plan my move to LA now, or wait a couple of years. cause I have a lot of time?

[kavi ~he-him~]

one problem is, I can't drive, and I don't have a drivers license, how am I supposed to move to LA in the future if I can't drive? idk if I want to drive and idk if it's a good idea for me to drive cause of my Anxiety. But I don't wanna keep relying on other ppl to drive me, and I hate uber

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't trust the uber

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'll see what happens I guess, I have a lot of time until the move

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish I could move there now, but I've got a lot of things to do until the move

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't wait until the move. I can't wait until I move to LA, I'm so excited

[kavi ~he-him~]

but ugh, so many things to do