~the sea does not like to be restrained (Kavi's journal)~ Showing 9,851-9,900 of 20,354

[kavi ~he-him~]

We're like as close as twin sisters are

[kavi ~he-him~]

She's also not just my cousin but my best friend and sister

[kavi ~he-him~]

Yay I have a twin brother and a twin sister

[kavi ~he-him~]

Well not really twin sister but my cousin but you know

[kavi ~he-him~]

So, I'm going to cairns tomorrow

[kavi ~he-him~]

I might be going scuba diving or snorkeling

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've never been scuba diving before

[kavi ~he-him~]

So at the airport rn going to cairns

[kavi ~he-him~]

HOLY CRAP

[kavi ~he-him~]

1 MORE WEEK AND 11 DAYS TILL I GET TO MEET ANDY

[kavi ~he-him~]

OML OML I'M FANGIRLING INSIDE

[kavi ~he-him~]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Reading Manga rn

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I'm reading Haikyuu

[kavi ~he-him~]

Actually I wanna read Fairy Tail

[kavi ~he-him~]

My birthday is in 2 weeks

[kavi ~he-him~]

And 17 days

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My cousin's birthday is on thursday

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm in Cairns rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's nice and beautiful

[kavi ~he-him~]

I like it in Australia it's nice

[kavi ~he-him~]

But I don't want to live here

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't because I have college my dream college is in Dallas

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also Jon is here I rather not leave him

[kavi ~he-him~]

But at the same time my cousin and her husband is here

[kavi ~he-him~]

But I can't stay here

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'll come for visits tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

That awkward moment when you think of something funny and then you burst out laughing

[kavi ~he-him~]

Crap

[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I accidentally deleted my selfies of me and my cousin, and me and my cousin's husband and me and my cousin's husband's brothers :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

I had to delete some pics for storage space but I thought they were in google photos but I checked and I couldn't find them :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hope I can see them when I get back to sydney

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna text my cousin's husband later

[kavi ~he-him~]

Next time I take selfies of me and them I'm sending it to them

[kavi ~he-him~]

I should text my cousin's husband but I'm too shy

[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I'm getting attached to my cousin's husband. Not in the romantic way but in the brotherly-sisterly way. He is my brother now

[kavi ~he-him~]

My cousin's husband's hugs= my 2nd fav hugs

Jonathan's hugs= my #1 fav hugs

[kavi ~he-him~]

My fav hugs are usually the ones that make me feel warm and safe and tight

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan's hugs are the best cause his hugs make me feel safe and make me feel warmth in my chest and I feel sparks/heat from his body whenever my body is pressed against his

He hugs me so tightly that my body is pressed against his chest and my head is against his shoulder. Or my while body is pressed against it.

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But Jonathan is my true love

[kavi ~he-him~]

Yesterday and the last few days when I hugged my cousin's husband and he hugged me, he hugged me so tightly to him, and I had my arms around him and my head on his chest and yesterday I just hugged him tightly and he hugged me and I had my head on his shoulder and I just held onto him for awhile and didn't let go but it was a more brotherly-sisterly hug.

[kavi ~he-him~]

What's the difference between a romantic hug and a brotherly-sisterly hug?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't wanna go home but at the same time I want to

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wanna go home cause Jon and college and warped tour and hot topics

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't wanna go home cause it's nice here and there's beaches and I like the beaches

[kavi ~he-him~]

But Jon....

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The heart wants what it wants

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm going snorkeling today

[kavi ~he-him~]

I WENT SNORKELING!! It was fun

[kavi ~he-him~]

I saw whales while on the boat