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[kavi ~he-him~]

I write sins not tradegies by Panic! at the disco

Oh, well, imagine,
As I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
And I can't help but to hear—
No, I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words,

"What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding," says a bridesmaid to the waiter,
"And, yes, but what a shame, what a shame the poor groom's bride is a whore."

I chime in with a
"Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
With a sense of poise and rationality.
I chime in,
"Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
With a sense of...

Oh, well, in fact,
Well, I'll look at it this way,
I mean technically our marriage is saved,
Well, this calls for a toast.
So, pour the champagne.

Oh, well, in fact,
Well, I'll look at it this way,
I mean technically our marriage is saved,
Well, this calls for a toast,
So, pour the champagne, pour the champagne!

I chime in with a
"Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
With a sense of poise and rationality.
I chime in,
"Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
With a sense of poise and rationality again

I chime in,
"Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
With a sense of poise and rationality.
I chime in,
"Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things
With a sense of poise and rationality again...

[kavi ~he-him~]

^ I love that song

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna go to bed now cause I am tired

[kavi ~he-him~]

Night all!

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I'm leaving for Australia tomorrow night

[kavi ~he-him~]

my flight is at late night

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I won't be on much

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna miss you all

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love you all

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan
I
miss
him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna be far away from him for two weeks. like all the way across the world

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna miss him

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's gonna be hard for me because I'm in love

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't be away from him that long without missing him. Like missing so much that I can physically feel it in my heart

[kavi ~he-him~]

missing someone hurts

[Ahana~]

I feel you!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss Jon

[kavi ~he-him~]

Masi (Known as geekyfreakyscientist or Masi [Hey HeyHey]) wrote: "when your coming back? How long are you going to be gone? How long are you taking? Do you got everything? Are you okay?"

I'm coming back on July 25th

[kavi ~he-him~]

Love.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

how did I get so lucky? how did I find someone like Jon? someone that's so nice and amazing and sweet. someone that fits my ideal bf.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I didn't think I'd find my guy in High school, I thought I was gonna find him in college

[kavi ~he-him~]

but then I meet Jon when I was 16

[kavi ~he-him~]

I fell in love when I was 16 the first time I fell in love

[kavi ~he-him~]

I never felt this way about any guy before Jon

[kavi ~he-him~]

whenever I'm with Jon, I feel safe, not just physically safe, but emotionally safe, like I feel safe from my demons in my head, my negative thoughts. I don't have to pretend to be someone else I could just be me, the REAL me, Jon doesn't care how I look, or dress up. He cares about ME.

[kavi ~he-him~]

♧Ahana♧ I am 365 so FRESH! wrote: "I feel you!"

AHANA

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's hard to find guys like that.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jon is like that one guy that'll forgive you for your mistakes, like if you make a mistake, or do something on accident or mess up on accident he'll forgive you.

[kavi ~he-him~]

he forgave me once

[Ahana~]

KAVY!!


I FEEL YOU GIRL!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I made a mistake once last year. that was during the breakup before we became friends again

[kavi ~he-him~]

I was trying to tell Jon how I felt but I messed up badly and it came out as a little creepy. he found it creepy.

this was what I said last year:
I miss you. I miss you so much. I know we don't have much in common and our personalities don't go together but I love you. I'm in love with you. I think about you every day and night.

[Ahana~]

You know...love is beautiful!

[kavi ~he-him~]

and for a while he was avoiding me and I thought he hated me

[kavi ~he-him~]

and the guilt was killing me inside

[kavi ~he-him~]

but then I told him I was sorry and I was trying to tell him how I felt and I messed up badly. And then he said it's fine and then I told him that "It's just, I care for you, a lot." and he said he understands and then we became friends again

[kavi ~he-him~]

that's why I love him so much

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jon is like that person that is kind to everyone

[kavi ~he-him~]

He says hi to everyone even the teachers

[kavi ~he-him~]

me, I'm one of the nicest ppl, and I'm nice to everyone, but I'm not nice to everyone

[kavi ~he-him~]

like I'm nice to the ones that deserve the kindness but for the haters and mean ppl, bullies, etc. I'm not that nice

[kavi ~he-him~]

if I hate you with passion, that's when I'll start plotting things in my head, I won't say anything to you or actually do something but I'll think it in my head.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't hate anyone on here. and I don't hate any of my friends I love them all

[kavi ~he-him~]

but it's the bullies/haters I hate with a passion

[kavi ~he-him~]

me, I stopped caring about my haters

[kavi ~he-him~]

but it's when you start hating on my loved ones, that's when I start getting mad

[kavi ~he-him~]

love is a powerful force

[kavi ~he-him~]

you can't really stop love

[kavi ~he-him~]

you can't separate two ppl that really love each other

[kavi ~he-him~]

well you can but they'll eventually find themselves in each other's arms again