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[kavi ~he-him~]

Should we hang out at my house or go out we have a park right across my house

[kavi ~he-him~]

He makes me so happy *giggles*

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like me and Jon have grown a lot since the break up

[kavi ~he-him~]

So next Wednesday would be good for me and Jon

[kavi ~he-him~]

Idk I texted him but he didn't answered yet

[kavi ~he-him~]

He's probably still asleep

[kavi ~he-him~]

Watching Disney channel rn and Jessie is on I USED TO LOVE THAT SHOW I miss watching Disney

[kavi ~he-him~]

The girl that played Zuri is only 3 years younger than me o_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

They should make a sequel tv show for wizards of waverly place

[kavi ~he-him~]

Descendants 2 coming out soon :D

[Hallie]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "

Me and Jonathan at the funimation tour *blushes*"

You two look great together!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thanks!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jon read the text

Would he show up?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hope he does

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❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Watching Disney channel rn and Jessie is on I USED TO LOVE THAT SHOW I miss watching Disney"

I LOVE THAT SHOW!

And Bunk'd is also the same people who played in Jessie.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ugh these feelings

[kavi ~he-him~]

So I'd been reading a lot about love lately idk why

[kavi ~he-him~]

Like I was saying the break up was needed before I was right

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel more closer to Jon than before now

[Angel]

OMGFGDGSFS

[kavi ~he-him~]

From what I've read sometimes a break up can make a relationship stronger. But it depends on how the relationship is going or so I think

[kavi ~he-him~]

ᴍᴏᴏɴᴄʜɪʟᴅツ wrote: "OH MY GOD ANDY'S IN A MOVIE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mutMh..."

YESSS I saw it on twitter and Insta

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hehehehe I texted Jon :)

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel the butterflies

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna miss Jon while I'm in Austrailia

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't be away from him for that long without missing him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't even go two days without seeing him and missing him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss Jon

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❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I'm gonna miss Jon while I'm in Austrailia"

OMG YOUR GOING TO AUSTRALIA? WHENN?

[kavi ~he-him~]

July

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thats amazing!

[kavi ~he-him~]

My cousin has a wedding in Austrailia

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't wait till me and Jon get married

[kavi ~he-him~]

Btw when we get married in the future you're all invited to our future wedding

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can see us being together in the future

[kavi ~he-him~]

So

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm thinking....

[kavi ~he-him~]

One side of my head is saying just tell him you love him....and the other side is telling me to wait and work on strengthening our friendship bonds and take it slow

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to tell him I love him because he needs to know and I can't hold it in anymore, but at the same time I also want to take it slow this time because I don't want anyone to get hurt and I don't want us to break up again

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to be with him forever

[kavi ~he-him~]

Tho now that I think about it....I think I can see what caused the break up

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's reality and the insecurities and depression and that stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

Both me and Jon's self-esteem is low and both of us are struggling

[kavi ~he-him~]

But I am willing change myself. Not too much because I've accepted myself for who I am but I'm talking about changing in the good way. Making myself to be a better person. I won't change too much because Jon loves me for ME

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am willing to try and build my confidence up for him

[kavi ~he-him~]

So when we were in that relationship before the break up. We were really happy. I can tell he was happy and we really loved each other I can tell he really loved me. We didn't have many fights yet but reality happens. And even with true love and the couples that are meant to be together break ups sometimes happen because of reality

[kavi ~he-him~]

But it's okay because the break ups can strengthen your love and the relationship sometimes. And if it's meant to be you'll eventually get back together sometime. It might take weeks or months or years but it'll eventually happen

[kavi ~he-him~]

My love for Jonathan is much stronger then it was before and nothing can come in between that love

[kavi ~he-him~]

Back then I trusted Jon a little but not too much because of trust issues and I kept expecting him to leave and I worried a lot. But now I trust him more and have more faith in him and I know he's not going to leave

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sometimes two ppl need to fall apart to realize they need to fall back together