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[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel happy that we're going to the same community college and transfering to the same university

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan is probably asleep rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's 2:37 am in Texas rn for us it's 5:37 pm

[kavi ~he-him~]

Timezones are confusing and I hate timezones

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ladies only

(view spoiler)[ I hate periods (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna draw now

[kavi ~he-him~]

What should I draw

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wanttttttt Jonnn

[kavi ~he-him~]

The other day at the arcade with Jon when I was telling him about going to Australia:
Me: I'm going to Austrailia next week
Jon: nice, how long you are staying?
Me: 2 weeks
Jon: why are you going?
Me: my cousin is getting married
Me: we should all go on a trip together
Jon: *smiles* yeah
Me: it'll be fun

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'd do anything just to be with Jon.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ughhhhhhh

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't wait anymore I can't hold it in anymore

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need to tell him I love him

[kavi ~he-him~]

But I have to wait dor the right moment

[kavi ~he-him~]

Wow I'm bad at taking hiatuses XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have 104 followers on Tumblr

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm bored

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't stop thinking about Jon

[kavi ~he-him~]

Wait a min....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I just realized something

[kavi ~he-him~]

At Jon's graduation party he'd called me short and small a couple of times

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jon's mom's friend took a pic of us with my arm around Jon's waist and his arm around my shoulder

[kavi ~he-him~]

And after the pic I put my hands on Jon's shoulder and he looked down on me and said "wow you're so small"

[kavi ~he-him~]

And before that I was like, "Jon I'm older than you" and Jon was like, "I'm taller!!"

[kavi ~he-him~]

And before the graduation party at school, I was talking about how once there was a bee and I was like screaming and freaking out and Carlos was like. "Like a little girl? Oh wait you are a little girl" and then Jon just glares at Carlos and says "Carlos that is not nice"

[kavi ~he-him~]

His smile....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love his smile

[kavi ~he-him~]

Looking up Jonathan on urban dictionary and the definitions are accurate

[kavi ~he-him~]

I
Want
Jonathan

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna call him soon

[kavi ~he-him~]

I called Jon but he didn't answer

[kavi ~he-him~]

I left him a message

Me: hey Jonathan, it's me Kavya I'll call later

[kavi ~he-him~]

I called him from my mom's phone

[kavi ~he-him~]

I texted Jon:

Me: I'll call you from my mom's phone
Jon: I just got back from work, I'd rather not

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'll call him later whenever he's free

[kavi ~he-him~]

Me want Jon

[kavi ~he-him~]

Should I set up a time with Jon so we can talk

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ugh

[kavi ~he-him~]

Why is love so complicated

[kavi ~he-him~]

OML OML I SEE ANDY IN TWO WEEKS

[kavi ~he-him~]

*screams*

[kavi ~he-him~]

I CAN'T WAIT

[kavi ~he-him~]

WHAT IF I FAINT IN FRONT OF HIM??


I'VE NEVER MET A FAMOUS PERSON BEFORE

[kavi ~he-him~]

Well I've met a voice actor but still

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hey it's good wbu

[kavi ~he-him~]

Luxemburgers wrote: "Not too bad :3
What was it like meeting that voice actor?"

It was fun she was really sweet

I'm a shy person but she was sweet and kind and I got to hug her

[kavi ~he-him~]

Mom wants me to be more fashionably ready. Like more girlish and she wants me to try and fit in with the group

[kavi ~he-him~]

Either way I'm never gonna fit in

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've always had trouble fitting in at school no matter how hard I try

[kavi ~he-him~]

I stopped caring about fitting in a long time ago