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Cynonic~Happiness is everything I feel XD~ wrote: "❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Screw it, listening to my Bvb/Andy Black/Juliet Simms playlists"BVB Rules."
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Random person called me for the 2nd time today
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❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Random person called me for the 2nd time today"Ive actually been called like 5 times from people I didn't know
Cynonic~Happiness is everything I feel XD~ wrote: "❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Random person called me for the 2nd time today"Ive actually been called like 5 times from p..."
That person called me more than 5 times
I get random calls from ppl idk a lot O_O
Ikr like these ppl need to give up because I'm not gonna answer the call I'm not stupid I don't answer calls from ppl idk
Just yell into the phone "Leave me alone!" Thats what I'd do, lol
Cynonic~Happiness is everything I feel XD~ wrote: "Just yell into the phone "Leave me alone!" Thats what I'd do, lol"I wanna yell something crazy because I'm crazy
My friend once prank called a dominos place XD
Last period I started overthinking again
I was thinking about Jonathan and how he accepted me last year when I confessed to him. He chose ME, ME of all ppl
Jonathan, he didn't reject me he didn't leave me, he picked ME. ME.
He could've rejected me when I confessed, he could've gone for anyone. There are so many girls that are MUCH prettier then I am. Smarter than I am. Jonathan has a lot of friends that are girls
He saw that you had beauty on the inside
Not saying your ugly sis if you take it that way but if I was Jonathan I wouldn't look at the outside but the inside, the heart of a person and sis, you have a heart of pure gold
I have a learning disability, I'm not pretty, I'm not confident, My self-esteem is low. Yet Jon picks ME, ME of all ppl
Like I said sis, you have a heart of gold
Cynonic~Happiness is everything I feel XD~ wrote: "Not saying your ugly sis if you take it that way but if I was Jonathan I wouldn't look at the outside but the inside, the heart of a person and sis, you have a heart of pure gold"True, thank you sis....but he hasn't seen the dark side of me, the me that I've masked behind my happiness act, he hasn't seen the me when I'm crying.
Im sure he would help you out if you told him what you feel
Wth a bus honked and then everyone started screaming and stuff....
Wow, such children on the bus XD
Cynonic~Happiness is everything I feel XD~ wrote: "Wow, such children on the bus XD"No they weren't on the bus XD I was walking to the place where the buses normally picks us up and one of the buses honk then the ppl outside of the bus started screaming and clapping and stuff 😂😂😂
Cynonic~Happiness is everything I feel XD~ wrote: "Im sure he would help you out if you told him what you feel"I've told him about everything I'd been through in the past last year and I'd told him some of my secrets and I told him about my depression, things I don't tell a lot of ppl.
But he doesn't know everything
I used to think that no guys would want me. Even tho I knew that there is someone for everyone. But then Jonathan comes into my life and now look at us
While we were still in the relationship I got scared a lot because I kept expecting him to leave because everyone always leaves me eventually but instead he stays
Even during the breakup. Before we became friends again during anime club HE came over to me and said hi. He could've ignored me. And pretend I didn't exist, instead he comes over and says hi
Even now after the breakup he stays friends with me. He could've left me. He could've ignored me. He could've not cared for me. Instead he stays friends with me. He talks to me at lunch and anime club with a smile. Sometimes when he sees me he smiles. He hugs me back. He sits next to me. He lets me sit next to him. He cares for me. HE cares for ME. HE accepted ME for ME.
Today and a couple of days last week. HE was the one who came over to ME and sat next to ME.
At the beginning of the school year. I was trying to give him some time and space because I felt we needed some time apart from each other. So I gave him that time a couple of times during that time I've caught him looking at me like he wanted to talk to me. And the first week when I started sitting with him and Annette and the others at lunch we were walking to lunch not right next to each other but you know going to the same place, HE came over to ME and walked right next to me not saying anything but yeah.
And then in October it was also during the time that I was giving him space. My class and his class went on a field trip to a college for a tour. And he could've ignored me, pretended I didn't exist. I expected him too....instead HE comes over to ME and talks to me and cares for ME
When we first became friends in 2015 HE was the one that came to ME I was too shy to go to him first XD
But the fact that Jonathan cares for me
It says something.....he'd helped me a lot. He helped me with a video game he helped me with a drawing. Even tho I didn't ask him to at that restaurant during non-prom Jon helped me put my food into the to go box I would've done it myself but I was afraid that I was going to spill everything. Cause I'm so clumsy. So Jonathan helped me out even tho I didn't ask him to.
The fact that Jonathan cares for me says something
I was his first girlfriend. And he broke up with me. But he still cares for me, the girl he used to date
If he still cares for me then that means....he might still have feelings for me....
❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "I get random calls from ppl idk a lot O_O"
My family gets that all the time!
I get unknown people calling me on my iPhone!
My family gets that all the time!
I get unknown people calling me on my iPhone!
Cameron wrote: "“Together we would make reputation, we would have men in halls across Britain telling the story of our exploit. Or of our deaths. They were friends, they were oath-men, they were young, they were w..."
AGREE!
AGREE!
PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "Cameron wrote: "“Together we would make reputation, we would have men in halls across Britain telling the story of our exploit. Or of our deaths. They were friends, they were oath-men, they were yo..."I don't like Marvel much but some of it I enjoy and Asgard sisters stick together no matter what.
I've seen both of the Avengers movies, the 1st and 2nd one but I haven't seen Captain America civil war yet but I will this weekend. I've seen spiderman and both superman movies when I was little so I don't remember much about them
I have an econ project due tomorrow :( I'm gonna die
I think I'm gonna take just gonna take this to school tomorrow so that way I can ask Jonathan or Annette or Alana for help, because I am lost....
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