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[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel more closer to Jon then I feel with anyone else except my cousin and GR friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel more open with him because it's easier and I feel more comfortable with being with him

[kavi ~he-him~]

He makes me want to be a better person and makes me want to leave my comfort zone

[kavi ~he-him~]

With him I don't have to care much about the way I look cause he won't care how I dress

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel safer with him

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Kavy the Fallen Angel❄️(Bvbarmy) ~2 week hiatus wrote: "Fuck reality"

Wow the 10000th comment

[kavi ~he-him~]

I cussed in my 10000th comment XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I cuss a lot in my head but out loud I cuss rarely.

[kavi ~he-him~]

When I'm mad I'll cuss

[kavi ~he-him~]

Cussing is actually good when your mad or in pain

[kavi ~he-him~]

It relieves you and things off your chest

[kavi ~he-him~]

My mom doesn't like me talking about some private things on here

[kavi ~he-him~]

But the thing is, they are not really private things but they are my feelings and stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

And thoughts

[kavi ~he-him~]

Some of them are personal but I do have to share them

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have a habit of keeping things to myself often

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't have much ppl I can talk to about my major problems irl

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm too scared that if I tell someone then they'll leave or stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

Some ppl tend to not take these things seriously

[kavi ~he-him~]

Tbh I'm still struggling I still have my struggles but I'd been trying to stay positive

[kavi ~he-him~]

And I need some place to write my feelings

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's not healthy to keep your feelings and thoughts to yourself

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's not healthy to keep them bottled up

[kavi ~he-him~]

Here, it's easier to write my feelings out

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like all my girl cousins on my mom's side are more girly then I am

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm probably the only tomboy idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel more tomboy than Girly girl

[kavi ~he-him~]

I used to think I'm a mix of both but I felt more tomboyish and I feel more tomboyish cause I hate a lot of girly stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

So I'm a tomboy now

[kavi ~he-him~]

I HATE make up, pink, dresses, skirts, etc

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sorry to the ppl that like these things

[kavi ~he-him~]

Oh yeah

[kavi ~he-him~]

I did tell Jon I love him in an Insta post but It was a best friend's post and I tagged Jon and my other best friends in it so I don't think he saw it like that

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm trying to tell him I love him like that way

[kavi ~he-him~]

Like in the romantic way

[Ahana~]

Which is Jon's insta??

[kavi ~he-him~]

Somazel

[kavi ~he-him~]

That one time at school when I was going to lunch and I was going to the room my friends and I eat lunch and I was taking the elevator cause I felt like it and Jon took the stairs and I got off at the same time Jon climbed up the stairs

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

My school has a lot of ppl, so that could've been anyone

[kavi ~he-him~]

But the chances that it was Jon someone I'm in love with

[kavi ~he-him~]

😂😂

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jon is funny

[Ahana~]

Wish I had a got a picture there XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

♧Ahana♧ I am 365 so FRESH! wrote: "Wish I had a got a picture there XD"

XDDDD

[kavi ~he-him~]

It was funny XDD

[kavi ~he-him~]

The elevator is right near the stairs

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lol my mind is yelling at me and saying, "Kavya GET BACK TOGETHER WITH JON ALREADY!!!!"

[Ahana~]

Send me a picture of you guys together!