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[NerdyJediGymnast]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "When I see Jon I think I'm gonna be jumping on him and stuff XD"

YOU BETTER. Y'all should be together by now >.< Why didnt you tell him?

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I am so happy today

[kavi ~he-him~]

NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "When I see Jon I think I'm gonna be jumping on him and stuff XD"

YOU BETTER. Y'all should be together b..."

Because we only have two more weeks left of school and I don't want to rush anything and because of the 6 months or maybe more we might not get to see each other much in those 6 months or more. Even if we do get back together rn. We might not get to see each other that much. And I don't want anything to happen during those time cause ppl change things change. And I don't want to lose Jon even as a friend

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm afraid that if me and Jon get back together there is a chance for another break up. And I'm afraid that the breakup might mess up our friendship

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't want him to just be my boyfriend but my best friend too

[kavi ~he-him~]

i did hug him today tho. I have him a side hug and he was like, "oh," and he laughed and hugged me back

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also I realized me and Jon hadn't had much time alone this year :( we spent time together but not much alone last year we spent a lot of time alone there were other ppl around us but still

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also I can't sit still

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm getting my yearbook today after school I'm letting Jon sign it first

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hey Cynthia I'm gonna post after I get home from school cause I have 37 % left of my battery and no charger and I need to save battery

[kavi ~he-him~]

I got my yearbook

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Okay when you get home?

[kavi ~he-him~]

At 5 I'm still on the bus and have 32 % rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

Looking at my year book pic and I don't like it at all *cringe*

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "At 5 I'm still on the bus and have 32 % rn"

Okay

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm back home, and I'm still on my sugar rush

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't remember eating that many sweets before until today

[kavi ~he-him~]

AHEM!!! PERCY JACKSON IS REAL IN MY HEART SO THEREFORE IT'S REAL!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

lmao I searched up "God holding a Koala" and I see pics of Vic Fuentes holding a Koala

[kavi ~he-him~]

well I was at an award ceremony cause my brother was there. And they had cookies so I had another cookie today. so yeah more sugar rush

[kavi ~he-him~]

I was kind of hoping that they wouldn't have the cookies cause I already had so many for today and I was already on a sugar rush, I didn't want any more. but I just had to take one XD Oh well

[kavi ~he-him~]

ugh just two more months until I get to meet Andy at Warped tour, I'm excited, but I'm also nervous cause I'm so shy

[kavi ~he-him~]

idk what to say and idk what he'd think. I shouldn't care what other ppl think, but this is my hero, one of the ppl that saved my life and kept me going

[kavi ~he-him~]

and gave me hope

[kavi ~he-him~]

he taught me a lot of things and inspired me a lot

[kavi ~he-him~]

he would want me to be myself but what am I supposed to say

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'd always been shy, especially around new ppl.

[kavi ~he-him~]

At school, I'm usually that quiet and shy person that doesn't talk to other ppl much and is usually just by herself, I'm alone most of the time unless I'm with my friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

If I'm shy around the ppl at school, how am I supposed to talk to my hero someone who's famous

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I have to try I have to do this

[kavi ~he-him~]

I feel like meeting Andy and going to warped tour would help me with the social stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

oh god I'm thinking dirty thoughts again

[kavi ~he-him~]

Guess who came into my dreams last night? Jon did and it felt kind of real

[kavi ~he-him~]

These songs always gets to me and makes me a little emotional because they'd helped me a lot and it felt like those songs were kind of speaking to me and all the other fans:

Savior by Black Veil Brides
Never give in by Black Veil Brides
Lost it all by Black Veil Brides

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love them tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

Oh yeah last night in the middle of the night I kind of woke up feeling a little queasy or something. Is this what a sugar rush or eating too much sugar can do to you?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Any song that speaks to me makes me want to cry. But I love it

[kavi ~he-him~]

My head hurts

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Any song that speaks to me makes me want to cry. But I love it"

I feel the same way. I'm listening to "Disenchanted" right now..... And yeah. But, I don't cry. It's... Odd.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sirius (Malakalato) Kaldwin wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Any song that speaks to me makes me want to cry. But I love it"

I feel the same way. I'm listening to "..."

Disenchanted by my chemical romance?

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Yep.

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

I have the Black Parade album on shuffle.

[kavi ~he-him~]

YES I LOVE MCR

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Ikr? They're great.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Agreed

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan signed my yearbook :D ❤️❤️

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

KAVY, I POSTED IN THE APARTMENT

[kavi ~he-him~]

I let him sign it first

[kavi ~he-him~]

I saw his yearbook pic 😍😍😍 he is so handsome 😍😍😍

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Lol, that's great!