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[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm trying to focus on me and trying to love myself for ME

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan loves me for ME and he accepts me for ME

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He doesn't care if I'm not too fashionable or if I'm not too girly

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He cares for ME

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And I'm happy with that

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I'm an outcast I was born an outcast and I was born to stand out

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I like being me I like being myself

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I don't want to be like THOSE ppl that judge others

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Jonathan gets me my school friends get me

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My friends on here get me

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And that's enough for me

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am Kavya the bookworm/otaku/gamer/nerd/geek/emo/tomboy/potterhead/demigod/fallen angel/soldier of the bvb army/a fighter

[kavi ~he-him~]

And I am proud

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also mom thinks tomboys are kids and teens things

[kavi ~he-him~]

Adults can be tomboys too

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm becoming an adult in 3 weeks

[kavi ~he-him~]

But I am still a child at heart

[kavi ~he-him~]

Physically: I'm gonna be an adult. I'm almost 18
Mentally: I'm still a child. I'm 6

[kavi ~he-him~]

SCREAM SHOUT WE ARE THE FALLEN ANGEL

[kavi ~he-him~]

I haven't listened to music in two days until today I listened to a few songs but that's it

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I can't go one day without music because music keeps me alive

[kavi ~he-him~]

Truth I like being different

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm a mix of nerd Geek emo and Tomboy and I am proud

[kavi ~he-him~]

Oml I'm at the opera house rn and I saw a really cute couple

[kavi ~he-him~]

200th page

[kavi ~he-him~]

I

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Want

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Jonathan

[kavi ~he-him~]

I showed my cousin and pic of me and Jon and said that is my best friend

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm planning to bring Jon something

[kavi ~he-him~]

Something from Australia

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I love him so much

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I miss Jon

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I feel like I'm binded to him with love

[kavi ~he-him~]

What if he only sees me as a friend?....

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No i can't think like that

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I can see it in his eyes

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I can see it in the way he smiles and looks at me

[kavi ~he-him~]

He loves me

[kavi ~he-him~]

We're like Natsu and Lucy

[kavi ~he-him~]

Natsu and Lucy love each other but they won't admit it

[kavi ~he-him~]

But with me and Jon it's slightly different

[kavi ~he-him~]

Me and Jon love each other and we know that we love each other well I know I love him but idk about him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have some questions

[kavi ~he-him~]

Is there such thing as "once in a lifetime" love?

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Idk

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The love that I have for Jon

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I don't think I can love anyone else like the way I love Jon

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want Jon

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need Jon