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[kavi ~he-him~]

2: Godala
6: too many to choose
17: My GR friends my cousin
19: I wish I could meet all my GR friends in person and I could meet all my fav bands/singers in person and become friends with them.
20: I don't remember
28: Music and books and anime XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Guess who watched Suicide Squad? ME!!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Guess who watched Suicide Squad? ME!!!

[Hallie]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "2: Godala
6: too many to choose
17: My GR friends my cousin
19: I wish I could meet all my GR friends in person and I could meet all my fav bands/singers in person and become friends with them.
20..."

The 28 answer! xD

[Hallie]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Guess who watched Suicide Squad? ME!!!"

Is it good? I've been debating whether or not to watch it.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "2: Godala
6: too many to choose
17: My GR friends my cousin
19: I wish I could meet all my GR friends i..."

XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Guess who watched Suicide Squad? ME!!!"

Is it good? I've been debating whether or not to watch it."

Yep!! It's really good

[kavi ~he-him~]

Well, yearbooks are coming out tomorrow and we get to have free senior lunch in the gym tomorrow and we have a pep rally tomorrow

[Hallie]

I'll watch it too then! If I ever manage to find enough time to breathe and watch Pretty Little Liars.

[kavi ~he-him~]

The pep rally tho. This time they are only doing one pep rally. Oh god the gym is gonna be crowded *hides* crowd makes me feel anxious

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "sorry guys sorry Javya Shippers you're probably gonna hate me for this.....but we only have a few more weeks of school and me and Jon are gonna be separated for months or maybe more. And I love Jon..."

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I know we are meant to be like my gut feelings says and we'll eventually come back together"

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "So these are the choices that I might have to do:

I can let him go but keep our friendship and then we can go and do our own things and then in the future we'll meet again we'll meet after 6 month..."

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I feel the first choice is probably the right choice"

So I made this decision the other day. And Idk if it is the right choice. I made it cause I felt like it was right because I'm tired of tearing my mind apart wondering if Jon loves me or not. I was going to let him go but keep our friendship because we only have two more weeks of school left and there is not much time left because of the 6 months or maybe more. But at the same time it's hard. Cause yes I'm still in love with him and letting him go is hard.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Somewhere deep in my heart I can't let him go

[kavi ~he-him~]

Because he is on my mind half the time

[kavi ~he-him~]

Another reason I wanted to do that is because like I said we'll be separated for 6 months maybe more because of our path ways. even if we do get back together. In those 6 months We might get to see each other but not that often and what if something change ppl change and anything can happen in time. I don't want anything to affect our friendship

[kavi ~he-him~]

Even if we do get back together I'm afraid that we might break up and it might affect our friendship and I don't want that

[kavi ~he-him~]

Because I don't want him to just be my boyfriend I want him to be my best friend

[Hallie]

Kavy, how long have you known Jon?

Sorry if you've told this before. I can't seem to remember at all.

[kavi ~he-him~]

So maybe I can try and work on strengthening our friendship bonds because the bonds between friendships are too strong and are unbreakable. That way if we do start dating again, even if the romance crumbles the friendship will still be there

[kavi ~he-him~]

True love is built on friendship, love, trust, and happiness. Without the friendship the love can crumble and might not last very long

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Kavy, how long have you known Jon?

Sorry if you've told this before. I can't seem to remember at all."

More than a year and less then two years. I met him in September or October of 2015

[kavi ~he-him~]

This scares me tho....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have a fear of getting too closed and attached to ppl I'm scared of trusting ppl even tho I trust some ppl and I trust Jon

[kavi ~he-him~]

But Jon....

[kavi ~he-him~]

It scares me how close we are and how much I need him in my life

[kavi ~he-him~]

I shouldn't need a guy because girls don't always need a guy to stand up for them. *glares at Bella from Twilight* I've always seen myself as a hero. I shouldn't have to rely on other ppl because they are not gonna be there all the time and ppl leave.....but Jon....

[Hallie]

❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Kavy, how long have you known Jon?

Sorry if you've told this before. I can't seem to remember at all."

More than a year and less then two years. I met him in September or October o..."

I'm absolutely inept in the section of crushes/relationships (I wouldn't call it a crush in this case because it's real love), so I'll just keep my fingers crossed and hope you guys will get together again!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Why do they call it a crush anyways and why do they call it girlfriend and boyfriend

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

When I was younger I used to think boyfriend was just what you call a friend that's a boy cause I had a childhood friend who was a boy

[kavi ~he-him~]

But then I realized boyfriends and girlfriends are what you call someone you're dating

[kavi ~he-him~]

So then what would you call a friend that's a guy or a girl

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Kavy, how long have you known Jon?

Sorry if you've told this before. I can't seem to rem..."

Thanks Hallie

[kavi ~he-him~]

So it'll be like this


Girlfriend without the "space": actual girlfriend
Girl friend with the "space": friend that's a girl
Boyfriend: actual boyfriend
Guy friend: friend that's a guy

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't get this world....>.< XD

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

I'm not sure anyone does. Even the people who do are just pretending... Lol.

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm in my crazy mode rn and I feel kind of hyper idk why XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Oh yeah I remember once in 3rd grade my childhood friend and I. Once we were talking about getting married in the future O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

Oh welll, he moved anyways XD

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Cute.

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

And kinda sad.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ikr oh well we were young anyways XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Today is national chocolate chip day :)

[kavi ~he-him~]

There should be a way where all the fans of Bvb or all the fans of all the bands/singers/fandoms can unite. Cause we're a family

[kavi ~he-him~]

Geez I can feel the heat/sparks from Jon's body when I'm sitting close to him or when our bodies are touching O_O

[[deleted user]]

very descriptive, I see.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Yeah today I was sitting next to Jon and I was sitting really close to him and my knee was touching his body and I felt the sparks. He didn't say anything XD

[[deleted user]]

Kavy's making moves, whooooo

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Kavy. Someone called Anime cartoons so now I want to stab that person

[kavi ~he-him~]

C Y N O N I C wrote: "Kavy. Someone called Anime cartoons so now I want to stab that person"

WHAT?! LET ME AT THAT PERSON!! *someone holds me bacK*