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[kavi ~he-him~]

idk

[edge]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "fun fact:

There was a time in my life when I think I ALMOST went blind. idk for sure but I was little that time. I woke up during the night and I couldn't open my eyes for some reason, but I got l..."

THAT HAPPENED TO ME ONCE TOOOOO

[kavi ~he-him~]

edge wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "fun fact:

There was a time in my life when I think I ALMOST went blind. idk for sure but I was little t..."

O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

I get to see Jon in 2 hours :D

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't wait

[kavi ~he-him~]

oh wait my dad might stay there with me idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hope this goes well

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can do this, I can tell him

I can do this
I can do this
I can do this
I can do this

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I think I wanna adopt a kid instead idk"

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "in the future, I want kids but at the same time....idk if I do want kids"

whatever happens tho, I hope Jonathan is there with me, we can go through stuff together

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want us to be together forever

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love him


my love for him is unbreakable

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'd been in love with him this whole time, this WHOLE time I'd never stopped loving him even when he broke up with me, and even when the break up crushed me, I'd never stopped loving him, I wanted to hate him for that but I couldn't because I love him. And I still love him

[kavi ~he-him~]

some ppl say that love fades over time

[kavi ~he-him~]

but in my case, my love for him never faded in time, it just got stronger

[kavi ~he-him~]

it depends I guess

[kavi ~he-him~]

True love never fades

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm ready

[kavi ~he-him~]

ready to tell him


I have to leave soon

[NerdyJediGymnast]

THANK YOU LORD SHE'S READY

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD all the Javya shippers be like

[kavi ~he-him~]

I keep thinking about the future

[kavi ~he-him~]

and the future is like so close

[kavi ~he-him~]

time is going by so fast and life is going by so fast

[kavi ~he-him~]

as I was saying yesterday I'm scared of giving birth, but I want kids

[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I wanna adopt a child but at the same time I want a child related to me by blood too


Family isn't just blood I know that

[kavi ~he-him~]

the thing is I want to grow up but I don't want to grow up that fast

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not afraid of change because change is inevitable

[kavi ~he-him~]

but it's the fact that everythings going by so fast

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't like thinking about the future much

[kavi ~he-him~]

I just kind of want to have fun you know?

[kavi ~he-him~]

and not have to worry about anything

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's funny because I created a guy in my head like my ideal bf

[kavi ~he-him~]

I used to think about my ideal bf a lot


I'm a hopeless romantic XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I dont care about the appearances but it's the personality that I'm looking for

[kavi ~he-him~]

like I want a guy that's nice, kind, sweet, is always there for me, has a great sense of humor, loves books or music or anime,

[kavi ~he-him~]

and then I meet Jonathan, who kind of fits my ideal bf

[kavi ~he-him~]

well his personality does

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I love him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I guess I'd been looking for my Jonathan since 8th grade

[kavi ~he-him~]

well I didn't know it was HIM I was looking for cause I met Jon in 11th grade but I knew it was a certain guy

[kavi ~he-him~]

and just before I met Jon I was thinking that the guy like my ideal bf might not exist cause you know how the world is. it's hard to find all the good guys

[kavi ~he-him~]

but then I meet Jon and I got to get to know him, and it's like, I found him, I found my ideal bf

[kavi ~he-him~]

I guess your ideal bfs are out there somewhere you just got to keep hoping and never lose faith

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's hard to find them but you'll find them

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jon makes me so happy

[kavi ~he-him~]

he'd opened my eyes a little

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love being with Jon and I love his hugs his smile. whenever he smiles it gives me a warm feeling

[kavi ~he-him~]

tho there are times when you meet someone, you think that that person was not really someone your looking for cause of your ideal bfs but then you realize that that person was actually the person that you really want

[kavi ~he-him~]

love is confusing
but it's amazing

[kavi ~he-him~]

I do hate valentine's day tho