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Astan.....wait...we are together again....:):) #2
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Feb 10, 2014 11:45PM
He looked at her, feeling a little upset, but otherwise nodded. "Yeah I know, don't worry." he said softly.
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"I'm going to go see what Lon is doing" she said, putting on a small smile and walking away from his towards London.
He nodded, letting her go, although he knew why she was running.London was sitting on a table, nibbling on a piece of pizza, a little away from everyone.
"Hey sis" she said, trying to put on a happy tone as she sat down beside her "enjoying your party?"
She snorted, looking at her with tilted eyes, "Your boyfriend saw it all, and me too, you're really shuffling two guys ?" she asked, looking squarely into her eyes.
She blushed and looked down at the table "no i'm not. That was Zayden. He knows Bu and i are dating but he asked me to dance and i said yes. I shouldn't of said yes" he blurted out
She blinked her eyes, "you guys were....." she trailed off, looking around, "grinding." she said in a whisper and leaned back, returning to her nibbling.
Cicily blushed even deeper "it wasn't my fault" she debated, desperate for this party to end. Never again would she had Zayden and Buford in the same room. "Anyway how are you going?" She asked, wondering why her sister was sitting away from all the others.
She looked at her for a moment, wondering how to say, "Well I'm doing good. tomorrow is Monday so everyone's leaving, no sleepover tonight." she said, sighing deeply.
"We'll have a sleepover next time ok?" She promised, trying to cheer her up, even though she wasn't 100% sure about what was wrong.
She shook her head, and unable to control herself, looked at her. "O.k listen, Buford asked to pass on a message but I'm not sure." she said, again back to eat her pizza.
"What is it?" She asked, looking off into the distance. She had been fearing what Bu would say but now her younger sister was going to tell her
She put her hand on her forehead, thinking and forming the words, not wanting to sound rude, "He asked you to not try to see him in future." she said in her own words, trying to sound polite.
"What?" She asked standing up and running out of the room, up the stairs an into her room "Bu!" She yelled, looking around and trying to find him.
"Cicily no..." she called back but her sister was already gone and she slumped her head down.Buford had gone into the attic, changing out of the new clothes to his older ones.
Seeing that Buford wasn't in her room she ran up and into the attic, knocking on the door softly before letting herself enter "please Bu" she begged, a tear slipping down her cheek. ((Omg i can't stand this!))
He was standing, leaning against the window frame. Seeing her, he shook head in denial, pressing his lips in a thin line. "Just go." he barked.((I know, It's sad :( but for the sake of a little twist.))
She walked through the door and ran over to him, burring her head in his chest "Bu please" she begged again, tears falling down her cheeks.
He pushed her away, not looking at her, "Didn't you heard me ? Get the hell out of here." he said in a bitter tone.
((god tan the twist better be worth it))She took a shaky step back from him, her wet eyes searching his face "Bu please... Why won't you let me explain?" She asked softly, her words riddled with sobs "please i know it wasn't right i promise it won't happen again. I love YOU!"
((Ash, trust me :) there should be a twist, otherwise it will become boring))He glared at her, his eyes narrowed at her, "There's nothing to be discussed or listen Cicily. You don't tell a guy whom you have kissed that your relationship is complicated, than hold his hand all the time, and than put a show for everyone to watch." he hissed, having heard their previous conversation. Shaking his head, he spoke again, "No you don't, your love is....what London says, bullshit, It's all bullshit."
His words stabbed her like a knife in her heart and she turned away and ran down and into her room. She locked the door and fell onto her bead, burring her head in the pillows and crying.
Shaking his head, he plopped down on the bed, but not before locking the door. He was cursing himself for letting himself think that a girl can love a ghost. Maybe he was too innocent to trust a girl from a modern time.
Eventually Cicily stopped crying and emotionlessly went and got into the shower, scrubbing herself and hoping put. She changed into her pyjamas and slipped into bed
Zayden hadn't seen her after she had run off and he was worried that he had done something wrong. "Hey I'm sorry, it wasn't my intention. I won't do that again." he quickly typed a text and hit the send button.
She heard her phone buzz and knew that it would be Zayden so she didn't pick it up, just closed her eyes and tried to get to sleep.
He waited for her to reply but when she doesn't, he gets a little worried. Either she was angry at him or is sleeping. Deciding the latter, he also went to his sleep.
((Skipping))The next morning, Cicily slept in. She hadn't been able to get to bed until really late, her mind was screaming at her for doing that to Bu. she didn't know what she was going to do now.
London knocked on her door, since she hadn't come down for breakfast. "Wake up London, It's late, you will be late for school." she said in a soft tone.
Cicily groaned "go away" she said, throwing the covers over her head and closing her eyes.
She growls and came into the room, frustrated at her. She pulls her covers down and looked at her, "Cicily just come down."
"No go away. I don't want to go to school" she said, rolling over and burying her face in the pillows.
She sat besides her, "You know you have to go to school and maybe than he will be alright." she said softly,trying to make her feel good.
"Go away Lon" she said again. She knew it wasn't fair to be taking it out on her younger sister, especially since her little episode had ruined her party but she couldn't help it.
She frowns, "It's all because of my party, so much on the first day on being 15. I guess there will be no party next year, and fine, cry and cry," she said loudly, not caring if her parents were listening or not.
She looked up at her "i'm so sorry i ruined your party Lon. I made a huge mistake inviting Zayden and maybe Bu shouldn't of come too. He's not used to all the new things" she said
Shit gasped, "Cicily don't bother about it, look at yourself, you're a mess and what you were doing, it was too much on the dance floor, maybe you didn't realized it but you were too much...." she trailed off and pulls her up.
"I know..." She said sadly, supporting none of her weight so when London let go she slumped down onto the bed again
London frowns, "Get up C, or I'll bang on the attic door and when folks will ask I'll say I'm looking for your ex boyfriend." she said trying to sound tease ful.
She didn't find it funny at all "you know that fact that you clearly stated Bu being me ex does not make me want to get up anymore" she said sarcastically.
She shook her head, "Cicily just get over it, he gets jealous and shit. He isn't your ex. I'm sorry now get up." she said rolling her eyes at her.
She sighed and sat up "i don't know what i'd do without you Lon i don't know why god didn't make you the eldest"
She chuckles, "Maybe because you were too desperate and annoying the hell out of God to make him send you here." she joked, pulling her up again.
She wanted to laugh but a little smile was all she could seem to manage. She stood up slowly and walked over to her closet, not sure what to wear.
London walked outside and let her take her time, "Come downstairs when you are ready." she called back on her way.
She put on a pair of denim shorts and a yellow t-shirt then slowly walked downstairs and into the kitchen.
London watched her with curious eyes and as she settles down she sighs and started to eat her food, still keeping an eye on her.
She played with her weetbix until they had formed a soggy, grey paste with the milk.
"Eat fast we are already late for school." she said in a little annoyed tone which earns a nudge from her father.
"Its ok i'm not really that hungry" she said, standing up and rinsing her bowl in the sink.
