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[kavi ~he-him~]

it feels so nice when you listen to a song to a band you never heard of for the first time, and then you instantly start loving that band

[kavi ~he-him~]

that was me with BVB and me with a lot of my fav bands XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

and now I'm a member of the bvb army like really obsessed with BVB like to the point where half of the time I'm just like daydreaming about them.

[kavi ~he-him~]

also I'm listening to a BVB song rn

[[deleted user]]

it's BVB for merlin's sake!

[kavi ~he-him~]

this fanfic is gonna be based off a fanfic that I was making up in my head

[kavi ~he-him~]

also in the story my character wants to join a band and she find band members and Jonathan ends up being one of the members of the band that she becomes a part of that band

[kavi ~he-him~]

what if I have Andy Biersack and Juliet Simms adopt me and take me in to live with them, so they can help me and stuff

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jack and The Beanstalk wrote: "it's BVB for merlin's sake!"

Cause bvb is amazing

[[deleted user]]

i like that one

[kavi ~he-him~]

Cynonic~I don't know why I bother anymore~ wrote: "I know but I mean like purdy as in when talking about a girl"

XDDDDDD

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❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Jack and The Beanstalk wrote: "it's BVB for merlin's sake!"

Cause bvb is amazing"

that's sooo true

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm thinking it'll be like this:


Kavy never really fit in at her old school, she didn't have a lot of friends, and the friends that she had often left her out. she'd been left by a lot of people, she got bullied. She was really depressed, and had suicidal thoughts but she often turned to music for help, she loves to listen to music, she loves to sing and write songs and she wants to be in a band someday. She loves a lot of bands, but especially Black Veil Brides. Then one day her family decides to move to L.A. And their neighbors are Andy Biersack from Black Veil Brides and Juliet Simms and the rest of the BVB members and then she meets Jonathan Purdy and then she becomes a part of Jonathan's band as the lead singer, and songwriter and falls in love with Jonathan, but even here at her new school she still has difficulties making new friends and she has to deal with a new bully, but she also has Jonathan and BVB, but what will happen when Kavy's parents let her move in with Andy and Juliet?

[kavi ~he-him~]

is there anything I need to change here?

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I like it. I love it!!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Thanks

[kavi ~he-him~]

which bvb song would fit the title of the story

[[deleted user]]

In The End or The Legacy

[kavi ~he-him~]

funny story I'm listening to In the End rn XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

should Jon play drums or the guitar for the band

[kavi ~he-him~]

and what should the name of the band be

[kavi ~he-him~]

well Reality slapped me in the face again last night

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need to stop overthinking but idk how to

[Hallie]

Slap reality back with a big baseball bat! You can do it Kavy!

Hey, what's the capital of Texas? Is there something like that?

[kavi ~he-him~]

ok I will *slaps reality back*


it's Austin

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

going through my pinterest cause I'm bored

[kavi ~he-him~]

[kavi ~he-him~]

-Hallulejah by Panic! at the disco

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

-Stressed out by Twenty One Pilots

[kavi ~he-him~]

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True

[kavi ~he-him~]

True, I don't get mad that easily and even if I do get mad I don't show it. I just keep it myself

[kavi ~he-him~]

True, that's why I don't trust a lot of people anymore

[kavi ~he-him~]

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD Snape

[Hallie]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "ok I will *slaps reality back*


it's Austin"

That's my girl!

Oh! *looks away in shame because someone answered Dallas* xD

[kavi ~he-him~]

J.k rowlings tweet the other day

[kavi ~he-him~]

WHAT ABOUT THE OTHER CHARACTERS??? SHE APOLOGIZED FOR KILLING SNAPE BUT NOT THE OTHER CHARACTERS????

[kavi ~he-him~]

True XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Masi [That's my name] (S.B.QP) wrote: "hey hey hey Kavy"

MASI

[kavi ~he-him~]

True :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "ok I will *slaps reality back*


it's Austin"

That's my girl!

Oh! *looks away in shame beca..."

WOW XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Yeah....but not anymore....I don't want to get too close to too many ppl, because they are only gonna leave anyways. I don't wanna love anyone if they are not gonna love me back....I don't wanna care for anyone if they don't do the for me.....because I'm tired of being the one that's always the one that's trying and THEM the ones that always stopped trying, and I don't want to get hurt again

[kavi ~he-him~]

Dear ppl,

if you want me as a friend, then you have to try too
YOU have to try and put in all the efforts to make the friendship work.
Because I am done being the only one that's trying at the end.
Because why should I try, when you don't
Why should I put in the efforts when you don't
Why should I care, if you don't
Why should I be around you guys when you guys obviously don't want me.

-Sincerely Kavy

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Dear ppl,

if you want me as a friend, then you have to try too
YOU have to try and put in all the efforts to make the friendship work.
Because I am done being the only one that's trying at the end..."

sorry guys this is for all my "friends" that left me

[kavi ~he-him~]

Dear ppl,

if you want to leave, then leave, there is the door *points to the door* because I'm done caring if ppl leave or not. Sorry but I've got no time to deal with the fake friends/haters anymore. Also if you do leave, don't come running back to me saying "sorry" and expecting me to forgive you and take you back, because I won't forgive you or trust you or forget what you've done. Because you were the ones that left me broken, You weren't there for me, you left. And I don't give second chances that easily. I may have a soft-heart, but that doesn't mean I won't accept you as a friend. if you want me back you're gonna have to try a LOT harder.

-Sincerely, Kavya

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Dear ppl,

if you want to leave, then leave, there is the door *points to the door* because I'm done caring if ppl leave or not. Sorry but I've got no time to deal with the fake friends/haters anym..."

sorry guys, this is also to the ones that left, or the ones that wants to leave.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Snape XD