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[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh
where
is
Jonathan?

He still hasn't answered my text

[kavi ~he-him~]

I
need
Jonathan
now

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wanna see him before I go to austrailia

[kavi ~he-him~]

should I be worried?

[kavi ~he-him~]

usually he would've seen my texts by now

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish we lived closer to each other


we do live close but it's not THAT close. and not THAT far either.

he lives like 29 mins away from me

[[deleted user]]

Hey Kavy.....

[[deleted user]]

Are you and ..... married yet?

[kavi ~he-him~]

no XD TREY WE'RE ONLY 17 AND WE'VE GOT A LOT OF THINGS TO DO BEFORE WE GET MARRIED XD

[[deleted user]]

Gosh Dang IT!

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD we have get back together first.

[kavi ~he-him~]

we still have college so

[[deleted user]]

Okay, okay, such a downer....

[kavi ~he-him~]

we will get back together eventually and I do need to tell him soon, but I'm trying to take things slow cause I don't wanna rush anything

[kavi ~he-him~]

also Jon was in my dreams again last night

[kavi ~he-him~]

OML I JUST TAGGED JONATHAN IN A BEST FRIENDS POST ALONG WITH MY OTHER FRIENDS AND SAID I LOVE YOU AND HE SAWWWWW HE LIKED THE POST AND SAID CHEESY BUT THANK OML OML JONATHAN SAW

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk if he saw it as a friends thing or more than that it was a best friends post after all and Jonathan is my best friend

[kavi ~he-him~]

and he responded to my texts

[kavi ~he-him~]

Me: when and where do you want to hang out?

[kavi ~he-him~]

on Insta in the comments I asked him if he saw the text

[kavi ~he-him~]

and he texted me:

Jon: Yeah I saw the text.
Jon: And I'm not sure.
Jon: 12 or 1 maybe
Jon: as for where that's up to you.

[kavi ~he-him~]

so wednesday at 12 or 1

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna ask him if he wants to go out to a restaurant or something

[kavi ~he-him~]

or maybe somewhere with arcades idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

or maybe we can go to both a restaurant and an arcade idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

cause Jon loves video games and so do I

I'll ask him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I texted him:

Me: do you want to go an arcade or a restaurant or both?

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I might have date soon idk if you'd call it a date

[kavi ~he-him~]

he texted back saying "both I suppose"

[kavi ~he-him~]

CRAP JON TEXTED ME SAYING "though this is just hanging out right?" HELP ME WHAT DO I SAY??!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

guys what if Jon just likes me as a friend? idk but I love him so much like I'm in love with him, like not the kind of love that just dies but the love that lasts forever

[kavi ~he-him~]

I found a pc gaming lan while looking for the arcades in Plano

[kavi ~he-him~]

it looks fun but the use of those computers or gaming consoles usually costs a fee per hour or min

[kavi ~he-him~]

I texted Jon about that place

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan <3 he makes me smile

[kavi ~he-him~]

9000th comment

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I found a place for me and Jon it's a restaurant, and it also has bowling and laser tag and an arcade and a rock wall and a ropes course

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's called pinstack

[kavi ~he-him~]

my mom wants me and Jon to go somewhere close to us

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm so hungry and I'm eating food and I'm still so hungry

[kavi ~he-him~]

so it's decided Jon doesn't want to go to pinstacks but we're going to go to round one it looks really fun

[kavi ~he-him~]

6
more
days
until
I
get
to
see
Jonathan

[kavi ~he-him~]

244 viewers

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hey viewers

this is to the ones that read but don't post anything

don't be too shy to comment on my journal, I won't bite and I won't hurt you. if you want to post anything feel free, just don't post any mean stuff or anything that's inappropriate. And I like making friends, I just have some difficulties in making friends cause I'm not much social and I'm shy and awkward

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's okay it's not creepy and I understand.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm kind of nervous about hanging out with Jon alone on Thursday

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love Jonathan

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I've never hung out with him outside of school alone

[kavi ~he-him~]

sure

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've hung out with him outside of school before but we weren't alone, our other friends were with us, now we're going to be hanging out alone with just us too