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Feb 08, 2014 01:17PM

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It is really sad!
Girl = A
Guy = B
A has recently started dating B, because she really likes him and loves him, thinking she can finally let go off her past. Because A had a really rough past. When she was sixteen, she got raped in an alley and was almost killed afterwards, but a stranger helped saving her. She got so scared of everything around her after that, that she stayed away from people. Now she went to college and met B, and he was really nice and sweet, and she fell in love with him. But A can't let go off her past, and every time B tries to kiss her, or go further, she has to remind herself that he was not the rapist, and she pushes him away every time. B doesn't know how to cope with that, because he had a troubled past too. He grew up in a family that didn't love him and pushed him away every time he tried to fit in or act out of love. And now A is doing the exact same thing. And things don't really get any better when A gets the news that the guy who raped her broke out of prison... Because he wasn't just some guy, he had been her boyfriend. Now A and B are trying to desperately make their relationship work, and A is trying to forget her past and so is B, but it isn't working out.


[ Age ] 20
[ Date of Birth/Time/Place ] 18th of November 1994 in the State Hospital of Boston
[ Gender ] Female
[ Sexuality ] Heterosexual
[ Physical Appearance ]

[ Personality]
Rose was a bubbly happy girl before the accident, before she got raped. But after that happened to her, she grew to be a quiet, shy and reserved girl. She can still be happy, don't mistake her for a sad girl, but it had a lot of impact and it left a wound that will never fully heal. She's very sweet and protective over others and loves her friends dearly. She's very afraid of commitment and... boyfriends, just because she isn't able to let go off her past. She's just too scared.
[ History ]
Rose was born in a loving, sweet family that spoiled her. She was the only child of a couple that had struggled with getting a baby for a long time. Rose was so happy during her childhood. She had loads of friends, and had a lot of fun. When she was a teenager, that changed. Rose was never the popular kid, and when she got raped by her boyfriend, everyone started to pity her, even her parents. So when she graduated, she left everything she had and got to college, where she met her best friend Alex, and her other best friend Julia.
[ Relationship Status]
Single

[ Age ] 21
[ Date of Birth/Time/Place ] 11th of July 1991 in Phoenix
[ Gender ] Male
[ Sexuality ] Heterosexual
[ Physical Appearance ]

[ Personality]
- Optimistic
- Overprotective
- Sweet
- Happy
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[ Full Name ] Julianne Erin Moore
[ Age ] 20
[ Date of Birth/Time/Place ] 23rd of September 1994 in London
[ Gender ] Female
[ Sexuality ] Heterosexual
[ Physical Appearance ]

[ Personality]
- Sweet
- Shy
- Sarcastic
- Fierce
- Smart





Rosalie gnawed on the inside of her cheek as she blushed and the teacher shot her a glare. "Well, what do you have to share with us, Miss Watson?" The teacher sneered, making her cringe slightly. "Nothing, I was just talking to-" "Yes, talking isn't allowed in this class," Mrs Crane said loudly, glaribg a everyone. "Detention for you, Miss Watson, and for you too Mr. Lee. You could both be taught a lesson," she said sternly. "But Mrs Crane...I-" she stopped at the glare and the silence and bit her lip. She needed to go to her therapist after school...

((yup yup :3))










Rose was in her dorm, pacing back and forth while Julie and Alex were munching on different kinds of candy, and having a food fight, throwing lollipops at eachother. "Rose, what are you doing? Don't you want some of this awesome candy? I mean, it's candy! How can you not like it!" Julie exclaimed, laying on the couch in a very weird way. She was hanging face down the couch, so everything looked upside down for her. "Julie, she's worried about something," Alex paused. "Are you worried about something, Rosy?" Alex asked, though Rose didn't answer. "Maybe you should throw something at her," Julie whispered, making Alex glare at her. Rose was indeed worried, about Jay. What if he got killed? What if he got taken by some weird ass junkie? She didn't know what to think, but she was on the edge of storming out of her dorm to go and find him.



"Yes, he did give me the knife, but it was to protect myself!" she slapped Alex's arm. Julianne chuckled. "Oh god, Alex, just shut up," she began before Alex could even open his mouth, and that made him glare at her. Julie smiled and shrugged. "Go to him and talk," she said, obviously understanding that this was an opportunity for her friend to get out and meet people. She knew Rose, and knew that she didn't have any other friends other than them. She didn't mind, but she just wanted Rose to be happy. Rose merely nodded and sighed. "I'll be back soon, stay here," she told them, grabbing her coat and putting it around her. "Be good," she patted Alex's head and hugged him, and afterwards Julie. Alex grumbled something inaudible before she left and closed the door behind her.
She sighed as she saw Jay. "We can talk now, or well, we should probably move, because they will eavesdrop on us."












"Hmm, well, where are you from? How old are you? And those basic things," she smiled at him. "No, not about the gang part," she huffed, shaking her head at him. Just when she was about to ask him something again, Alex barged into the room, obviously having been kicked out by Julie, but it was also obvious he had been eavesdropping on them. "A gang? Oh my god," he shook his head wildly, shutting the door behind him. He went over to Rose and Jay, and glared at Jay. "You can't get involved with this guy Rose! After everything that happened, I thought you'd be smarter! Are you trying to make it happen again?" Rose gasped at his words, feeling tears bite at her eyes. She didn't notice the jealously lacing in his words, but they hurt, so badly. She was trying to make the rape happen again? What the hell? She got up and pushed him out of the way, storming out of the dorm. God, she couldn't tell Jay, she couldn't and how could Alex say something like that? Like she was basically asking for it to happen again. She ran outside and down the stairs, going over to the field; sitting down against a tree. Her breathing turned unsteady, just like she was having a panic attack. His words had triggered that reaction in her. The memory. She curled up and hugged her knees tightly to her chest, hoping to keep herself together as the tears trailed down her cheeks. Please don't let anyone find me, she thought, soft sobs clenching through her body. Calm down, she tried to say to herself in her mind, over and over again, as her breathing wouldn't slow down.

Alex groaned as Jay shoved him into the wall and tried to push him off. "Fuck off," he said, trying to push him off him. Alex rubbed his throat as Jay stormed out, coughing.
Rose buried her hands in her hair and shut her eyes tightly, even though the tears kept running out of her eyes. "Fuck," she cursed, taking deep breaths. Just remember everyone that cares for you. He's gone. You're protected. He's gone. He's locked away for good, she remembered the therapist's words. She slowly managed to control her breathing, and let her legs stretch ahead of her. She still cried though, and the sobs kept making her body shake. She couldn't believe how Alex had said something like that. He knew how much she was scarred by it, he knew how hurt she was, he knew how broken she was, and still... he would say something like that. She couldn't grasp it. She couldn't understand it. And to hear it from someone who was her friend hurt like hell.

Rose heard his voice, and felt stupid. She felt incredibly stupid. Jay didn't know what was wrong with her, what was her problem, what had made her the messed up person she was, but she couldn't tell him. She couldn't say anything, her sobs kept clenching through her body, making her unable to speak. The fact that he placed his hands on her shoulders didn't really help either. She jerked away from his hands, gasping, for one moment thinking that he was him... but then she realized that this was Jay, and only buried her face in her hands. "I-I'm sorry," she managed to get out.

Rose shook her head wildly, and managed to slowly, very slowly, stop crying. She was telling herself that she was safe, especially now Jay was here to help her. "No... no it was just... something he said," she took a deep breath, closing her eyes for a moment. "I freaked out. I remembered something because of it," she said softly. She tried to be vague around it, because she really didn't want him to know that she was raped. She really didn't want him to pity her, to look at her as if she was a wounded animal, to look at her in disgust.

