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[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I'm gonna text Jonathan and ask him to play with me tomorrow because I want to play by myself today

[[deleted user]]

Then do it!

[kavi ~he-him~]

NOO I COULD'VE WON THIS BATTLE!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Trey wrote: "Then do it!"

I'll do it tomorrow

[kavi ~he-him~]

tho I want Jonathan to be on my team, and me and him can play together against the computer

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm doing teams now on my 3ds

[kavi ~he-him~]

NO BLUE TEAM SHOULD'VE WON

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna do 1 on 1 now

[kavi ~he-him~]

WHAT NO!!! I SHOULD'VE WON THAT!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

ok I think I'm officially addicted to this game

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've won multiple battles

[kavi ~he-him~]

TOMORROW IS THE DAY!! THE DAY I TELL JONATHAN WOOO

[kavi ~he-him~]

I will not run away
I will not run away
I will not run away
I will not run away
I WILL do it
I WILL do it
I WILL do it!!
and I AM going to do it


sorry guys I had to do this

[kavi ~he-him~]

THIS is my CHANCE!! I can't mess it up

[kavi ~he-him~]

3 MORE DAYS UNTIL THE NEW ALL TIME LOW ALBUM COMES OUT AHHH

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hope this plan works. I need a back up plan just in case

[kavi ~he-him~]

actually I think I'm gonna play smash with Jon another time because I'm trying to train myself to be good at it

[kavi ~he-him~]

NOOO I ALMOST WON THAT ROUND -_- But then I fell off the platform

[kavi ~he-him~]

At my senior sunset hour which is a senior social thing and none of my friends are here yet so I'm just standing around while everyone else is socializing

Luckily I got my 3ds

I wish Jonathan was here. I came cause I thought he was gonna be here

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel depressed for some reason rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

But I have to stay strong because tomorrow. Tomorrow is coming

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want Jonathan

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't wait to see him I can't wait to tell him

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not running away this time sorry have to keep saying this

[kavi ~he-him~]

But I'm nervous but I have to do this

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need Jonathan

[kavi ~he-him~]

He is my world.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Funny how ONE person can just have so much effect on you. And can impact your life

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's like this, you meet someone, then bam, suddenly that person is like your everything

[kavi ~he-him~]

It scares me

[kavi ~he-him~]

Because I'm always afraid of getting too close to someone because of the fear that they'll leave

[kavi ~he-him~]

I know I've said that I don't care if they leave anymore but it hurts a lot. I stopped caring about the haters and if ppl leave but it still hurts

[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I can do this I'm just hoping that this plan works

[kavi ~he-him~]

Night everyone wish me luck for tomorrow <3333333333333333333333333333

[kavi ~he-him~]

TODAY'S THE DAY TODAY'S THE DAY TODAY'S THE DAY WOO

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'M GONNA MEET HIM SOON


hopefully this plan works

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm on the bus rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

OML I'M GONNA SEE HIM SOON

[kavi ~he-him~]

AHHH WISH ME LUCK GUYS

[kavi ~he-him~]

For the first time I'm feeling confident

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

GOOD LUCK

[kavi ~he-him~]

I WILL NOT RUN AWAY
I WILL DO IT

[kavi ~he-him~]

THANKS CYN

ok I'm almost at the school and I'm ready at least I think I am?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Where is Jon? I texted him telling him I'm in the hallway

[kavi ~he-him~]

NOOOO JON FORGOT ABOUT THE TRADE *cries* there goes my chance of telling him I love him. he texted me saying that he'll bring it tomorrow morning

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Text your confession of love to him

[kavi ~he-him~]

C Y N O N I C wrote: "Text your confession of love to him"

I did that last year but this time I want to do it in person so that way I can look him in the eye and speak from my heart. If I have to I will do it in a text message tho

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Okay

[kavi ~he-him~]

I texted him asking him if he want some to play smash later he said he doesn't think that we'll have time to because school ends at 1 tomorrow

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Make sure you add that if he doesn't feel the same about you that you hope that you can remain his friend