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[kavi ~he-him~]

you have dreams to be an artist, or a writer, a singer or any jobs, despite what anyone says you just have to make that dream happen because you feel that somewhere deep inside your heart you just have to do it? it feels like that job is just like calling you to it.

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's like in Moana, the ocean was kind of calling Moana to it and it chose her.

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk what to relate this too

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's like in Harry Potter the wand chooses the wizard

[kavi ~he-him~]

because I feel like somewhere deep in my heart I was meant to be an artist, or a writer or a singer of a band idk why

[kavi ~he-him~]

for some reason I feel like I should go to L.A in the future idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to stay here but at the same time I want to move to L.A idk what I want to do

[kavi ~he-him~]

sweets, I love sweets

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have a sweet tooth

[kavi ~he-him~]

apparently sweet tooth runs in my family

[kavi ~he-him~]

my cousin has one, my aunt has one

[kavi ~he-him~]

GeekyFreakyScientist wrote: "Kavy you on?"

I'm on now

[kavi ~he-him~]

5 more days

[kavi ~he-him~]

my birthday is in just 5 days

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thursday, August 3rd

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't believe I'm gonna be turning 18 in just 5 days

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss my big brother

[kavi ~he-him~]

it feels so weird to be back home for some reason

[kavi ~he-him~]

when I was in Australia I was missing Jonathan, it hurt me to be away from him

[kavi ~he-him~]

but now I'm back home and I'm missing my big brother

[kavi ~he-him~]

he's not actually my big brother but he's married to my cousin and in my family we count the cousins as brothers/sisters, and so my cousin's husband is apart of the family now and so he is my big brother now

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I'm just gonna call him my big brother

[kavi ~he-him~]

yep, I've gotten attached to my cousin's husband, not in the romantic way, but in the brotherly-sisterly way

[kavi ~he-him~]

4 more days till my birthday

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I'm thinking of baking for my birthday. I'm not gonna bake just one thing but I'll bake more than just one thing

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna bake tomorrow, the day after, and the day after, and on Friday

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm going to bake scones tomorrow, Cinnamon rolls the day after, and cupcakes the day after the day after tomorrow and I'm going to bake cookie cake on Friday

[kavi ~he-him~]

I crave sweets XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Leo ftw

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I'm thinking of moving to L.A sometime in the future

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have a feeling inside of me that I have to move to L.A. that feeling that I can't avoid

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like moving to L.A. will help me with my dreams

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have my dreams

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not going to move rn, because I still have college.

[kavi ~he-him~]

And I still need to earn some money

[kavi ~he-him~]

but maybe after I finish college and earn enough money I'll move to L.A.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan is here tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't want to leave him

[kavi ~he-him~]

tbh Jon is one of the only reasons that I want to stay here in Dallas

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't leave him and I need him in my life

[kavi ~he-him~]

but at the same time I want to move to L.A. and go after my dreams

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm almost 18

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to do more with my life. And I want to help other ppl, and inspire others in the world.

[kavi ~he-him~]

one of the reasons I want to move:

I'd lived in Dallas my whole life, I'd lived in the same place for most of my life. And it gets boring, living in the same place for your whole life. Dallas is nice, and Dallas will always be my hometown, because I was born in Dallas. but I want to live somewhere different. I like seeing different things, I like trying new things, I'm an artist. I feel like I can't just stay in one place. I have to see different things

[kavi ~he-him~]

GeekyFreakyScientist wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) ~4 more days~ wrote: "but maybe after I finish college and earn enough money I'll move to L.A."

:D What career you want?"

I want to be a Graphics Designer, a writer, and a lead singer of a band

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need a Job

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm just gonna see how things go and I'm just gonna go with the flow

[kavi ~he-him~]

But L.A is also expensive

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I have to try

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need to get a Job so I can earn enough money so that I can go to L.A.