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[kavi ~he-him~]

and then after Jonathan said yeah, to when Carlos asked if we were back together I hugged Jonathan again, and then Carlos, said, "so you ARE back together," and then Jonathan just starts punching Carlos

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ugh I'm just confused rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

My heart keeps saying that Jonathan is mine and he is my boyfriend, and that I'm taken, but I'm not really sure about us

[kavi ~he-him~]

I keep denying it because I'm not sure

[kavi ~he-him~]

but tbh I'm tired of denying that he is my boyfriend, because I don't want to deny that he is my boyfriend, I want to call him my boyfriend and I want him to be mine

[kavi ~he-him~]

but at the same time, I can't call him my boyfriend, because I don't know for sure if we are together or not

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't want us to rush into a relationship because I don't want any of us to get hurt.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan......

[kavi ~he-him~]

literally there is a war going on in my head with one side saying Jonathan is my boyfriend and the other side is just confused.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel nervous to see Jonathan tomorrow now.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

This is just like when I first start developing feelings for him, but I kept denying it because of a promise I made to myself. But after a while I just accepted it

[kavi ~he-him~]

but now.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan, why did he say yes to when Carlos asked if we were back together >.< now I'm confused....

[kavi ~he-him~]

does Carlos secretly ship me and Jon or something?

[kavi ~he-him~]

also I forgot, David wrote in my yearbook

You're
a
weaboo
your ships
are
trash

-David
XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "because we're really close, we'd hugged, but we never talked about the dating stuff, never said "I love you" to each other, we never kissed and I haven't kissed his cheek. But then today when we hu..."

wait does this mean Jonathan does love me or something idk? or did he accidentally say yeah to when Carlos asked us if we were back together

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan....why does love have to be so confusing?

[kavi ~he-him~]

also totally off-topic but I'm getting my meningitis shot tomorrow morning >.<

[kavi ~he-him~]

But ugh....I can't stop thinking about Jon.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I got my meningitis shot today, lmao it hurt but I was thinking about Jon when I got it so

[kavi ~he-him~]

Me want Jon. Me want to see Jon but at the same time I'm nervous to see him

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thinking hard about this stuff and

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan....WHY DID HE SAY YEAH TO WHEN CARLOS ASKED IF WE WERE BACK TOGETHER

[kavi ~he-him~]

Wait....thinking a lot about this and.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel....if Jonathan said Yeah to Carlos asking if we were back together, he was either thinking about us being together or something like that or he wasn't paying attention o.o

[kavi ~he-him~]

I see Jon at lunch today :)

[kavi ~he-him~]

Me want Jon now!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna play on my 3ds now I haven't played tomodachi life in so long

[kavi ~he-him~]

Whoever has a 3ds or 2ds, add me,

My fc: 1521-6312-7044

[kavi ~he-him~]

Well in tomodachi life me and Gray have a daughter. So I guess I have a son and a daughter with Gray O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

*cries* some of my miis broke up

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'M GONNA SEE JON IN A COUPLE OF MINS AHH

[Hallie]

Kavy!!!! You know, last evening my internet wasn't working, so I passed time by thinking of ship names for you and Jonathan! xD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Kavy!!!! You know, last evening my internet wasn't working, so I passed time by thinking of ship names for you and Jonathan! xD"

XDDDDD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm getting some food so

[[deleted user]]

so you and jon are back right

[kavi ~he-him~]

Oh yeah some random person texted me on kik saying

Hey cutie,

wanna fuck? Just message me yes or no?

[kavi ~he-him~]

😂😂😂😂

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's funny because that person is a girl and I'm a girl and I'm straight but I am a supporter of the LBGT+ Community I love Yaoi after all

[[deleted user]]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Oh yeah some random person texted me on kik saying

Hey cutie,

wanna fuck? Just message me yes or no?
"
that's um

[kavi ~he-him~]

jack wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Oh yeah some random person texted me on kik saying

Hey cutie,

wanna fuck? Just message me yes or no?
..."

Ikr

[ashrey]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "jack wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Oh yeah some random person texted me on kik saying

Hey cutie,

wanna fuck? Just message m..."

Hey Kavy

[kavi ~he-him~]

ASHH

[kavi ~he-him~]

Well, according to my 3ds I am a young male. My 3ds questioned my gender 😂😂

[ashrey]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "ASHH"

KAVYYYYYY!!!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs Ash* I MISSED YOU

[kavi ~he-him~]

Carlos did it again!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

So I hugged Jon and he was like, "oh god" and I touched his hand with mine and then Alana left and then Jonathan gently put his hands on my arms and gently pushed me aside and he smiled and said "just kidding," and then I put my hands on Jonathan's shoulders and then hugged him again and put my head on his chest and he hugged me back smiling. And then Carlos was like, "so are you guys back together?" And then Jonathan playfully pushes him but I noticed Jon didn't deny that we are together and he didn't deny that we are together yesterday either and I didn't deny that we are together today and yesterday either o.o

[kavi ~he-him~]

So....well then....I guess....

[kavi ~he-him~]

And I don't want to deny that he is my boyfriend anymore since my heart keeps calling him my boyfriend