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[kavi ~he-him~]

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IT'S GONNA HAPPEN TOMORROW, TOMORROW I'LL GO WITH THE PLAN!!! THE PLAN TO TELL JON I LOVE HIM!!! AND IF IT WORKS, IF HE SAYS IT BACK I'M GONNA KISS HIS CHEEK AND THEN HIS LIPS AND THEN IT'LL BE OFFICIAL!!!! WE CAN BE TOGETHER!!! I CAN SEE IT HAPPENING TOMORROW!! I hope it does

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have a gut feeling tho..

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I have a gut feeling something is gonna happen tomorrow....something big....something that has to do with Jonathan....something is gonna happen

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if Jonathan forgets about tomorrow I'm gonna scream.

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I think I'm about to start getting into Aesthetics. idk. I love writing and I love art, I love anything that is beautiful and inspiring, I love anything that's art, anything that has to do with creativity, and by beautiful, I don't mean the looks, I mean the things that come from the heart, like love

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I love writing, I've written song lyrics, poems, I'm currently working on two novels, which I'm really behind on but I've never done aesthetic writing but I'm willing to give it a try

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I've read aesthetic writing tho I think

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I'll do it tomorrow cause I'm tired

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Jonathan is on my mind

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I love him so much

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tomorrow the day

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the day I finally tell him

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wow I'm actually doing this

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Me, Kavya, the shy girl, is going to get the courage to tell Jon

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I hope this plan works
if it doesn't work
I don't know what's gonna happen next
I can't lose him
he is my world
he is the light to my depression
I love him

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Love, is an amazing feeling

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can feel it, me and Jonathan, it's fate

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tomorrow morning

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan
he makes me smile,
even when I'm not in the mood
he is everything,

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idk why but I'm in the mood where I can just....idk how to describe it....maybe say things from my heart....idk....

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TODAY'S THE DAY!! *squeals*

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THE DAY I FINALLY TELL HIM

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Do I look good? Do I look okay?


I swear Jon makes me self-conscious

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Do I look good? Do I look okay?


I swear Jon makes me self-conscious"

You look beautiful! Go get him!

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I'm on the bus

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I'm gonna be at the school soon

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Okay I'm almost at the school wish me luck guys


I have a gut feeling that something is gonna happen something big

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Okay I'm at the school but he's not here yet

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The butterflies are here

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My heart is beating really fast what if the plan doesn't go well what will happen to our friendship?

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No, I have to keep my head held high. I have a gut feeling....gut feelings are usually accurate

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Where is Jon?

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His bus is probably not here yet his bus usually comes later then mine

[kavi ~he-him~]

Wait for Jon

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Wait for Jon"

I'm making strawberry pancakes and number one pancake is a fail

[kavi ~he-him~]

HIS BUS IS HERE

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I don't see Jon anywhere tho I have to go to class soon

[Angel]

Oh and look! My spatula fell

[kavi ~he-him~]

Pls don't tell me he forgot again

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Pls don't tell me he forgot again"

You will probably see him soon, no need to worry yet

[kavi ~he-him~]

He didn't show up I had to go to class *cries* but....I had a gut feeling.....

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Sorry Nerdy, sorry all Javya shippers

Don't be mad at ME be mad at HIM! HE'S the one that didn't show up. I waited for a while until I had to go to class I WAITED for him but he didn't show up

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I'VE WAITED 12 YEARS FOR THIS. 12 YEARS IN ASKABAN

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Sorry just felt like using a Harry Potter reference

[MixItUp!]

YUUUUUS HARRY POTTER

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YES

[MixItUp!]

I sometimes wonder what would happen if I ran into a train station and ran into the wall, screaming, "OH NO! DOBBY CLOSED THE PORTAL TO HOWARTS"

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SAME XD

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Ugh....Jonathan....