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[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Lol.

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Same.... Except... Maybe not. Idk. I remember most. It was pretty recent.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I remember some of them and but some of them I don't XD and I don't remember my first impression of ppl usually.

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Lol. I... do. Wow. I actually remember what I first think of people.

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD I sometimes remember but most of the time I'm like....O_O

[kavi ~he-him~]

I know what everyone's first impression of me would be like, at least ppl irl XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Jonathan's first impression of me was probably like, a quiet girl, idk

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Lol. Idk. Sometimes I forget. Not usually.

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Gtg. bye.

[blue]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: " stolen from Blue

Comment your name and I'll tell you 1. How we met 2. My first impression of you. 3. What I like about you. 4. My favorite memory of you..

reply to this with your name and i'll ..."

Meeeee <3

[kavi ~he-him~]

Sirius (Malakalato) Kaldwin wrote: "Gtg. bye."

awww :(

[kavi ~he-him~]

blue wrote: "❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: " stolen from Blue

Comment your name and I'll tell you 1. How we met 2. My first impression ..."

Blue, I forgot how we met XDDD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Usually I have a really good memory. but not all the time

[blue]

It was on Cas's journal, I think or Nerdy's
I'm pretty sure it was Cas's though

[kavi ~he-him~]

oh yeah, I also forgot my first impression of you, I'm sorry Blue x.x XD I never payed attention to my first impression

[blue]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "oh yeah, I also forgot my first impression of you, I'm sorry Blue x.x XD I never payed attention to my first impression"

It's fine XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

also I forgot to mention this:

during lunch before I stole Jonathan's cookie and before I was talking about marrying a cookie XD:

Me: *has two cookies from the lunch line in the cafeteria*
Me: *takes the cookie out of the bag and waves the bag* Jon, I got air XD *throws the bag in his face* XD
Jonathan: *takes the bag and throws it back at me* XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

also I forgot to mention:

last friday, it was the day after National high five day, but Jonathan wasn't there the day before so last friday:

Me: so Jon, yesterday was National High five day
Jonathan: I'm pretty sure that was yesterday
Annette: Yeah, Kavya that was yesterday
Me: But it's late national high five day so *holds out my hand to Jon* High five
Jonathan: no *laughs*
Me: I will High five your face *high fives his cheek gently* (his cheeks is soft
Jonathan: Why? *smiles*

[kavi ~he-him~]

Later:

Me: *drops an M&M in Jon's hand*
Jon: I didn't ask for this
Me: I know
Jon: *eats the M&M*

[Hallie]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: " stolen from Blue

Comment your name and I'll tell you 1. How we met 2. My first impression of you. 3. What I like about you. 4. My favorite memory of you..

reply to this with your name and i'll ..."

Me!

[kavi ~he-him~]

1. How we met- in the Awesome people group
2. My first impression of you- your cool
3. What I like about you- you're nice, and you've always been there for me and you've always supported me
4. My favorite memory of you- when you started listening to Black Veil Brides XD

[Hallie]

Aw! :D Love you, Kavy!

I want to listen to more BVB, but my ears have listened to do much music that if I plug in my earphones again, they'll blast xD

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD you should see the amount of music that I listen to everyday XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

Love you too Hallie!!

[Hallie]

My mum's frowning at me all the time because of all the music I listen to xD Hey, at least it helps a little, unlike her!

[kavi ~he-him~]

My mom too XD she gets annoyed with me listening to music all the time 😂

[kavi ~he-him~]

XD I felt like taking the elevator today instead of the stairs XD And I got out of the elevator at the same time Jonathan climbed up the stairs XD

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Lol. It's funny how stuff like that happens. My.... love.... for lack of a better word... The person I'm in love with's (her name's Emily) hand was on mine while five of us were carrying a bag down the hallway.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Ikr XD and it's funny because we were going to the same place XD

OMG THAT'S GREAT

[kavi ~he-him~]

There is a sub in here that reminds me of Mr. Dursley 😂😂😂😂

[kavi ~he-him~]

He's nice tho

[kavi ~he-him~]

Yeah XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

that sub is the nice version of Vernon Dudley XD

[kavi ~he-him~]

as I was kind of saying yesterday.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

friendship has to be both sided not just one sided, both ppl have to try and put in the efforts no just one person

[kavi ~he-him~]

I just choked on air.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

what should I talk about rn?...

[kavi ~he-him~]

I'm delete my Top 30 fav bands/singers playlist and make a new one, because I made changes in my list of top 30 fav bands/singers

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hey guys.....I'm thinking.....I may or may not take a hiatus off of GR for a day idk.....I don't know if I want to take it or not, but....I just need to get myself together.....and I need time to myself.....but idk....

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Ikr XD and it's funny because we were going to the same place XD

OMG THAT'S GREAT"

Lol, I thought so as well...

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Hey guys.....I'm thinking.....I may or may not take a hiatus off of GR for a day idk.....I don't know if I want to take it or not, but....I just need to get myself together.....and I need time to m..."

It's you're choice. It sound like a good idea to me....

[kavi ~he-him~]

but the thing is....GR is has become kind of like my second home, a part of my life....GR has been there for me, GR saved my life, GR gave me hope, I met so many amazing ppl on here.....GR is like my escape from reality, my escape from my troubles in life. GR is like one of the only places where I feel like I can fit in, I feel accepted, I can open up, to ppl, without the fear of ppl leaving me. I don't have to be afraid here. I don't have to hide my real self on here.

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love my friends/family on here too much to leave them/lose them.

[kavi ~he-him~]

but lately, I haven't been myself, idk who I really am anymore....and I feel like I'm kind of slipping away from reality

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Yeah.... But it'd only be for a day, would it not? You'd return.

[kavi ~he-him~]

True.

[kavi ~he-him~]

my gut feelings is saying, do it, take a break, and I need it.....

[kavi ~he-him~]

maybe I'll be on today, and then tomorrow I'll be off the whole day, and I'll be back on Monday

[Sirius (Malakalato) Belacqua]

Trust your gut. Always.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Okay I'll do it