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[kavi ~he-him~]

My love for him is like not the kind of love that "just dies" this is the kind of love that lasts forever.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Yeah. I can see it in his eyes but I do have some doubts at times

[kavi ~he-him~]

I overthink too much

[kavi ~he-him~]

He did say yeah the other day when my friend asked us if we were back together so

[[deleted user]]

"Yeah"? Just "Yeah"? did he smile or was he biting a smile back?

[kavi ~he-him~]

He smiled

[kavi ~he-him~]

But it confused me because we never kissed or said "I love you" even tho we'd hugged and we're really close to each other and then he just says yeah to when our friend asks us if we were back together

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm very noticed the way he smiled when he sees me it's like a really wide smile

[[deleted user]]

Dude, you gotta be careful tho, ok? You two really sound good together and sweet. Just take a step back first before you fall in love.

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I didn't him the poem tho.... I wanted to but my parents....they thought it was going to embarrass us....and stuff and my dad thought it seemed desperate and wasn't appropriate -_-"

[kavi ~he-him~]

^ that tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

Do I really sound desperate with that poem and with me trying to tell Jon I love him?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not trying to sound desperate and I'm NOT desperate

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love Jon. But I'm not gonna do anything to scare him off. I've given him his space I'd given him time I'd been waiting for MONTHS. It's been more than a YEAR since the break I'd been waiting cause I love Jon and I didn't want to rush anything yes I've loved him all this time, I loved him even when he broke up with me and it broke my heart. I still loved him. There were times when I hated him for breaking up with me or at least I tried to hate him but I still loved him despite all that. I love Jon no matter what happens and I will ALWAYS love him. And I'd do anything to make him happy because I love him

[[deleted user]]

yes sis, you don't sound desperate. You sound in love.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sometimes it hurts and I try to let go and I try to move on but it's hard I've tried before and it didn't work I just went back to Jon not because I'm desperate. I'm not desperate but because of my love for Jon. It's just too strong. It's like the love that's unbreakable.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Love is a powerful thing

[kavi ~he-him~]

- ̗̀ le trouble ̖́- wrote: "yes sis, you don't sound desperate. You sound in love."

Thank you sis <333333333333333333333 I love you

[[deleted user]]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Love is a powerful thing"

truth is, it makes me want to roll my eyes.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Idk I never really thought I'd fall in love with someone irl. Besides fictional characters and imaginary ppl

[kavi ~he-him~]

Before Jonathan I used to have a imaginary bf well he's not really imaginary. Well HE was imaginary but he was kind of more my ideal bf

[kavi ~he-him~]

Idc about the appearances but the personalities and the sense of humor. I wanted someone who was nice, and kind, and funny and sweet and someone who is always there for me, no matter what. And loves books music or anime. And then I meet Jon who kind of fits my ideal bf. He is kind and nice and funny and sweet and he loves anime and music and video games

[[deleted user]]

OMG SIS we have the same taste in guys!! Well, i guess you found your man. BUT STILL BE CAREFUL OK? (view spoiler)[birth control too. (hide spoiler)]

[kavi ~he-him~]

I will

[kavi ~he-him~]

I keep looking at signs if it's true love or the one or how to know if he is your true love

[kavi ~he-him~]

He IS my true love

[[deleted user]]

One day, I might find my true love.

[[deleted user]]

yeah i can see that. otherwise you wouldnt stay up until 1 talking about him.

[[deleted user]]

PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "One day, I might find my true love."

what i thought you did. (Loki)

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- ̗̀ le trouble ̖́- wrote: "PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "One day, I might find my true love."

what i thought you did. (Loki)"

I meant a real person in real life.

Loki's just a fictional character from Marvel. Yes, I still love him.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Gray is my true love from the fictional world and yes I'm allowed to be in love with fictional characters

[kavi ~he-him~]

- ̗̀ le trouble ̖́- wrote: "yeah i can see that. otherwise you wouldnt stay up until 1 talking about him."

I think about him a lot if I'm not daydreaming about my fav band Black Veil Brides and the lead singer, Andy Biersack

[kavi ~he-him~]

PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "One day, I might find my true love."

You will

[kavi ~he-him~]

My brother has a gf

[kavi ~he-him~]

No offense to him but I can't see him having a gf

[kavi ~he-him~]

Because with me, he can be kind of....

[kavi ~he-him~]

you know

[kavi ~he-him~]

Uh, why am I thinking dirty thoughts?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sis 😂😂😂

[[deleted user]]

i thought this was Lys's journal. sorry sorry sorry. :|

[[deleted user]]

im gonna delete that.

[kavi ~he-him~]

My mom loves Jon

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss Jon and I miss his house and his family

[NerdyJediGymnast]

Did you tell him or no Kavy?

[kavi ~he-him~]

not out loud but I just wrote it on that stuffed animal

[kavi ~he-him~]

I didn't see him much at the graduation, I was looking for him tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wanna see Jon before I leave for austrailia for two weeks

[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I might be having a birthday party in August idk what day it is yet

[kavi ~he-him~]

and I think I'm gonna invite Jon and my anime club friends to it

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I need to see Jon sometime alone.