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[kavi ~he-him~]

I told Jon I'll call him tomorrow cause my cousins and I are going out soon

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love Jon's voice over the phone

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's cute <33

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've only called him once in my life and that was before we went to the arcade

[kavi ~he-him~]

Just one text from Jon is enough to give me butterflies

[kavi ~he-him~]

I like the butterfly feeling

[kavi ~he-him~]

I like hanging out with Jon no wait I don't like it I love it

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wanna be with him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I
want
Jon

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hey guys is it crazy that I'm only 17 turning 18 in 3 weeks and I'm already thinking about marriage and I already know the guy that I want to marry?

[kavi ~he-him~]

my cousin is getting married

[kavi ~he-him~]

Next time I go on a vacation I'm dragging Jonathan with me XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

So I was reading this Harry Potter fanfic and in the fanfic Draco and an OC (original characters) and they are ONLY 11 AND THEY ALREADY HAD THEIR FIRST KISS AND ARE DATING AND IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER AND ARE ALL READY SAYING "I LOVE YOU" I'VE BEEN BEATEN BY AN 11 YEAR OLD 😂😂😂

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lillian wrote: "and I'm not one of those silly girls, who has a crush for a month and they want to marry the guy."

Same

[kavi ~he-him~]

I DIDN'T GET MY FIRST KISS UNTIL I WAS 16

[kavi ~he-him~]

When I was 11 I hated boys 😂😂😂 cause I thought they were all immature and stuff 😂😂

[kavi ~he-him~]

And then as I grew up I started to like boys a little, not that way but as friends. Cause I became more tomboyish and I had some guy friends that are nice and I had some crushes, but they were just crushes, and then I meet Jon. And fell in love with him when I was 16 I NEVER FELT THIS WAY ABOUT ANY GUY BEFORE JON.

[kavi ~he-him~]

AND EVEN NOW I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH JON

[kavi ~he-him~]

A part of me knows that I should've moved on but I couldn't I tried I couldn't

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's impossible to fall out of love with someone unless the love wasn't real

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lillian wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ ~2 week hiatus~ wrote: "So I was reading this Harry Potter fanfic and in the fanfic Draco and an OC (original ch..."

😂😂😂😂😂

[kavi ~he-him~]

I beat my oldest cousin cause I had my first boyfriend when I was 16 and I had my first boyfriend and fell in love before my oldest cousin had hers and I'm the first person in my family to have a boyfriend this young. It's not that young but most ppl in my family had theirs when they are in their 20s or something

[kavi ~he-him~]

Even tho me and Jon broke up before my cousin had her bf

[kavi ~he-him~]

And then my cousin had her first bf and is now getting married to him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I still beat her tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

I met my cousin's fiance and he's nice

[kavi ~he-him~]

BUT JON IS AMAZING

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lillian wrote: "My sister is 8."

WHAT

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'VE BEEN BEATEN BY AN 8 YEAR OLD AHHHH AFIEOEKRJROENEOE <----------------fangirl stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

Staring at some pics with me and Jon in it AND AHHHH JON IS SO CUTE

[kavi ~he-him~]

I
Want
Jon

[kavi ~he-him~]

I just came back from the beach

[kavi ~he-him~]

While going to the beach there was this place called some flirting 😂😂😂

[kavi ~he-him~]

Idk how to flirt O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

So I'm planning to call Jon tomorrow morning

[kavi ~he-him~]

Idk what to say tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

Usually with Jon I just randomly find things to talk about

[kavi ~he-him~]

I misssss him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I probably say "I want Jon" or "I miss Jon" a lot XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ugh

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish Jon was here

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish I could just time skip and marry Jon rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

But we've got so much to do before we get married

[kavi ~he-him~]

And We still need to get back together

[kavi ~he-him~]

My mind keeps going like, "Kavya, you and Jon need to get back together rn"

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love being with him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love him

[kavi ~he-him~]

Love is a strong word

[kavi ~he-him~]

Love

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan, my best friend