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[Lys: the adorkable kitten]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Princess Kitty~Lys~Gøddꧧ øf Løvê needs a break wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "----------• × • A L L | A B O U T | M E • × •--..."


Yay love you!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Love you too Nee-chan

[kavi ~he-him~]

oh yeah, I forgot, today at lunch I told Jon about my hero following me on Insta and he asked who he is XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jon: *sits next to me*
Me: Jon, I've been followed by my fav singer on Insta, and he's kind of like my hero and stuff
Jon: ah, and who is this person, exactly?
Me: Andy Biersack
Jon: who is he?
Me: He is a singer from my fav band, Black Veil Brides
Jon: ah

[kavi ~he-him~]

I was about to tell the story about the follow, but he left, :( he left to go help our friend and he didn't come back, I missed him.

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Jon: *sits next to me*
Me: Jon, I've been followed by my fav singer on Insta, and he's kind of like my hero and stuff
Jon: ah, and who is this person, exactly?
Me: Andy Biersack
Jon: who is he?
Me:..."

is it just me....or judging by the look on Jon's face....and him asking who my hero is....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also is it bad I keep getting jealous of me and Jon's friend, Julia and Jon's other friends that are girls or is it normal

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm not jealous to the point where I'd hurt Julia or Jon's other friends that are girls, because I do want Jon to have freedom and I'm fine with him having friends that are girls, as long as.....you know....but still....I still keep getting a little jealous....because of how much I love Jon

[kavi ~he-him~]

Missing you by All time low is also one of the songs that just speaks to me

[kavi ~he-him~]

don't you guys just love it when you hear a song that just speaks to you?

I love it

[kavi ~he-him~]

it makes me a little emotional but I love it

[kavi ~he-him~]

oh yeah 1 more week until the new all time low album comes out *squeals*

[kavi ~he-him~]

at this point I am READY for school to be over, I am READY for warped tour but I am NOT ready to become an adult yet, but unfortunately I'm turning 18 in 3 months. Warped tour is 6 days before my 18th birthday

[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I'm falling in love with the bands Of mice and men and Asking Alexandria

[kavi ~he-him~]

for some reason I like the screaming in the music, even tho it's hard to understand them. I love it.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to try the screaming but Idk how to do it. Screaming is hard, and I don't want to strain my voice. But I want to try screaming

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "On friday"

7000th comment

[kavi ~he-him~]

209 stalkers

[kavi ~he-him~]

Benjamin Bruce from Asking Alexandria liked my comment O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

when your fav celebrity knows you exist O_O or noticed you

[kavi ~he-him~]

Inna Logvin Pitts, wife of Jake pitts liked two of my replies on twitter
Juliet Simms, wife of Andy Biersack, also I love her music, liked my comment on Insta
Chris Biersack, father of Andy Biersack, liked some of my tweets, and replied to one of my tweets, on twitter
Grayscale, one of my new fav bands, liked some of my tweets, and some of the members of Grayscale replied to my tweets, on twitter
I prevail, one of my new fav bands, liked a few of my tweets, and dmed me on twitter
Andy Biersack, MY HERO, followed me on Insta
Benjamin Bruce, from Asking Alexandria, one of my fav bands, liked my comment on Insta.


AHHHHH O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

Andy Biersack tho, when he followed me, I died, not literally died, but you know what I mean....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to post a pic on Insta and tag Andy in it and tell him thank you and how amazing he is, and stuff.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to tell him how much he has inspired me and how he saved my life. He's so amazing....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I now can't wait to see him in person in 2 months....

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miss me much?

[kavi ~he-him~]

LEON

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hate getting flashbacks from things I don't want to remember

[kavi ~he-him~]

I was thinking about that time in fourth grade when my old recess friends ditched me. We used to play a lot of games together like tag, and stuff, and I was slow, and then one day they told me not to follow them and they were kept running from me and I kept running after them cause I wanted to hang out with them. And I was sorta crying but I was trying not to cry because I didn't want to be weak. And then after a few days I went and started hanging out with my friend, Danell and her other friend, Meytal was there and Meytal became my best friend. That's how I met my best friend, Meytal

[kavi ~he-him~]

When I was younger I had some "friends" and they used to tell me not to follow them a lot -_-

[kavi ~he-him~]

I was not trying to "follow" anyone. I just wanted to hang out with ppl -_-

[kavi ~he-him~]

But now, the me now, is thinking....

Fine! You know what? I don't care anymore. If you want to leave then leave. I won't stop you and I won't run after you. Because I don't have time to deal with the fake friends anymore

[kavi ~he-him~]

Besides I thank my "friends" in 4th grade for ditching me in recess because if they haven't done that I wouldn't have met my best friend

[kavi ~he-him~]

I thank the bullies and fake friends and haters because without them I would never have became the person I am today, I would never met my amazing friends on GR I would never have discovered my amazing music taste, I would never have met Jon, well we probably would've met eventually. But still....

[shrish]

hello i like anime yep i think that might be it bye

[kavi ~he-him~]

Anime is life

[kavi ~he-him~]

At lunch I was sitting next to Jon and we were sitting close to each other. Really close to where our knees was touching at some point and I poked his cheek a couple of times

[kavi ~he-him~]

And then I hugged him

[kavi ~he-him~]

But sometimes it's hard to tell if he does love me or not. I know he does care for me tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love him so much, and I'm gonna miss him.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Well, I no longer feel nervous to see Andy in person anymore. And I am no longer worrying about him thinking that I'm annoying and him hating on me. I'm no longer thinking about the what ifs anymore. I am happy and excited to meet him.

[kavi ~he-him~]

He already knows I exist anyways so XD and he probably already knows what I look like since he's following me on Insta

[ashrey]

ello

[Lys: the adorkable kitten]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "But sometimes it's hard to tell if he does love me or not. I know he does care for me tho"

Sis same *sighs*

[Lys: the adorkable kitten]

Ash wrote: "ello"

Hi.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ash wrote: "ello"

ASH OMG WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN???

[kavi ~he-him~]

Princess Kitty~Lys~Gøddꧧ øf Løvê needs a break wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "But sometimes it's hard to tell if he does love me or not. I know he does care for me tho"

Sis same *si..."

:( the problem is, there are times when I think he does love me, but then there's times when I don't know if he does love me, it's hard to tell....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Tomorrow is the last day of anime club *sobs* I'm gonna miss everyone

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love my friends so much even tho I have trust issues. And we're all gonna be going off to different colleges and might not get to see each other as much *sobs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

hard to believe that I'm actually graduating in a week....