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[kavi ~he-him~]

I mean if you see the love between us....that love is strong and if you see our moments....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have a reunion at my old elementary school today

[kavi ~he-him~]

My dad said to be in the back by 4 pm but I'm in class

[kavi ~he-him~]

At my old elementary school for a reunion and trying to force myself to socialize because I'm not very social. Everyone else is socializing and I'm just standing around and walking around XD some of my old teachers recognized me

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wish Jonathan or Meytal was here

[kavi ~he-him~]

We're playing dodgeball now boys vs girls

[[deleted user]]

now?

[kavi ~he-him~]

jack wrote: "now?"

Yeah

[[deleted user]]

don't hurt yourself

[kavi ~he-him~]

The girls won so now I'm just standing and watching everyone socialize cause I'm so shy >.<

[[deleted user]]

nice. isn't any of your friends there?

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm home!!! well there were a few of my old friends from back in elementary school, but idk, idk if they were my real friends or not, because I'd had fake friends so.

[kavi ~he-him~]

it's kind of funny how some of the people that used to hate me for no reason suddenly became nice to me, they're not my friends but still O_O

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AH OKAY

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wonder what would happen if Jon was there

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love the friends that I have rn, cause they're nice to me and stuff.

[kavi ~he-him~]

sometimes I daydream about Jonathan and me meeting each other in elementary school, and stuff I wonder what he would thought of me during that time, a lot of ppl hated me for no reason at that time so.

[kavi ~he-him~]

UGHHHH

[kavi ~he-him~]

if I can't socialize with normal ppl, (I know there is no such thing as normal but I mean everyday ppl) except for some ppl, because I like them, and they're my friends, then how am I supposed to socialize with Andy when I meet him in person in two months

[kavi ~he-him~]

socializing is hard for me because of my social anxiety and I'm shy and I'm socially awkward

[kavi ~he-him~]

but it depends on the person, I guess, since I opened up to Jonathan quickly, but I trust Jonathan

[kavi ~he-him~]

but then again it's Andy, he saved my life and taught me so much, and he is my hero, but still.

[kavi ~he-him~]

He would want me to be myself, so I will be myself

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want Jon, I miss him

[kavi ~he-him~]

question, is anyone good with tech stuff here?

[kavi ~he-him~]

because my 3ds is having trouble connecting to the internet for some reason

[kavi ~he-him~]

YES I FIXED MY 3DS!! I just needed to update it

[kavi ~he-him~]

So since Jonathan didn't deny that we were together yesterday or the day before yesterday and I didn't deny that we were together yesterday or day before....and since Jonathan said yeah to when Carlos asked us if we were back together the day before yesterday....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Does that mean....idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

So I guess....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Javya shippers you're probably gonna be really happy and mad at the same time when you read this.....

But.....

[Hallie]

*stares hard at the screen*

[kavi ~he-him~]

Since me and Jonathan both didn't deny that we are together and he said Yeah to Carlos asking us if we are back together

[kavi ~he-him~]

I guess....me and Jonathan may be together, but it'a not official yet, because Idk for sure if we are together or not.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "*stares hard at the screen*"

Hallie XD

[Hallie]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I guess....me and Jonathan may be together, but it'a not official yet, because Idk for sure if we are together or not."

Hope you guys are together!!?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I guess....me and Jonathan may be together, but it'a not official yet, because Idk for sure if we are to..."

idk for sure yet but I think we may be, idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

Because if you think about it, if Jonathan said yeah to when Carlos asked if we are back together and if both of us didn't deny that we are together, it says something

[kavi ~he-him~]

Playing monster hunter ultimate 4 on my 3ds rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

Lmao playing monster hunter and a monster just jumped out of nowhere and it scared me XD I'm so jumpy XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ugh I keep getting scared because of the monsters keep catching me off guard

[kavi ~he-him~]

One more monster to hunt and then I'm done with this quest

[kavi ~he-him~]

Well I got myself stuck in this quest

[kavi ~he-him~]

Oml

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna cry

[kavi ~he-him~]

Today was the last day of school before finals week I'm gonna miss my friends so much We did a group hug before we left Jonathan was on my side

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan gave me his address and he asked me if I was coming to his party

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan is so nice he carried my yearbook up because I had too many things in my hands

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also he seems protective of me o.o

[kavi ~he-him~]

Annette: Kavya there is a bee right behind you.
Me: o.o *freezes and tries to stay calm and not freak out*
Annette: it's just a bee tho it's not gonna do anything unless you do something to it
Me: can someone make it go away?
Jonathan: it's gone.
Annette: Kavya it's a bee
Me: I remember that one time there was a bee and I was just running around and screaming
Carlos: oh, so like a little girl? Oh wait, you are a little girl
Jonathan: *glares at Carlos* Carlos, that was not nice
Me: wait *looks at Carlos* did you just call me a little girl?
Jonathan: Ann, did you hear what he said?
Annette: wait, what?
Jonathan: Kavya was saying that last time there was a bee she was running away and screaming and then Carlos said "Oh so like a little girl? Oh wait, you are a little girl" and I was like *glares*