~the sea does not like to be restrained (Kavi's journal)~ Showing 8,851-8,900 of 20,354

[kavi ~he-him~]

so apparently in another alternate reality/universe I could be married to my fav rockstar or a celebrity crush or anything could happen

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh

[kavi ~he-him~]

what has this world come to?

[kavi ~he-him~]

ppl are so judgy these days

[kavi ~he-him~]

like ppl have so many standards that they want others to live up to

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's hard to get accepted for yourself

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's hard to find the really nice ppl

[kavi ~he-him~]

cause most ppl are too busy trying to pretend to be someone they are not

[kavi ~he-him~]

ppl can't accept other ppl for being different cause they are outside of their standards

[kavi ~he-him~]

my parents are nice but even with them sometimes it's hard to get accepted for my own self, for being different

[kavi ~he-him~]

my parents are like the study study and my mom wants me to dress up like other girls do

[kavi ~he-him~]

they want me to talk more

[kavi ~he-him~]

my parents were once telling me that I had to be normal and not different -_-

[kavi ~he-him~]

there is no such thing as "normal"

[kavi ~he-him~]

and everyone is different

[kavi ~he-him~]

and yet ppl judge others for being different

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's okay to be different and it's okay to be YOURSELF

[kavi ~he-him~]

looks aren't everything

[kavi ~he-him~]

yes they are something but not EVERYTHING

[kavi ~he-him~]

everyone is beautiful inside and out, and in their own ways

[kavi ~he-him~]

this world is cruel and has so much negativity in it

[kavi ~he-him~]

there are days when I start losing faith in humanity

[kavi ~he-him~]

the famous ppl gets hate so easily

[kavi ~he-him~]

like if something goes wrong in the famous ppl's lives, other ppl automatically assume things and spread rumors, that doesnt go for everyone but still

[kavi ~he-him~]

like ppl stop spreading rumors about things you don't know about

[kavi ~he-him~]

some ppl get off on other ppl for the stupidest things

[kavi ~he-him~]

ppl spread love, not hate

[kavi ~he-him~]

if you don't know something, then don't assume don't judge

[kavi ~he-him~]

don't think you know something or someone or what's really going on in their lives, when you clearly don't know them

[kavi ~he-him~]

you might know our names and faces and the basic things but you don't know the OTHER things you don't know our story or our fears, etc.

[kavi ~he-him~]

YAY I GET TO SEE JON TOMORROW

[kavi ~he-him~]

I texted him trying to make sure whether we're meeting at 12 or 1

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to text Jon and tell him that he is amazing

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jon texted back and said 1

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh how do I say this

[kavi ~he-him~]

hm maybe I'll just hug him and hang out with him and eventually I'll say I love you too him?

[kavi ~he-him~]

or should I just tell him the truth

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's gonna happen eventually anyways

[kavi ~he-him~]

this is Jonathan so I shouldn't be scared

[kavi ~he-him~]

thank you <3

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I'd been thinking

[kavi ~he-him~]

in the future, I want kids but at the same time....idk if I do want kids

[kavi ~he-him~]

don't get me wrong I love little kids. And I'm good with them

[kavi ~he-him~]

don't get me wrong, I love little kids and I'm good with them

[kavi ~he-him~]

but it's the giving birth part Im scared of

[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I wanna adopt a kid instead idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

the pain scares me

[kavi ~he-him~]

usually I'm pain tolerant if its physical pain

[kavi ~he-him~]

I didn't even cry much when I broke my arm when I was 7

[kavi ~he-him~]

but when it comes to the pain of giving birth