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Dec 10, 2015 11:26AM
Once she was standing, she pulled her underwear up and leaned against him as they walked over to the sink. She washed her hands thoroughly then dried them off. She smiled and wrapped her arms around his neck, ready for him to pick her up.
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Ajax kisses him back and giggled when he scooped her up. She grabbed her IV pole and dragged it along with them. She parked it beside her bed in its usual place and grunted softly when he sat her down. She shimmied under the covers and pulled the table that hovered over her bed closer. It had her iPad on it. "Fine; you can sleep while I watch Netflix." She fluffed up her pillow and opened the app.
Ajax playfully smacked at him hand, giggling. "Oh stop it." She laughed. She swiped through the movie selections, pursing her lips. "You pick one then since you think I'll pick a lame one."
"I don't think that's on Netflix." She said, watching the screen as he scrolled through the movies. "Check what's in be Comedy section." She said, tapping it for him anyways.
"Oh!" She exclaimed, pointing at the screen. "Let's watch Horns; Daniel Radcliffe is in it." She giggled, snuggling up to Scott some. "It's also kind of a horror movie to; a horror comedy." She explained.
((I just found out my sixteen year old cousin just had a baby and no one even knew she was pregnant wtf ))Ajax pulled the covers up over them and quickly grabbed Rufus, resting him against her other side. "Oh, just a little one. Nothing to worry about though," she said as she pecked his cheek.
((Oh and my other cousin who's 19 now had a kid last year..,my moms side of the family are so dumb lol))"Besides his good looks he's also very talented. And I practically grew up with him because of the Harry Potter movies." She said. "But even still, I'll always love you more." She smiled and turned her head and gently pecked his lips softly.
((Yeah that's fine cause you wouldn't be in high school lol. My cousins just haven't been raised right lol))Ajax pursed her lips. She couldn't help but agree with that statement after she remembered his attempts of crying in the Harry Potter films. "Alright, you're right on that one but in this movie his crying isn't that bad. He's getting better." She laughed.
((What's his name? I have a feeling I might know who he is...lol))She giggled and snuggled up to him, smiling smugly when he kissed her cheek. "Thanks." She giggled. She watched the movie for a little bit, feeling her eyes droop.
((Ahhhh he looks so scary! Lol idk him though, and yeah I'd let him know lol))Ajax has seen the movie plenty of times before so she didn't care all that much as she slowly fell asleep in the comfort of Scott's arms. She sighed softly through her nose, listening to the sound of his heart which soothed her to sleep.
((Yeah lol. Did you want to skip? Cause idk what to do lol she's just sleeping))
((You tell him lol. If he gets any creepier just let me know and I could help lol. Hm, maybe like two weeks later and she's out of the hospital and basically fully healed and she has to leave school early to go talk to her doctor about the chemo, so that's when she'd find out she's pregnant?))
((How ironic! Lol. And she could persuade him to stay in school since he's missed a lot lol then she doesn't call him afterwards and such))
((He could be left out so when she doesn't call he gets worried. And yeah if you could be the doctor that'd be great))
((Yeah I don't mind aha)$Two weeks later, she was back at school. She had on a pair of dark wash skinny jeans be a baggy white shirt that said: "popular" in bold black font, and a pair of black converse. She also had on a grey beanie to keep the shaved side of her head warm, and to honestly cover it up. She was at her locker, packing up her bag. The lunch bell just rang and her mom was waiting for her outside. "Maybe the doctor can tell me why I feel so queasy today." She said go Scott as she pulled her coat on.
((woooo))Ajax sighed, zipping up her coat. "Because I've missed way to much school, Scott. I like school. And I actually want to graduate this year." She sighed again and shrugged her backpack on as she closed her locker. "My mom should be outside waiting for me." She told him.
Ajax lifted her arms and wrapped them around his neck lightly, smiling at him. "You're also letting me go because you also need your education." She teased, waggling her brows. "I will I promise." She smiled, and closed her eyes and kissed him back just as sweetly. She was never shy to kiss him at school anymore; she simply didn't care about what other's thought. She pulled away when the kiss ended, sliding her hands down his chest. "Takes notes in history for me okay?" She teased, before squeezing his hand and finally letting him go.
((what did they say???))Ajax scoffed dramatically when he playfully bumped her chin like that. "Hey" She laughed, but smiled. "Thanks. And yeah, you can probably come over afterwards if it's okay with my parents." She started to walk away, backwards so she could still look at him. "I love you to." She blew him a kiss before turning around and walking out of the school. She spotted her mom's car and hopped in.
"Ready?" Marie asked.
Ajax nodded with a sigh, setting her bag on her lap. "Yeah. Could you drive easily please? My stomach is upset today."
"Sure." SHe nodded, glancing at her daughter worryingly for a moment before driving off.
(( i love good puns lol))They arrived at the hospital about twenty minutes later. Ajax got out, leaving her bag in the car and only bringing her phone. She followed her mom inside and once on the proper floor level, signed in at the front desk. She sat in the waiting room with her mom, waiting patiently or her doctor.
((Lollll))Ajax looked up when she heard her name. "I'm here." She smiled and stood up, leaving her coat with her mom.
"Let me know if you need me okay?" Marie asked.
Ajax nodded. "I'm sure he'll want to talk to you afterwards. I'll be right back." She kissed her mother's cheek and followed the nurse down the hallway.
((I'm gonna have her at least tell her mom. It'd be hard for her not to lol. And you can just a say he said a bunch of medical things about the chemo, blah blah blah lol you don't have to actually explain it ))Ajax smiled at him as she sat down on one of the beds. She took off her beanie so he could see the side of her head. The staples were out now and it was healing nicely. "My head feels fine. But my stomach doesn't." She sighed. "I've been feeling sick all day and a little bit yesterday." She told him, holding her hat in her lap.
((Well since she's over the age of 18 she's legally an adult so he can't tell her unless she wants him to lol))Ajax furrowed her brows, confused at his questions. "No not really. If anything I eat less then I used to before the surgery." She said. "And my periods have always been irregular. Sometimes I have it sometimes I don't." She shrugged. "I've spotted last week but only for a day or two." She said. "My period is suspected to be next week though."
((He could have do a urine sample and take the test for her that way without just right out saying it lol))
((Oh and I think he'd ask if she was sexually active first lol))
Ajax watched the doctor move around room, playing with her beanie nervously. She didn't know what this was all about, and didn't make the connections of his questions just yet. "Is this for the chemo?" She asked, standing up me taking the cup. To her it made sense in a way. The surgery she had was huge. And apparently there was different kinds of chemo to take. "Okay." She shrugged, walking towards the bathroom that was attached to the room.
Ajax went into the bathroom and filled the cup. She capped it and washed her hands before leaving the bathroom. "I didn't really have to go so I couldn't fill it all the way up." She gave it to him and sat down on the bed again. "Oh and I also need a refill on the cream you gave me for the incision." She said, crossing her ankles.((Since you're being the doctor I'll have him tell her mom after Ajax tells him to do it for her ))
Ajax listened carefully, thinking about everything he was saying. It sounded a lot nicer than most of the chemo she heard about with actual cancer patients so that was good. Although she now had to go on a much healthier diet, like drink a lot of natural fruit juices and such. "What are the heavy side effects of the medication?" She asked, biting her lip.
Ajax looked toward the door when the nurse came in with her urine sample. She frowned when he said they'd have to push it back, but then gasped. Her eyes widened. Clearly he was joking. She couldn't be..."W-what?" She breathed, swallowing hard. She started to shake her head gently. "There must be some mistake; I can't be! I'm on the pill... A strong one." She said, tears gathering in her eyes. Her heart hammered against her chest. She then remembered that Scott and her never used protection...
Ajax silently let the tears fall. She really couldn't believe this. Not only will she not be on chemo to help kill the tumour, but she was also pregnant. At nineteen. And, to make it all worse, Scott was probably going to lose his damn mind about it. Ajax already started to blame herself. She was the one who kept bringing sex up all the time. When her doctor brought up her mom, it made her cry more. Who knew what her parents would think. "I-I-I don't think I can." She sniffled. "How far along am I?" She asked. "And how will this effect my...health?"
Ajax nodded, exhaling a shaky breath. As much as she hated to admit it, she was pregnant and had to accept it and take care of herself. "Id like to stay in here while you tell her out there." She whispered, scrunching up hat in her lap.
Marie stood up. "Yes? Hi." She jogged over to him. "I'm Marie, Ajax's mom. Is everything okay?" She asked worriedly. Ajax sat in the room alone. She pulled out her phone and just stared at her lock screen picture which was still of herself and Scott when she was first in the hospital at the start of their relationship. Now she wasn't sure if it'd ever be the same again. And it was all her fault.
"Oh my." Marie covered her mouth. She couldn't believe it. She looked at Ajax's room door. Her baby was having a baby. And at the worst possible time. Who knew what the delay on chemo would do. "But..I mean...are you sure? What's going to happen to her now that she can't take the chemo?" She asked, almost desperately.
Marie nodded, crossing her arms over her chest. "Yes of course...will she have to stop taking her seizure medication then?" She asked. "And I'll need a recommendation for a pediatrician." She said, sighing softly.
Marie nodded then bit her lip, shaking her head. "No? That'll be all I think. I'll call you though if I have any questions or concerns. Thank you doctor." She forced a small smile and went into Ajax's room after taking a deep breath.Ajax jumped to her feet, tears streaming down her face. "Mommy I'm so sorry." She cried.
"Oh honey." Marie ran up to her, pulling her daughter into her arms. "It's okay sweetheart. Shh, it's okay." She rubbed her back. "You did nothing wrong sweetheart." She kissed the tip of her head.
((Maybe he could try to call her?))
"But mom I'm-" she began, but Marie cut her off with a squeeze."Hush. Yes, I know you're not married or out of high school but you only have a few months left. And I know how much you and Scott love each other. This could be far worse, Jaxxy." She said, thinking about the rape. "And we won't tell your dad just yet. You can't be more than a six weeks pregnant. We have time." She pulled back a little to look at her daughter's face, wiping her tears away. "I could also shun you and kick you out but I love you way to much to do that." She teased. Ajax laughed softly through her tears, hugging her mom tight again. That's when her phone went off. She bit her lip and pulled away, taking her phone out of her pocket. "It's Scott..."
"I'll be in the hallway. I wouldn't tell him on the phone though." She kissed her head then left. Ajax picked up after wiped her face. "Hey." She made herself sound somewhat happy.
((Got carried away sorry lol))
Ajax nodded, even though he couldn't see it. "Yeah sorry I was talking with him longer than I thought. It....it turns out I can't go on the chemo just yet." She said, sighing softly. She gently bit her lip and sat down on the bed. She covered the microphone part of her phone and sniffled her nose so he wouldn't hear.
Ajax sighed again. "He thinks it'd be best if I wait a bit until my health is one-hundred percent since I told him how I've been feeling these past couple of days." She told him. It hurt her heart to lie to him. "But he said if I stay on my medication for now it should somewhat help. And I haven't had a seizure since Christmas."
"Yeah but he thinks it might be migraines." She murmured. She closed her eyes and let a few silent tears fall when he asked if he could come over. "My mom got called for work just a moment ago; to Europe this time." She said, taking a deep breath. "She leaves Wednesday and I thought I would hang out with her tonight to spend sometime with her before she goes you know?"
Ajax nodded, silently wiping her tears away. "Of course I'll see you tomorrow." She said, a real smile showing up on her lips. Although she held this big secret, she still wanted to see him. "I'm sure they're great notes. Thank you." She said, sighing softly. "I am really sorry that you can't come over." She said honestly.
"I've got homework to," she said, which was the truth. The hospital visits were really taking its toll. "Oh and my mom is just in the bathroom so in waiting on her." She said, standing up again. She grabbed her coat off the chair. "She's probably out now in the hall waiting for me to. I'll try to call you later okay? If not, I'll see you tomorrow." She said, biting her lip.
As she listened, Ajax walked into the en suite bathroom and stood in front of the mirror. She bit her lip again and with her free hand lifted her shirt, exposing her stomach. At first glance nothing was noticeable. But she then turned to the side and saw the very tiny bump starting to form in her flat stomach. "I love you to." She whispered, then exhaled shakily. "I'll see you tomorrow." She then hung up and pocketed her phone. She stared at her reflection in the mirror, completely hating herself more than anything.
((I know it's so sad :( and id say we can skip a week and assume she's been distance. How would he confront her? I was thinking he could show up at her house unexpectedly and when she tells him she can't talk he won't take no for an answer lol))"Ajax?" Marie knocked on the door. "We should get going."
Ask smoothed her shirt back down over her torso and wiped at her eyes again. "I'm coming mom." She said, then left the bathroom. Marie wrapped an arm around her shoulders and together they walked out to the car.
((Yeah yeah we can make it longer ))
((So is it like a few weeks later?))Ajax took her time putting things in her locker. She never planned to be like this with Scott, wanting to have told him sooner but just...happened. Whenever she wanted to she couldn't. The words wouldn't form into a proper sentence. So that explained how they ended up like this; not quite together and not quite apart. No one officially broke up with the other, not that she wanted to. Ajax was wearing a pair of leggings that did a good job at sucking in bed growing belly. Soon it'd be impossible to side. She also had on a baggy but fashionable top. Her hair was up in a element ponytail. She could feel Scott's eyes burning a hole into her back. She was grateful for Bianca who walked up to her locker. "So when are you going to tell him?" She asked.
Ajax gasped, closing her locker. "Tell him what?"
Bianca rolled her eyes. "Oh don't bullshit me; I've been pregnant before I know the signs."
Ajax sighed deeply. "Do we have to do this here? I'm rather do this oh I don't know; not at school?" She said sarcastically. She shrugged on her backpack and started to walk away."Ajax wait!" Bianca caught up to her. "Okay I'm sorry. I just... You look so sad. And so does he. Even sadder than you. You have to tell him Ajax...or...or I will." She threatened.
Ajax gasped, whirling around to face Bianca. "You wouldn't dare." She growled.
"I would. Because I hate seeing you both like this," she snapped back.
Ajax groaned, balling her hands into fists. "Bianca I can't. He'll hate me and I hate myself enough as it is. Now I'm going home because I don't fucking feel good." She snapped at Bianca and darted away.
Bianca's jaw dropped as she watched her best friend go.
((He could confront Bianca and she'd encourage him to talk to her maybe?))
((Seems like a plan. I don't have much of anything to post on my end since they're both still apart, lol so did you want to skip again or something? And poor Scott :( ))Ajax booked it off school property. She stopped running once she needed to catch her breath. She panted heavily as she sat down on a bench in a park that was close to her home. She couldn't do it. She couldn't stand being in that building knowing he was in it to. She didn't hate him all, but every time she caught sight of him it only reminded her about how much she hated herself. She could never tell him now. Not with them both like this. He probably already hated her for being such a bitch. She realized how much she needed Scott in her life after being so long without him. She couldn't even remember the last time they kissed properly. She felt horrible. "What have I done?" She whispered, then broke out into a fit of tears.
((Okay that works! Lol and I know :( it's gonna be super cute when they make up though; Uhg I can't wait lol this is literally making me tear up aha))
((Lol))Ajax tried not to notice Scott's absence at school but it was impossible. Especially by the fourth day. But still she couldn't conjure up the nerve to send him a text or call him. *maybe Bianca blabbed and someone told him and now he truly won't want to see me again* she thought, which made her even sadder. by the last day of the school week, she regrettably accepted the fact that they would never be the same again. All because she wouldn't shut up about sex. She blamed her rapist and herself for making her think this way. But it was hard. She was basically alone. She wanted to confide in Bianca since she has been pregnant once before but it was hard talking anyone without getting angry at them for no reason. So, so shut herself out from the rest of the world. The only two people who talked to were her parents were always acting to nice towards her.
That afternoon, she was in her room doing homework at her desk, softly humming to the music she had playing so she didn't hear the knock at the door.
Marie opener it, softly gasping. But then she smiled sadly. "Oh, Scott. Hi." She said. She tried not to notice how pained he looked.
