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[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "The person was saying that Juliet was a money hungry b-word, and that she was ugly on the inside and ugly on the outside which made me angry"

The person was also saying that if ppl consider Juliet as a role model than he/she would be scared because this world doesn't need anymore ppl like her -_- which also made me angry because Juliet Simms is one of my role model and she is also my hero, she and Andy are both my heroes and I admire her a lot

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Kavy!!! *Tackle hug*

[kavi ~he-him~]

Cynonic~I don't know why I bother anymore~ wrote: "Anyways, as I was gonna say.


Kavy how's life?"

It's okay wbu

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Mines still been depressing

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "The person was saying that Juliet was a money hungry b-word, and that she was ugly on the ins..."

And then I defended Juliet Simms saying, oi don't talk about her like that. Juliet is actually really pretty and amazing and I admire her a lot.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not m..."

Cool

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

If you guys need me, Imma be in my journal, alone

[kavi ~he-him~]

Then that person replied back to me saying Ooooh, you're offended! That's too bad! I'll totally stop talking about her the way I feel because you want me to! We I have our own opinions sweetie

[kavi ~he-him~]

-_- I wasn't offended but I was mad because I love Juliet

[kavi ~he-him~]

I don't care if you like or hate Juliet because that's your choice you don't have to love her. But at least give her some respect. Hating someone is one thing. But disrespecting them and badmouthing and talking trash and insulting them is another thing.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Cynonic~I don't know why I bother anymore~ wrote: "Kavy!!! *Tackle hug*"

CYNTHIA *hugs*

[kavi ~he-him~]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I don't care if you like or hate Juliet because that's your choice you don't have to love her. But at least give her some respect. Hating someone is one thing. But disrespecting them and badmouthin..."

And the same goes for Andy Biersack and all of my fav bands/singers and my family/friends

[kavi ~he-him~]

Don't underestimate me, don't think I won't defend my fav bands/singers because I will. These ppl mean a lot to me. They've saved my life and been there so much for me, they gave me hope. They kept me alive. They kept me sane. They were the ones that inspired me to keep fighting. They'd been there for me so much. Even if I'd never met them in person. And I will do the same for them. I will support them and be there for them and defend them from anyone talking trash about them.

[kavi ~he-him~]

And don't judge me for defending my fav bands/singers/heroes. You guys would've done the same thing if it was your hero, your fav celebrity, or someone you look up to.

[[deleted user]]

I agree. I speak up for mine.

[jay, rip]

congratulations, cameron. you just got yourself kicked out.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Two more months until I get to meet my hero

[kavi ~he-him~]

I can't wait Idk what to say

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to ask him if I could be his friend or something

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to tell him that he is my hero and how he inspired me so much

[kavi ~he-him~]

But idk if he'd want to be my friend, cause so many of his fans would want to be his friend

[kavi ~he-him~]

What if he doesn't like me? What if he thinks I'm annoying

[[deleted user]]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I can't wait Idk what to say"

That's what happened to me at my first NEWSBOYS concert. On the Q-&-A part. I didn't know what to ask until a good question came out of my month. Ok, I'll admit, I was very shy.

[[deleted user]]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "What if he doesn't like me? What if he thinks I'm annoying"

You're NOT annoying, Kavy. You're a very speical person.

[kavi ~he-him~]

thank you sis

[kavi ~he-him~]

I know this is Andy, I shouldn't be afraid, I should be myself because that is what he would want me to do, but I'm so shy and awkward, but this is Andy.

[kavi ~he-him~]

but this might be my only chance to talk to him idk for sure. even tho I did send a tweets to him and his dad

[kavi ~he-him~]

I've sent multiple tweets, but I don't want to annoy them

[kavi ~he-him~]

Should I send tweets telling them that I'm gonna be at warped tour, and warn them that I'm shy and awkward

[kavi ~he-him~]

I want to ask Andy if we can be able to stay in touch someway, because I want to be his friend. I already see him as a brother but we haven't met in person yet

[kavi ~he-him~]

evangalina ~ you're so cynical, narcissistic cannibal wrote: "I HAVE A HOLE IN MY CROTCH

It's called a vagina


I-"

O_O oh god....

[[deleted user]]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "thank you sis"

You're welcome.

[kavi ~he-him~]

well I got to sleep in today.

[kavi ~he-him~]

the Juniors have the STAAR (State of Texas academics assessment readiness) test today so the seniors get to go in at 12 or 1

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm at school rn

[kavi ~he-him~]

What's the point of even coming to school today. The juniors have the staar test so the classes are only gonna be 17 mins long half the time we're probably not gonna be doing anything so what's the point of coming to school

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have anime club tho

[[deleted user]]

Really is no point to school at this point of the year.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ikr I mean i graduate in like 4 weeks, I'm freaking out. I'm gonna be walking across the stage at graduation. What if I faint? What if I have a panic attack? What if I hyperventilate? There is gonna be so many ppl there. I have really bad social anxiety.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Also for the graduation, each student gets 8 tickets each. Two of my tickets are probably gonna be used by my parents. But idk who I should give the rest of the tickets too. I don't want them to go to waste

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'd invite you guys to it but you guys are far away and you guys have things to do and might be busy

[[deleted user]]

Awwwwwwwwww, being online and making friends suck because you can't actually meet them!!!

[[deleted user]]

I live in Idaho and I'm already graduated since summer of 2016.

[kavi ~he-him~]

O_O there was a shooting at a college in Dallas O_O I live in Dallas.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

So I love Jonathan and I want to tell him I love him but.....I'm no good at opening up about my feelings out loud....

[kavi ~he-him~]

And I don't just want to tell him I love him.....but I want to SHOW him that I love him.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

Because I don't just want to tell him in words because I love him to point where words cannot describe how I feel for him.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I am an artist. I love art. I love to write poetry I love to write songs I love to sing. Creativity is one of the things that I'm really good at and I have a really good imagination so.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I have an idea.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

I think I'm gonna make some kind of art or write a poetry expressing my love for Jonathan or maybe do both.