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[[deleted user]]

not to ruin your moment, but, Kav, be careful, ok?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ok

[Angel]

Aaaaahhhh black parade, I listen to MCR sometimes too

[kavi ~he-him~]

YES

[[deleted user]]

*high fives Angel*

[Angel]

YAAAAAAASSSSS, what about black veil brides?

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "And then I signed Jon's stuffed animal

I wrote:

Hey Jon,

You are so amazing and kind and nice. And I ❤️ you.

❤️ Kavya
"

I feel like I should've wrote something more something from my heart

[kavi ~he-him~]

Angel wrote: "YAAAAAAASSSSS, what about black veil brides?"

YESSSSS BVB

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "And then I signed Jon's stuffed animal

I wrote:

Hey Jon,

You are so amazing and kind and nice. And I..."

But at least I did write something

[kavi ~he-him~]

But I need Jon to see that I love him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not letting him go again

[Angel]

You know Gerard Way released a new comic right? I'll recommend it to you if you don't know.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Angel wrote: "You know Gerard Way released a new comic right? I'll recommend it to you if you don't know....."

Yeah

[[deleted user]]

Angel wrote: "You know Gerard Way released a new comic right? I'll recommend it to you if you don't know....."

WHAT OH MY GOD WHAT DID YOU SAY

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wanna go back to Jon's house

[[deleted user]]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I'm not letting him go again"

go girl!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I miss MCR tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel safe with Jon

[Angel]

It's Doom Patrol, if you go on my want to read book shelf it's on there, I'm pretty excited to start reading it

[kavi ~he-him~]

I trust him with my life

[kavi ~he-him~]

I trust him and it takes a lot for me to trust ppl these days....I have trust issues

[kavi ~he-him~]

Idk how to tell him I love him in words

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hugs are my way of showing affection

[kavi ~he-him~]

But with Jon whenever I hug him....I feel like.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's a warm feeling and he has an effect on me

[Angel]

But what about him? Does he like you too?

[kavi ~he-him~]

There are times when I doubt that he loves me but my gut feelings and things proves me wrong I can feel it and I can see it in my gut feelings

[kavi ~he-him~]

But things keep coming in the way of me telling Jon I love him

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ugh

[Angel]

But do you see it in his eyes? Not only gut feeling will work here, there has to be physical proof

[kavi ~he-him~]

My gut feeling tells me we are meant to be together and I can feel it. Me and Jon....we're like....idk how to describe us

[kavi ~he-him~]

But if we are meant to be then why do things keep coming in the way of me telling him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I just want to be with him

[Angel]

Sometimes gut feeling can be wrong though, again, proof, you don't know the killer in the church is the real killer by gut feelings

[kavi ~he-him~]

Angel wrote: "But do you see it in his eyes? Not only gut feeling will work here, there has to be physical proof"

Yeah I can see it. I've seen the way he smiles and when he hugs me when I hug him. He invited me to his party. His smile when he sees me. He cares for me. I've seen it so many times even now

[kavi ~he-him~]

We're gonna be seeing each other in college too

[Angel]

Dang it, not church court

[kavi ~he-him~]

Angel wrote: "Sometimes gut feeling can be wrong though, again, proof, you don't know the killer in the church is the real killer by gut feelings"

Gut feelings are usually accurate tho

[Angel]

Ooh that's nice

[[deleted user]]

HAHA omg There's a killer in the church

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jon broke up with me last year because we don't have much in common and our personality don't go well together and it's just him but I don't understand the first reasons anymore

[kavi ~he-him~]

We'd been friends for longer tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

The thing is if you consider it like this you'd noticed something

[Angel]

Well I gtg, love sucks for me, but peace out dudes ( yes there is a killer in the church, the second time I read it it actually was funny )

[[deleted user]]

what we are saying, sis, is that it is quite obvious that you love him a lot and it seems that he loves you too but just be careful, ok? Feelings could change too, esp. for boys.

[kavi ~he-him~]

He's an extrovert
I'm an introvert
He's outgoing
I'm shy
He has a lot of friends
I don't I do have friends but not a lot
He's left handed
I'm right handed

[kavi ~he-him~]

But we do have things in common:

We both love anime
We both love Video Games
We both love music
We're both going to the same colleges
We both have felt like we wouldn't get a boyfriend/girlfriend (I used to have that feeling until I met Jon)
We're both nice and kind and sweet and funny
We both have depression

It's something

[kavi ~he-him~]

- ̗̀ le trouble ̖́- wrote: "what we are saying, sis, is that it is quite obvious that you love him a lot and it seems that he loves you too but just be careful, ok? Feelings could change too, esp. for boys."

True but girls feeling can change to but my feelings for him never changed I'd been in love with him for a long time now

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's like in a way we're alike and in a way we're different

[[deleted user]]

are you sure he feels the same way? Like, really sure?