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[[deleted user]]

Do it! Do it! Do it! Do it! Do both!

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't have a lot of time left cause 4 weeks left till I graduate

[kavi ~he-him~]

Maybe I can do the art and then write the poem right next to it

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can do it on a separate piece of paper other than the ones on my sketchbook that way I can easily give it to him and he can keep it

[[deleted user]]

Yeah, and plus, the fact that you only have 4 weeks left is good, means you better do it sooner than later.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I hope he likes it and accepts it.....because of all that hard work and stuff.....but it's worth the risk....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Trelas wrote: "Yeah, and plus, the fact that you only have 4 weeks left is good, means you better do it sooner than later."

I will start it in Study skills or after I get home from anime club. I can't do it in lunch tho because I don't want Jon to get suspicious

[kavi ~he-him~]

Or I can do it on my sketchbook first for the rough draft so I can plan what I'm gonna do because I don't want to have a lot of mistakes or eraser marks on the paper that I'm actually gonna give to him

[[deleted user]]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Trelas wrote: "Yeah, and plus, the fact that you only have 4 weeks left is good, means you better do it sooner than later."

I will start it in Study skills or after I get home from anime club. I c..."

Smart, smart. And yes, sketch first, get the basics.

[kavi ~he-him~]

What would I draw first? I need to plan stuff but I don't have a lot of time

[[deleted user]]

Hmmmm.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hmm....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Maybe I can draw a guy and a girl hugging and then a heart around them idk

[kavi ~he-him~]

Or maybe I can write the poem first not on the sketchbook but on here or somewhere and then draw some things from the poem

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'd been listening to Bvb/Andy Black/Juliet Simms the whole day XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Oh yeah I keep forgetting to tell you

[kavi ~he-him~]

The other day in English someone came in to take a video of us for the senior graduation

[kavi ~he-him~]

And the camera guy put the camera down on my table and it was still recording and then I just put my face in front of the camera and looked into the camera and the guy just smiled and picked up the camera and pointed it at me 😂

[kavi ~he-him~]

I wonder what the ppl would think of they saw that in the video at the graduation 😂😂😂

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "And the camera guy put the camera down on my table and it was still recording and then I just put my face in front of the camera and looked into the camera and the guy just smiled and picked up the..."

Perfect picture XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Cynonic~I don't know why I bother anymore~ wrote: "❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "And the camera guy put the camera down on my table and it was still recording and then I just..."

😂😂😂😂😂

[kavi ~he-him~]

also while the camera guy was still there and the camera was still recording one of the guys whistled really loudly, and it sounded like a scream, XD so I think that whistle is gonna be in the video too XD this senior video is gonna be really interesting....XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

so I was at the park and there was this kid, and he asked me what instrument I played, and I said I was in choir cause I used to be in choir in 6th grade, and he said that was sad, I was like, "why? it's singing!" and he said that singing is not "real" music -_-

[kavi ~he-him~]

singing IS real music

[[deleted user]]

Ha, there would be no music if it wasn't for singing

[kavi ~he-him~]

exactly well there are instrumental songs without the singing and just the instruments but still....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I like the singing in music, I like listening to the singing and the lyrics

[[deleted user]]

Still, music is dominated by singing

[kavi ~he-him~]

Yeah true

[kavi ~he-him~]

in the rock bands, the lead singer is actually an important role

[kavi ~he-him~]

without the singer the bands wouldn't go very far

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm gonna dedicate this song to my sister Naimah and her boyfriend Jonathan, and my Jonathan too. Idk if you guys like this song or not but here it is

Still Into You by Paramore


Can't count the years on one hand
That we've been together
I need the other one to hold you
Make you feel, make you feel better

It's not a walk in the park
To love each other
But when our fingers interlock,
Can't deny, can't deny you're worth it
'Cause after all this time I'm still into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)

Let 'em wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah, after all this time I'm still into you

Recount the night that
I first met your mother
And on the drive back to my house
I told you that, I told you that I loved ya

You felt the weight of the world
Fall off your shoulder
And to your favorite song
We sang along to the start of forever
And after all this time I'm still into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let 'em wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah, after all this time I'm still into you

Some things just, some things just make sense
And one of those is you and I (Hey)
Some things just, some things just make sense
And even after all this time (Hey)

I'm into you, baby, not a day goes by
That I'm not into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let 'em wonder how we got this far

'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah, after all this time
I'm still into you
I'm still into you
I'm still into you

[kavi ~he-him~]

also gonna dedicate this song to my Jonathan

Rebel Love song by Black Veil Brides



I cannot hide what's on my mind
I feel it burning deep inside
A passion crime to take what's mine
Let us start living for today

Never gonna change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothing's gonna stop us
No, not this time

So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song
Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song

My outlaw eyes have seen their lies
I choke on all they have to say
When worlds collide what's left inside?
I hold on tight and hear you pray

Never gonna change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothing's gonna stop us
No, not this time

So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song
Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song

Wild and running for one reason
They can't stop us from our freedom
Wild and running for one reason
They can't stop us from our freedom

Never gonna change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothing's gonna stop us
No, not this time

So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song
Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song

Take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song
Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song

[kavi ~he-him~]

Not broken yet by Juliet Simms ft Andy Biersack


Back when we first kissed it felt like
Every star above our heads aligned
Every little piece fell into place and
Every single moment made us feel alive

Never used to be so complicated
No in between just black and white

When everything turns to grey
I still see you
When the cold won't go away
I can still feel you
Even when the sky is falling
And I'm hanging on by a thread
I'm standing on the edge of nothing
But I know it's not broken
I know it's not broken yet

Funny how life throws you punches
You kick and scream but it just keeps coming on
Maybe every dream that seemed to fade will
Find another way to live again some day

Never used to be so complicated
No in between just black and white

When everything turns to grey
I still see you
When the cold won't go away
I can still feel you
Even when the sky is falling
And I'm hanging on by a thread
I'm standing on the edge of nothing
But I know it's not broken
I know it's not broken yet

As time goes on, we still discover
Traces of hope in each other
With every ending
We can find a beginning
Start it over again

When everything turns to grey
I still see you
When the cold won't go away
I can still feel you
Even when the sky is falling
And I'm hanging on by a thread
I'm standing on the edge of nothing
But I know it's not broken yet

When everything turns to grey
I still see you
When the cold won't go away
I can still feel you
Even when the sky is falling
And I'm hanging on by a thread
I'm standing on the edge of nothing
But I know it's not broken
I know it's not broken yet
Oh ohh oh ohh
I know it's not broken yet
Oh ohh oh ohh
I know it's not broken yet

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am so skinny

[kavi ~he-him~]

my shirt feels lose, and it wasn't as lose as it was last couple times I wore it, my pants feel lose....

[kavi ~he-him~]

and yes, I do eat.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love food

[kavi ~he-him~]

but I'm still so skinny and light

[kavi ~he-him~]

last time I check which was a while ago I was 88 or 89 lbs,

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need to check my weight again

[[deleted user]]

Wow, I'm younger and you and I'm pretty sure I am around 120 lbs. Not good, Kavy.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I. forgot. my. phone. at home.....and I am gonna die because I. don't. have. my. phone.

[kavi ~he-him~]

because at school I'm on my phone most of the time and I don't like socializing with ppl much unless it's with my friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

also no phone = no music :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm always listening to music at school, well most of the time, but I don't have that with me today

[kavi ~he-him~]

I. need. my. phone. and. music.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I need my music to survive. because music calms me down and soothes me and comforts me

[kavi ~he-him~]

it feels weird because I almost always have my phone with me :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

my phone is like my best friend