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[kavi ~he-him~]

I go back home from Australia on Monday

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't wanna go back home. I wanna stay here, but at the same time I do want to go back home

[kavi ~he-him~]

Australia doesn't have hot topics

That store is like my fav store

[kavi ~he-him~]

But my cousins are here in Australia and so is my cousin's husband, who is a big brother to me and I like his hugs. But I also love Jon's hugs cause I love him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'll stay in touch with my cousins and my cousin's husband and I'll probably come back and visit but it won't be the same

[kavi ~he-him~]

But at the same time I can't stay here

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have things I need to do

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate being sick :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

My brother got two books from my library account and one of them is overdue

[kavi ~he-him~]

Everyone is sick :(

[jericho]

hi kavy missed you lots <33

[kavi ~he-him~]

THELS I MISSED YOU TOO

[kavi ~he-him~]

My cousin's husband left :( and I leave Australia tomorrow idk what time, and idk if I'll be able to see him again. I probably might sometime in the future but still....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna miss him....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I got his phone number tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

The trip was fun and it went too fast, but unfortunately everyone got sick at the end :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have warped tour on Friday and I'M GONNA MEET ANDY YAY

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna bake brownies on Thursday. Hopefully I can get better by then I don't want to bake brownies

[kavi ~he-him~]

I texted Jon telling him I was coming back from Australia today

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish the right moment would come soon

[kavi ~he-him~]

So, I'm home from Australia

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also my birthday is next week on Thursday

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ugh the heat. I can't stand the heat

[kavi ~he-him~]

Warped tour is in 4 days

[kavi ~he-him~]

But the problem is: the heat

We're gonna be out in the sun all day

[kavi ~he-him~]

Oh wow I'd been sleeping or in bed for most of the day

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm still sick :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

It feels kind of weird to be back home

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss Australia

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss my new big brother

[kavi ~he-him~]

Still sick :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

My birthday is in 8 days

[kavi ~he-him~]

HOLY CRAP I MEET ANDY IN TWO DAYS

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm just hoping I can get better by then

[Tati]

your birthday is the day i go back to school! also, that's so awesome!! i hope you have a lot of fun meeting andy

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thanks!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Tomorrow I MEET ANDY I'M FANGIRLING SO HARD RN OML

[kavi ~he-him~]

I made brownies

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't get to meet Andy cause they ran out of the wristbands

[kavi ~he-him~]

So I didn't get to meet Andy today and I didn't see him live either because I had to leave early cause my mom wasn't feeling well

[kavi ~he-him~]

Maybe one day in the future I'll get to meet Andy and see him live

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish I lived in L.A. I could maybe live closer to Andy and Juliet and the rest of the bvb guys

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I do have some dreams

[kavi ~he-him~]

you know how I want to be both a writer and the lead singer of a band someday right?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I also want to be a Graphics designer

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I don't feel like I'm getting anywhere rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm still looking for a lead guitarist, drummer, and a bassist

[kavi ~he-him~]

I grew up with an imagination

[kavi ~he-him~]

there was a time in my life when I was wanting to move to L.A.

[kavi ~he-him~]

does anyone know that feeling inside that you were just meant to do something, like singing or being in a band or making music, or something like that