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goodluck

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thanks

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anytime

[kavi ~he-him~]

Mikey way from MCR is now a father

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Hm.

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "The week where I give Jon the poem"

I'm asking Emily out tomorrow.

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

And probably confessing my love to her at the same time.

[kavi ~he-him~]

GOOD LUCK!!

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Thanks, good luck to you as well.

[kavi ~he-him~]

"It's pathetic really, how much I still hope it's me and you in the end"

-midnight hope

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Lol, pretty much.

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

That seems to be how these types of thing work.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sirius (Malakalato) Kaldwin wrote: "That seems to be how these types of thing work."

Ikr

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Oh, it's rated R now. I didn't notice that.

[kavi ~he-him~]

"you have to be odd to be number 1"
-Dr. Suess

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Sirius (Malakalato) Kaldwin wrote: "That seems to be how these types of thing work."

Ikr"

There's a specific pattern with this type of stuff; you've just gotta see it.

[kavi ~he-him~]

some days she has no idea how she'll do it. But every single day it gets done

[kavi ~he-him~]

Going through my Pinterest cause me is bored

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Lol.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sirius (Malakalato) Kaldwin wrote: "❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Sirius (Malakalato) Kaldwin wrote: "That seems to be how these types of thing work."

Ikr"

T..."

That is true

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Wanna see a great meme? (it's also very bad at the same time. (not like, morally bad. Just bad bad.))

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

It's only bad because it's JarJar.

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[kavi ~he-him~]

😂😂

[kavi ~he-him~]

I was sitting next to Jon at lunch again also daydreaming about him a little bit

[kavi ~he-him~]

😂 I threw one of my cookie bags at Jon but the wind blew it a way so it was just flying away. It would've been funny if it went into someone's face 😂

[kavi ~he-him~]

And I'm the shortest in my group so I'm just like, "I'm the baby of the group" 😂

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan: wait how tall are you?
Me: 4' 10

[kavi ~he-him~]

And before leaving lunch I hugged Jon. And as I was leaving my earphones got tangled with Jon's 😂

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Lol, that's great!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also as I was leaving I said bye and Jon said bye back with a smile on his face

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Sounds like he might be starting to like you.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've been noticing Jon's smile when he's talking to me and I've seen his eyes *blushes*

[kavi ~he-him~]

When you're in love with someone you start noticing everything about them even the smallest things

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also when you love someone let them go. If they come back to you then they are yours. If they don't come back then they were never yours

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jon....came back....

[kavi ~he-him~]

He came back to me even tho we're friends rn

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "When you're in love with someone you start noticing everything about them even the smallest things"

Yes.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Which reminds me, I still need to get Jon on here

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Lol, that's a good idea.... just don't let him see your journal XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Dear reality,

I thought we had this talk before.
STOP SLAPPING ME IN THE FACE AND STOP REMINDING ME OF THINGS I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER, STOP REMINDING ME OF THINGS I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER I JUST WANT TO ENJOY LIFE AND HAVE FUN!! I DON'T WANT TO BE SCARED ANYMORE I DON'T WANT TO BE SCARED OF PPL LEAVING ANYMORE I JUST WANNA HAVE FUN. I get that ppl leave me and replace me and forget about me eventually but not everyone does. I don't want to think about that because it scares me. But reality pls, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND STOP SLAPPING ME IN THE FACE.

-Kavya

[kavi ~he-him~]

I know I've said this before but I really need to stop overthinking because it kills me and makes me depressed.

[kavi ~he-him~]

THIS was how I relapsed and fell a few weeks ago and THIS was one of the things that brought my demons back

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Dear reality,

I thought we had this talk before.
STOP SLAPPING ME IN THE FACE AND STOP REMINDING ME OF THINGS I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER, STOP REMINDING ME OF THINGS I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER I JUST ..."

Mmh. I feel the exact same way. When I get rejected tomorrow, there's no telling how I'll feel.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I got an email from the community college that I'm going to.

[kavi ~he-him~]

they have Japanese O_O I can learn Japanese

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm looking through the course catalog

[kavi ~he-him~]

what if we get to watch anime