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[kavi ~he-him~]

I texted him saying we can play online

[kavi ~he-him~]

-Nerdy
-Blue
-Cynthia
-Lys
-Sam
-Meg
-Mic
-Ahana
-Hallie
-Erin
-Mama Jac
-Aurie
-Angel
-Cas
-Shine
-Trelas
-Ash
-Masi
-Haaley

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Awe :D

[kavi ~he-him~]

8 weeks until warped tour and 9 weeks until I turn 18

[kavi ~he-him~]

2 more days until the new all time low album comes out

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm thinking of writing imagines of emo bands.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Kind of like a x reader fanfics

[kavi ~he-him~]

You can request anything for any members. It has to be mostly emo bands tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna text Jon and remind him not to forget about the trade tomorrow

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not letting the chance to tell him I love him go again I'm NOT letting HIM go again.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not gonna chicken out and run away again

[kavi ~he-him~]

If I really have to tho I'll tell him in a text-message, like I did last year

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not letting him go again especially after last week....

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I'm not letting him go again especially after last week...."

Is this a ship that I haven't shipped yet?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Maybe

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Maybe"

Well, if a ship shipping ship shipping ships hasn't shipped it yet then I SHIP IT

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "XD"

Am I your internet friend?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Angel wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "XD"

Am I your internet friend?"

Yep!!

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Angel wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "XD"

Am I your internet friend?"

Yep!!"

What about meeting me in real life?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Angel wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Angel wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote..."

I added you to the list

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Angel wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Angel wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but..."

Thank you :)

[kavi ~he-him~]

I saw Jon today but it was brief he looked like he was in a hurry and he was walking fast he had to go to his graduation rehearsal

[kavi ~he-him~]

My graduation rehearsal is tomorrow

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "My graduation rehearsal is tomorrow"

Ooh that is sweet

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm nervous actually, what if I trip I have to wear a dress at the graduation and then Jon is hosting a graduation party on the day of the graduation

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate dresses but I'll probably wear it to Jon's graduation Party and at the graduation cause I have to

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hopefully I don't have to wear high heels. If I have to wear high heels I'll probably....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've never walked in high heels before and hopefully I never have to.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm more of a tennis shoe person. I'm a tomboy

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I'm more of a tennis shoe person. I'm a tomboy"

Why not wear flats?

[Angel]

They're pretty AND stylish

[kavi ~he-him~]

they want us to wear dress shoes

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "they want us to wear dress shoes"

They are dress shoes

[kavi ~he-him~]

so since I didn't have my chance to tell Jon I love him today, because....life....Jon forgot about the trade, and we were supposed to meet in the morning and trade 3ds games. And I had a chance to tell him I love him there. I HAD A CHANCE!!!!!!! but then Jon forgot about the trade -_- so then there goes my chance.

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "so since I didn't have my chance to tell Jon I love him today, because....life....Jon forgot about the trade, and we were supposed to meet in the morning and trade 3ds games. And I had a chance to ..."

Yes, I heard. But at least there's a tomorrow

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan G.....(I'm not saying his lastname because of privacy)....I know he's not gonna be reading this cause he doesn't have GR....Yet....but....YOU BETTER NOT FORGET ABOUT THE TRADE TOMORROW!! if he does, I'll probably go crazy

[kavi ~he-him~]

then, again there is also the party at Jon's house. on the day of the graduation. But still, that chance to be with Jon alone, even tho there are other ppl around but still

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Jonathan G.....(I'm not saying his lastname because of privacy)....I know he's not gonna be reading this cause he doesn't have GR....Yet....but....YOU BETTER NOT FORGET ABOUT THE TRADE TOMORROW!! i..."

Same, even though I'm not there. Same

[kavi ~he-him~]

Angel wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "so since I didn't have my chance to tell Jon I love him today, because....life....Jon forgot about the t..."

true but we don't have a lot of time left. we have 3 DAYS left before school is over and I won't get to see much of Jon for a while because he's taking 6 months off while I'm going to community college for a year, he's gonna come to community college for the spring semester, the same one I'm going to but there are different campuses on different locations and idk if he's going to the same campus as I am, we're gonna be going to the same university after a year tho. but still we won't be seeing each other often

[Angel]

Then make a backup plan to see him today! Or tomorrow if he forgets about the trade.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't school's out for the day also idk if there'll be enough time, I know where he lives because he gave me his address the other day. I don't think he knows where I live tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

oh yeah, he said that we'll be meeting a lot of his family at his party, I wonder what his family are going to say about me and Jon, cause we'd dated before, but there was a really long break-up between us, idk if we are dating rn or not, cause last week.....

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I can't school's out for the day also idk if there'll be enough time, I know where he lives because he gave me his address the other day. I don't think he knows where I live tho"

Hhmmm, then you can go to him. Or text him if you can come over. Trade the video games there and ask him if you can. If that doesn't work out. Then tomorrow if he doesn't trade then catch him in the hallway and ask him in private.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can see it happening, I can see me and Jon being together in the near future

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can see it happening tomorrow, if he doesn't forget

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I can see it happening tomorrow, if he doesn't forget"

Look at mah plan

[kavi ~he-him~]

Angel wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I can't school's out for the day also idk if there'll be enough time, I know where he lives because he g..."

I can't I have overprotective parents, also he lives, 28 mins away from me, and tomorrow is a half-day so I won't be seeing much of him, but I have a feeling that it's gonna happen tomorrow

[Angel]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Angel wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I can't school's out for the day also idk if there'll be enough time, I know where he live..."

*Falls down* *cries*

[kavi ~he-him~]

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