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Dec 22, 2013 03:52PM
"Libby hasn't stopped crying since you and Ryan left," Angela said, leaving out the part of herself. "I'm just going to bed, please, look after her." And with that, Angel left Adam and went to bed, falling asleep instantly. Little Libby cheered up when she saw her daddy and immediately began to giggle, feeling happy again. Angel woke a couple of hours later, walking into the living room. Ryan still wasn't home.
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Adam sighed nad nodded. He went to Libby's room, smiling as he heard her giggle and stop crying. He lifted her into his arms and played with her, watched TV with her in the living room and eventually held her as she fell asleep. He looked up as he saw Angel. "Hey," he muttered softly, rocking Libby gently as she slept.
Angel just smiled slightly as she sat down opposite Adam, silently watching. It didn't feel like they were dating anymore, and Angela assumed he was only here for the baby and not really for her at all. The baby still needed a feed, but Angel just couldn't find it in her to do that. She felt too tired, too lost and alone to do anything, really. Ryan and Adam would be the death of her.
Adam glanced at her and smiled slightly. "She's asleep now," he said gently. "And Angel, you know I still love you, but I need time too. I can't just let this happen. You need to make a decision, Ange," he said softly, looking at her with big brown eyes. He didn't want her to be sad, but he just was and wanted her to decide over this for once and all.
"Why can't I just have both of you in my life?" Angela asked with a sad smile. "I love you, but Ryan's been there for me since I was born... I'll tell him to stop fathering the baby, I'll make it clear that he's not allowed to be the dad. Just, just don't make me remove him completely, because I still love him." Angel only loved him as a friend, but still.
"Yeah, but you don't know his intentions. I want to know what he'll do first. I can't risk it, Ange. I love you, but I don't want him to ruin our family," he said slowly. He knew that this couldn't make sense to her, but to him it did. He didn't want Ryan to father Libby.
"His intentions are to care for me whilst you can't, because you were on tour whilst I was pregnant and I had nobody. It wasn't to steal me or the baby away, it was out of help!" Angel said as she moved to sit by Adam. "If you keep making me choose, either of you, then I'm just going to walk away from you both. And if you start on the whole father thing, then I guess that's not my fault," Angel said softly.
"You know that's not true. I don't lie, Angel. I heard him. He told me that he was going to act like the father indirectly. I can't let him do that. I want to be with you, but I don't want him to interfere with our live," he grumbled softly.
"Then let him do it indirectly!" Angel sighed, shaking her head. "I don't want a relationship if Ryan is just going to be a problem, okay? I really like you and I want to be with you but Ryan is my best friend. Would you force Jamie and Jason apart because you wanted more of Jason? No, because that would be cruel! You can't push somebody out of my life, Adam. I'll tell Ryan to stop acting like her father, but I won't tell him to leave my life."
"That's just what I want. I don't mind him if he's around, but he's not Libby's father. And the thing with Jamie and Jason, that's a lot different," he mumbled, He pulled her onto his lap and hugged her close. "I don't want to upset you, but it's just the way it works for me, Angel."
"I hate to say it, but you are upsetting me. You made it out that I wasn't allowed to see Ryan anymore. Then you just left and didn't return when I begged you to. I was surprised you came to day," Angel said as she hugged Adam. "Let's just go to bed..." Angel mumbled, holding her hand out for him as they walked towards the bedroom. "No storming out this time... I need you, Adam."
Adam hugged his Angel back sotly, kissing her head. "I love you and I'm sorry for what I had done. I didn't want to leave you, and I didn't want to be so mean, but it was just... I couldn't stop myself," he sighed. He took her hand in his and followed her into the bedroom. "No, I'll stay," he muttered softly, giving her his word.
"Good, I don't think I've ever cried so much in my life," Angel sadly admitted, kissing Adam sweetly. "You were really mean, but I guess it was wrong of me to let Ryan take over, I'm really sorry. Please, let's just talk to him when he comes home and work something out, no arguments allowed." And with that, Angel got into bed with Adam.
"Awh baby," he whispered softly. He shook his head and hugged her close as they kissed. He didn't want her to cry, and he felt bad for being the cause of her tears. "I'm sorry," he said softly, watching her carefully. "I'll talk to him, but I can't promise we'll be friends... or something close to that," he muttered softly, sliding under the covers.
"I don't think I really want you two to be friends, that's be some sort of disaster," Angela admitted, wrapping her arms around Adam with a content sigh. "I love you so much!" she told him, falling asleep in his arms. Ryan returned an hour later, turning the light on to find Adam asleep in his bed. Angela had stripped down so she was bare, too, as she felt more comfortable sleeping naked. "What?!"
Adam laughed at her words and nodded his head. Well, at least they agreed on something. He hugged her back after wrapping his arms around her waist, thinking it was nice to have her close again. "I love you too, sweet dreams," he fell asleep shortly after, though he woke again as Ryan came in. "Huh?"
Ryan was a nervous wreck as it was, and seeing the girl he thought he'd one day have a brilliant relationship with, asleep, naked in bed with the man he hated most was something that really angered him. So, much so, he angrily pulled Adam up. "What the fuck are you doing? If you've fucked Angela again, I will kill you!"
Adam pushed him away as he pulled him up. Adam was still wearing his boxers, so it was quite stupid to assume that they hda slept together. "Why would you care? She's my girlfriend. Not yours!" he growled at him. God, Ryan was annoying, why couldn't he just leave them alone?
"I've known Angela for 21 years, and I know she's made mistakes. You're the biggest one, but don't even think about giving me all that 'why would I care' bollocks! Of course I care! I've been in love with Angela for the past year and I'm sick of you! Why don't you just fuck off? You're a terrible father, an even worse boyfriend and you can barely care for yourself!" Ryan yelled. Angela sat up, frowning. "What the hell?!"
Adam shook his head. He got out of bed, pulled his jeans on and began to push Ryan out of the house. He was a lot stronger, and he just wanted the guy to leave. He pushed Ryan out of Angel'se house. "Just fucking leave. I'm her boyfriend. We love eachother, and I'm Libby's father," he slammed the door in his face.
Ryan growled, shaking his head. As the door slammed, he growled louder. It was his house too, and he wouldn't be kicked out of it. So, he let himself back in and shoved Adam up against the wall, giving him a hard punch. "This is my house! Not yours!" he told him. Angel shrieked, hating the sound of a punch, especially towards her boyfriend. "Stop it!" Angel said, pushing the two apart. It was pointless; Ryan just went back in to fight Adam.
Adam gasped as he got slammed into the wall, and punched. He punched Ryan back, getting a nice one in on his jaw. "Fuck off," he glared at the guy, pushing him away from him. "Just leave us alone," he snapped at Ryan. God, he was so annoying. Couldn't he just leave them?
Ryan winced slightly, kicking Adam in the balls before storming out into the baby's bedroom. Angel looked completely distressed, unable to comprehend what was going on. "Wh-" she began, but then she saw Ryan enter Libby's room and frowned. What was he doing? The little baby was asleep.
Adam gasped as he got kicked in the balls and groaned, clutching his hands to fists. God, that hurt. When he saw Ryan go into Libby's room, his vision turned red and he followed him. "Stay away from her," he threatened in a low voice. No, he wasn't allowed in there. Libby was theirs.
Angel looked to Adam, feeling his pain. "God, are you okay?" he asked, rubbing his back. Clearly he wasn't. Ryan picked little Libby up and held her tightly in his arms, so tightly, it wasn't possibly for Adam or Angela to get her without causing pain. "You're the only danger in here! You'll just hurt Libby, you'll hurt Angela too! You're never going to be there, just leave and let me take care of Libby!" he yelled, causing the baby to cry.
"Let go off my daughter, right now! You're hurting her," eh told him sternly, feeling anger flare up within him No, he wasn't going to let this happen. He felt slightly scared. Ryan was certainly a guy who wouuld hurt Libby and he didn't want that. It made him terrified. "Please let go off her. Then I'll leave," he tried to reason with him.
"You better leave, or somebody's going to get hurt..." Ryan growled, giving Angela a deadly glare. This scared Angela, as she knew Ryan got very, very angry sometimes. Ryan passed Libby to Angela, forcing Adam to leave. Angela shook her head. "No! Don't go, Adam, please!" she yelled. "Ryan! Just stop! Leave!" Angel demanded, angering Ryan more.
Once Angela got Libby in his arms, he lunged for Ryan and punched him in the face, making him stagger back. He pinned him down and straddled him. He was much stronger, so he couldn't move. "Don't move," he threatened. "You have to go, Ryan. Angel loves you, but not in the way you want. Libby even cares for you, hell, she does. I don't want to ruin your life, but you have to leave."
"Get off me, or I'll make your life hell. I'll kill you! I'll kill both of you!" Ryan yelled at the top of his lungs, but Adam on him was really beginning to hurt. "Just, at least let me say goodbye to Libby. I've been in her life longer than you have," Ryan told Adam. It was strictly true, but Angela wasn't happy with that. "Get out!" Angel screamed, tears pouring.
Adam remained silent at Ryan's rant. He wasn't going to let her close to Ryan. Not Libby and not Angela. "Let go," he growled at Ryan. "Let go off her and go home. Never come back here, go away," he glared. He got up and stood protectively in front of Angela and Libby.
Adam remained silent at Ryan's rant. He wasn't going to let her close to Ryan. Not Libby and not Angela. "Let go," he growled at Ryan. "Let go off her and go home. Never come back here, go away," he glared. He got up and stood protectively in front of Angela and Libby.
Ryan stared at Adam before finally giving in, glaring at the man before leaving. Angel was clutching Libby, holding her close in hopes that she'd be okay. "God," Angel stuttered, stepping back from both Adam and Ryan. They'd scared her. Especially Adam's punches.
Adam watched Ryan leave, and bit his lip. He was still anxious about the events of that night. He breathed out and leaned against the wall, relived that Libby and Angel were both safe. "God, what is wrong with that guy?" he breathed out, shaking his head wildly.
"I- I don't know, but he'll have to come back," Angela realised. Ryan had a point, it wasn't Adam's flat, it wasn't even Angela's. They'd both paid a fair share and now owned it, but Ryan still had all his things here, and they'd need to be collected. "I don't want to see him again," Angela finally admitted. She figured that was what Adam wanted to hear, but it was the truth. Angela really didn't want anything to do with him. "C-come on, we're meant to be meaning up with the band tomorrow. It's nearly 2am, I'm so tired.."
"I know. I don't want to see him again either. As for coming back, we'll figure something out," he pulled her into his arms and hugged her and their daughter close. "I'm so glad you guys are safe," he breathed out into her ear. He gently took Libby to her crib and nodded his head at her words. "Let's go to bed then, sweetheart."
"Wait," Angela said, stopping him by pressing her hand up against his chest. "Adam, please. Move in?" she asked, giving him a loving look. The thought of Ryan coming in one night whilst she was alone really scared her. What if he forced her into something, hurt her. Even worse, what if he hurt the baby? "I really want a life with you, and I feel like Libby was just the beginning, but this could be a real step."
Adam blinked rapidly, looking at her with wide eyes. This came as a surprise, a really nice surprise. "Angela... that's... great," he smiled widely at her. "I will move in... tomorrow, okay?" he smiled widely at her. He hugged her close, kissing her head numerous of times before going into the bedroom with her. He was glad that she invited him to stay.
"Okay, I'll collect Ryan's things and stick them in the yard," Angela said with a soft smile. Finally, she was beginning to feel slightly better about everything. Ryan was gone, and Adam was playing a real part in her life. Not only was he her boyfriend, he was the father of her precious baby. "Let's sleep, then." And with that, Angel lay down in bed, a little embarrassed. "That entire time I was standing there in my panties," she blushed. "Ryan saw everything," she laughed. Then again, Ryan saw her naked a lot; they had lived together.
((Yup!))Adam woke up the next morning. Reality settled in. Even though he felt quite happy about the fact that he was going to move in, he was also sad because of everything that had happened with Ryan. He didn't want Libby to have so much drama in her life, it wasn't good. She needed a stable home, and as did Angel.
Much like Libby, Angel was learning to go with the flow and accept everything in her life. If Ryan was going to demand to father Libby, then he'd do exactly that, but she wouldn't let him anywhere near the baby. There was no stopping Ryan from begging, but everything stopped Angel from giving in. "Morning," Angel whispered softly. She was sat on the end of her bed with Libby, knowing she needed a feed.
"Morning," Adam said gently, going over to her side and pulling her into his lap, his arms wrapped securely around her waist. He was glad that she was feeling better, and that Libby had no memories of what happened last night. "Did you sleep well?" he asked her softly, kissing the side of her neck sweetly.
"Knowing that Ryan wasn't there to ruin my day, I slept amazingly..." Angel admitted, resting her head on his shoulder. "What about you?" she asked, kissing his neck softly. Libby was just 3 months old and barely knew how to remember, much to Angel's relief.
Adam chuckled softly at her words, hugging her closer. "I slept really well, next to you; finally," he muttered happily, curling closer to her. He kissed her cheek softly, happily. He was really glad that Ryan was gone, and that there was some peace in the house for now.
"I think Libby needs a feed..." Angel said with a sigh, she'd never really done it independently; Ryan had always offered her a hand, and Angel being Angel, never found it in her to say no. "Could you help me?" she asked softly, taking Libby into a cradling position.
Adam nodded his head and kissed her cheek softly before gently putting her back on the bed and sitting next to her. "How can I assist you, my lady?" he teased her gently, wrapping an arm around her shoulders as he gazed down at their beautfiul daughter.
"Well, I uh... I need help you know, adjusting and such," Angela blushed. They hadn't done anything since their drunken fling, and he hadn't as much as touched her bare body. So, as un-sexual as this was, it could still be slightly awkward. "I love you," she told him as she sorted herself out.
"Adjusting and such," he chuckled softly at her words and blush and began to help her with feeding the baby. He couldn't really do anything except holding little Libby in the right place, or adjusting Angel's clothes. "I love you too," he said gently.
It seemed so stupid asking Adam to help her, but it also made her feel closer to him, as a family. "I love you more," Angel told him. She winced half way through, as Libby was pulling a little. "Ouccch," Angel laughed, soon pulling her bra and shirt back up. "Shame on you Libby!" Angel teased, kissing her head meekly.
