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O_O SCHOOL IS EVIL

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ugh I blush easily!!!

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I just read a psychology fact about blushing and now I'm blushing

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if I think about blushing I start blushing

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I've found myself blushing around ppl, I don't like, one of them is my friend's bf, and one of them is Jonathan's friend and I barely know them I don't talk to them and yet I blush around them. Why?

[kavi ~he-him~]

no, I'm not blushing because I like them, I don't like them, not like that, it's because I'm shy and have social anxiety

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O_O Do I appear in Jon's dreams? He told me once he dreamed of me. He comes in my dreams a lot, Does he think of me like I think of him a lot?

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bored.....

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Andy Biersack and Juliet Simms were in my dreams last night O_O

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Me miss Jonathan

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51 more days till I turn 18

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45 more days left till I get to meet Andy

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Andy's dad liked my tweet O_O

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I've noticed that my relationship/friendship with Jonathan has kind of progressed over the years/months that we've known each other

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like when we first met

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I was kind of shy and reserved and quiet and not talking much

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then as we became friends and got to know each other I opened up quickly and we were just talking and stuff

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and then as time went on when I was falling in love with him, I found myself just telling Jon a lot of things.

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like I could just randomly find things to talk about with Jon, I've told him stories that happened to me, we'd talked about deep stuff

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and then now look at us. we're like really close, like I feel more closer to Jon than before, like I trust him now, and have a little faith in him, and I know he is not going to leave me. before when we were together, I got scared a lot, scared that he'd leave me, and I wasn't too trusty. it's not HIM, because I know I should've had more faith, but it's just I'm scared he'd leave me, because I'd been left by my "friends" before. and scared he'd get tired of me, because the others have, ppl tend to get tired of me after a while and stuff. but Jon stayed, he hasn't gotten tired of me yet, and he HASN'T left, yeah, he broke up with me, but he's still here. and now I trust him with my life, because he showed me that I can trust him, I trust him, and even then he hasn't left.

[Delphinia (Dhamma ✿)]

Aww that's really sweet Kavy~

[kavi ~he-him~]

and now we're like not too serious but we're playful with each other too we tease each other sometimes and stuff, we just talk about anything

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I like that I can just tell him anything and he won't judge me, I don't have to care about how I dress in front of him because he won't care how I look, because he loves me for ME, and accepts me for ME

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He makes me want to be a better person

[Delphinia (Dhamma ✿)]

Aww I admire your elationship 😊

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He doesn't see me for my looks he sees me for my personality

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that's one of the reasons why I love him so much

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I feel like that break up was needed because now look at us

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Truth


Me and Jonathan.....

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I
miss
Jon

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I'm just like talking about him like everyday XD

[Delphinia (Dhamma ✿)]

Aww ^.^ Thats ok

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I love him

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I miss Jon

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I hate being away from him

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I need to see Jon

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50 more days till my birthday

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44 more days till I get to meet Andy

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Kavyyyyy why is Gray Fullbuster always randomly stripping to his boxers...?
X'D

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CLARICE!!


idek XD blame his teacher for that cause she was the one who taught him that XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need to start drinking more water, cause it's summer and I tend to get dehydrated easily and I don't wanna get dehydrated this summer especially because warped tour and my birthday is coming up and I'm gonna be out in the sun all day during warped tour and Texas is hot. like really hot I mean I'm used to the heat cause I lived in Texas my whole life now but still....it's hot

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In Texas there is no such thing as winter XD

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my friend told me that there is only four seasons in Texas

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there is fall, spring, summer, and summer-er, and a few days of Winter, and if we're really lucky we'll get a little bit of snow, which is rare

[Delphinia (Dhamma ✿)]

Oh I didn't know you lived in Texas ^.^ I always wanted to visit there~

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wow 570 followers on pinterest O_O


I didn't know I was that popular XD

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❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "CLARICE!!


idek XD blame his teacher for that cause she was the one who taught him that XD"

KAVY!!
Ugh, I keep disappearing... I'm sorry Kavs.

But yeah, I'm just really getting into Fairy Tale. Gray and Natsu are both so great! Happy too! But i really love Erza and the authoritative figure she is!

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's alright!!


same!!! I admire Erza cause GIRL POWER! XD