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❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "words hurt"

Words are worse than the double sharp edge sword.

[kavi ~he-him~]

it fucking pisses me off when the really kind and nice and amazing ppl gets treated like shit for no reason or because they are "different"

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EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT

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if everyone was the same then this world would be more boring

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and I'm done trying to live up to "society's standards" I'm done caring about fitting in

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words hurts but it hurts me even more to see the ones I love hurting

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you can mess with me all you want, but mess with the ones I love and I will....

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society sucks

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I'm quiet
I'm Indian
I'm different
I'm emo
I'm nerd
I'm geek

but so what? I'm me and that's what matters the most

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I'm quiet, doesn't mean I'm rude

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I'm quiet because I rather think before I say anything and because I'm a really good listening

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note:

I may be quiet but I observe everything, I just don't say anything

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like I've said before ANYONE that comes on the internet just to bully others have no life

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I'm Indian so what it doesn't make me any less of a human, I'm still human

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I
get
to
see
Jonathan
in
two
days

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Yay hope this plan works

none of my plans work :(


but I hope it works

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I wonder if he read my message on his stuffed worm <3333333333

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it was probably more friendly then romantic idk, I would've made it more romantic but I don't wanna take up too much space, but at least it's better than nothing

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I think Jon would've noticed my love for him by now

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idk

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ugh

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it's so hot

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I'm gonna draw

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Trying to draw Andy Biersack but it's hard XD at least I tried

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trying to draw this

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this drawing is not that good XD

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so I had a dream last night

Jonathan was in my dream O_O and in the dream we were together and at first we were at the pool playing with each other and then we were at his house and I was staying over at his house and Jon was sleeping in his bed and I just walked over and crawled onto the bed next to him and snuggled with him and then he had his arm around me and I was trying to sleep in Jon's arms *squeals and blushes* (I want this to happen!!) and then later in the dream I was wanting to bake cookies.

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I KEEP GETTING DREAMS ABOUT ME WANTING TO BAKE WHY DO I KEEP GETTING THEM WHAT ARE THEY TRYING TO TELL ME

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fun fact:

there was a time in my life when I wanted to be a chef

I used to bake stuff when I was younger but my mom helped me

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and now I'm thinking about baking again idk, idk why I'm thinking about it, it might be something with the dreams but idk

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I'm kind of lazy

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but I do love sweets


and homemade sweets are really good

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also homemade sweets are free


well you have to buy some of the ingredients but still

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I'll have to ask my mom about the baking thing tho


my mom would probably be happy cause I'd be making something instead of just sitting here and being lazy XD

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If I were to bake something today or tomorrow or sometime soon what would I make tho

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wow irl I barely thinking about baking and now here I am thinking about baking

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I love sweets

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I have a sweet tooth

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maybe I should start baking again idk

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my friend Alana is a really good baker, she'd brought us batches of brownies with peppermint at school once, and she made those brownies and they were really good

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I haven't baked in awhile. I loved baking, but then I've stopped.

[kavi ~he-him~]

same

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apparently baking is good for the mental health

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I asked my mom if I should start baking again and she said yeah you should

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O_O I get to see Jon tomorrow

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and I'm gonna ask him out *blushes*

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I hate ppl sometimes

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ppl spread love not hate

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why do ppl come on social medias just to hate on other ppl?

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that is not what social media should be used for