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[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate being rushed

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's raining

[[deleted user]]

Love the rain.

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk how I feel about the rain

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't like getting wet in the rain

[kavi ~he-him~]

I like getting wet, but not in the rain. I love water tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

wait that sounded wrong O_O me and my dirty mind XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

now smash time

[[deleted user]]

You know what, that did sound bad.

[kavi ~he-him~]

OML I ONLY GOT SMASH LIKE LAST SUNDAY AND I ALREADY PLAYED LIKE 300 GAMES!!!! XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'M SO ADDICTED XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Trey wrote: "You know what, that did sound bad."

lmao

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "after school:

Me: *was walking out, and sees Jonathan and starts walking over to him*
Jon: *sees me* oh * comes over to me, smiling and pulls something out of his pocket* (it's the game that he wa..."

also *melts because of Jonathan's smile*

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've noticed the way Jonathan looks at me and the way he smiles when he's talking to him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've noticed a lot of things

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can see it in his eyes

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "after school:

Me: *was walking out, and sees Jonathan and starts walking over to him*
Jon: *sees me* oh * comes over to me, smiling and pulls something out of his pocket* (it's the game that he wa..."

and both times when I hugged him, the second time when I just held onto him, he didn't say anything

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh I need it to be official that we are together, because rn I'm kind of confused

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm confused on whether we're dating or not

[kavi ~he-him~]

at this point idk what we are rn, idk if we are friends or more than friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

ever since last week when Jonathan said yes to when our friend asked us if we were back together, I'd been really confused, not sure of what to call him

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk whether to call him my friend or boyfriend or idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

also me and Jonathan both didn't deny that we are together when Carlos asked us if we are together but I'm confused

[kavi ~he-him~]

also I've noticed, last week and today when I hugged Jon, I kind of hugged him the way I did when we were together before the break up, I think idk, I had my arms around his neck and my head on his chest

[kavi ~he-him~]

hugs have different meanings. Idk how to tell if a hug is a platonic hug or a romantic hug

[kavi ~he-him~]

irl, I love hugs, but I don't like them when they are from someone I don't know, yes I'd been hugged by some ppl Idk. they were my classmates but they weren't my friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

once I'd almost been hugged by a dude I didn't know, but I backed away

[kavi ~he-him~]

hugs are a form of closeness, and I'm trying not to get too close to too many ppl

[kavi ~he-him~]

I still have trust issues

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't want to get hurt again

[kavi ~he-him~]

but Jonathan....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I trust him with my life. Jonathan is like that one person here that I can just trust, and he won't leave.

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "ever since last week when Jonathan said yes to when our friend asked us if we were back together, I'd been really confused, not sure of what to call him"

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "also me and Jonathan both didn't deny that we are together when Carlos asked us if we are together but I'm confused"

also would this really mean something? would this really mean that me and Jonathan.....it's not official yet idk....but still......

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ugh waiting for my dad to come and pick me up so I can go get my tickets and the blue card ugh

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's 3:07 I can't be late

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need that blue card to get into the ceremony!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Otherwise I won't be able to graduate

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also it's raining

[kavi ~he-him~]

Finally my dad is almost here

[kavi ~he-him~]

YAY I GOT THE GRADUATION TICKETS AND BLUE CARD!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

lmao I sent a tweet to the Domino's pizza saying that I'm bored because I am bored

[kavi ~he-him~]

OML ALL TIME LOW'S NEW ALBUM IS #5 IN THE CHARTS IN THE US!!! AND HALSEY'S NEW ALBUM IS THE #1

[kavi ~he-him~]

ANIME TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[jericho]

YYYAAYYYY

[kavi ~he-him~]

question should I take a break from watching Fairy tail so I could get caught up with the other animes. I love Fairy tail, that's like my number 1 fav anime and my first anime ever, but I'm far in fairy tail, I'm not all caught up but there are a lot of eps I need to watch to get ahead and I want to watch other animes too, I'm behind on a lot of animes

[kavi ~he-him~]

or I can watch Fairy tail rn and then watch another anime after fairy tail. Fairy tail is calling me

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm in the mood for Fairy tail rn

[jericho]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "question should I take a break from watching Fairy tail so I could get caught up with the other animes. I love Fairy tail, that's like my number 1 fav anime and my first anime ever, but I'm far in ..."

watch others

[kavi ~he-him~]

or I can also alternate from different animes, depending which anime I'm in the mood for.

[jericho]

ooo alternate i like that idea