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Dec 20, 2013 09:10AM
"You don't have to sleep on the couch, it's not like we haven't done it before," Angel admitted. As much as she hated the truth, she couldn't erase what had happened and knew she had to fess up to it. "You really should sleep, it's been a tough day for both of us and we're performing tomorrow."
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"Fine let's sleep in my bed, together than. If you insist," he chuckled soflty. He led her over to his bedroom, and laid back down on the bed, holding the covers up for her. He knew that this was odd for the both of them, but they needed to sleep. They still had responsibility towards the fans.
(Okay, Mobile version is bazaar!)
Angel didn't want Adam thinking she was trying this for fun, but she was genuinely tired and didn't want him sleeping on the floor. "If that's okay, then yeah," Angel thanked him, climbing in next to him. "Thanks, again." Angel soon drifted off, it was much warmer in this room. It helped that Adam was there, too. He was a good heater.
Angel didn't want Adam thinking she was trying this for fun, but she was genuinely tired and didn't want him sleeping on the floor. "If that's okay, then yeah," Angel thanked him, climbing in next to him. "Thanks, again." Angel soon drifted off, it was much warmer in this room. It helped that Adam was there, too. He was a good heater.
((I know right!))Adam smiled a little at her words. He hadn't heard a thank you from her ever... It was strange, but nice too. He closed his eyes and let his head hit the pillow. "Night, Angel," he said softly. He felt himself drift away and fell asleep. He hoped that he could sleep better that night, because he really needed to rest. He knew that it would be a lot harder with the baby, but he was going to support her and the baby.
(XD Greezeh)
Angel too knew how hard it'd be with a child, she knew they'd lose a lot of sleep. Well, whoever was housing the baby would lose a lot of sleep. Eugh, another thing to think about; where would the baby stay? Angel wanted to keep a close eye on the little one, but Adam had as much custardy as she did. They'd talk in the morning, because now she was drifting off. Angel slept incredibly well and woke in his arms, his chest as her pillow.
Angel too knew how hard it'd be with a child, she knew they'd lose a lot of sleep. Well, whoever was housing the baby would lose a lot of sleep. Eugh, another thing to think about; where would the baby stay? Angel wanted to keep a close eye on the little one, but Adam had as much custardy as she did. They'd talk in the morning, because now she was drifting off. Angel slept incredibly well and woke in his arms, his chest as her pillow.
((Yay, it's normal again!))Adam, in the middle of the night, wrapped his arms around her and hugged her close to him. He had no idea what he was doing, but when he woke up, he was startled to see her in his arms. He looked down at her, seeing her using his chest as a pillow. He bit his lip, unsure if she was awake or not. He couldn't really see.
(Thank god! hhaha)
Thankfully, Angel was still asleep. Much to both their relief really. When she woke, she felt like she was next to Ryan, and for a moment thought she was home. They shared a bedroom; they'd rented out their second one but the person moved out and they'd never really split. But, they were together. Not yet. "Morning Ry- Adam?" Angel frowned, confused. She couldn't really remember much, even though it'd just been a normal night. Well, not really normal. He was so warm. "I'm sorry, I guess you're just so cozy."
Thankfully, Angel was still asleep. Much to both their relief really. When she woke, she felt like she was next to Ryan, and for a moment thought she was home. They shared a bedroom; they'd rented out their second one but the person moved out and they'd never really split. But, they were together. Not yet. "Morning Ry- Adam?" Angel frowned, confused. She couldn't really remember much, even though it'd just been a normal night. Well, not really normal. He was so warm. "I'm sorry, I guess you're just so cozy."
((Yeah hahaha))Adam blinked rapidly as she woke up and he looked down at her with a sheepish smile. "Well uhm, yeah, I guess I am and I guess you were just in my reach," he chuckled softly, scratching the back of his head. This was new to him, of course, but he... for a weird reason, didn't mind.
Angel didn't really know how to react, she was pregnant and in the arms of the father who she still didn't really like. "I'm leaving tomorrow morning.. I'll have to give you my address and send you the scan details," Angel told him. If he was in Cali, she knew he wouldn't be able to turn up to her Scans. "I'll keep you updated..." she whispered.
Adam nodded at her words, though he felt sad that she was leaving already, which was weird to him too. "Are you?" he sighed softly. "Thanks," he said softly. He looked down at her and fought the urge to kiss her forehead. He had this weird urge to protect her.
"Mm, yeah. I know I'm only a fortnight in, but I've done some research and it turns out the sickness starts near enough now. I'm so glad I'm feeling alright now, though. My mom always used to complain about sickness." Angel complained a lot about this, and her mom did too. Pregnancy wasn't the best experience.
Adam nodded his head at her words, understanding. "Alright," he said gently. He gently took her hand in hers and gave it a gentle squeeze. "Just call me whenever you need anything, anything," he repeated that last words to let her know that she could ask him anything. "I'll try to help you the best as I can."
"Adam, I've already told you... I just need you to help the baby, not me. I'm sure I'll be fine during the pregnancy, it'll be hard and all, but I'll have Ryan and some other friends to help me. You're on tour, enjoy it whilst you can. You don't want to waste this time, soon you'll be having me frantically calling you all the time.
Adam sighed softly, knowing she wouldn't accept his help. Okay, it had been kinda obvious that she wouldn't, but he could still try. He smiled ruefully. "If that's what you want," he said gently. "I'm okay with it. We can just ... wait."
"I really appreciate the help, but I guess you have more important things to look out for, like yourself and the baby," Angel said as she pulled herself up from the bed. Thankfully she was fully clothed, and this time slightly more covered than usual; blame the cold. "We'll make great parents," she convinced herself. - The rest of the day was spent packing, and in the evening, they did their last performance as a full group. That evening, Angel was sat in her room with all her bits, she'd be leaving at around 6am.
((Should we skip some time?))
((first ultrasound? That would be kinda cute :))
(Aw:D And they find out it's gender? I so badly want them to have a little girl:O)
((Yeah sure! What should her name be? C:))
(Oooo, I have no idea:D Awh they could have a cute argument over it)
(For drama, Ryan cosld try to be the father and this could annoy Adam? )
It'd been a month since Angel had arrived home, the tour was still going on and she knew their band were flying high without her. They'd asked to use Jamie as their drummer when on stage, because he knew most of their songs because to be perfectly honest, he did listen to a lot of them. Now, Angel was in the car with Ryan, on her way to the first scan. There was a visible bump now, and it was big enough to show even through jumpers. There was no denying pregnancy now. "Do you have my phone? I need to call Adam with the results," Angel told Ryan. Ryan dug around and found it, Angel thanked him. When the entered the clinic, Angel found herself feeling more and more nervous; she'd never had a scan before as she'd put it off. Ryan squeezed Angel's hand and helped take her shirt off whilst the doctor doused her with gel. After half an hour of talking and scanning the stubborn baby, Angel found out she was going to have a little girl. "I need to call Adam," Angel said as the doctor wiped away the gel. The pair walked outside, a smile on Angel's face as she knew she was having a healthy baby. Everybody thought Ryan was the father, but Angel knew it wasn't. So, she dialled Adam's number with a smile, hoping he wasn't performing.
It'd been a month since Angel had arrived home, the tour was still going on and she knew their band were flying high without her. They'd asked to use Jamie as their drummer when on stage, because he knew most of their songs because to be perfectly honest, he did listen to a lot of them. Now, Angel was in the car with Ryan, on her way to the first scan. There was a visible bump now, and it was big enough to show even through jumpers. There was no denying pregnancy now. "Do you have my phone? I need to call Adam with the results," Angel told Ryan. Ryan dug around and found it, Angel thanked him. When the entered the clinic, Angel found herself feeling more and more nervous; she'd never had a scan before as she'd put it off. Ryan squeezed Angel's hand and helped take her shirt off whilst the doctor doused her with gel. After half an hour of talking and scanning the stubborn baby, Angel found out she was going to have a little girl. "I need to call Adam," Angel said as the doctor wiped away the gel. The pair walked outside, a smile on Angel's face as she knew she was having a healthy baby. Everybody thought Ryan was the father, but Angel knew it wasn't. So, she dialled Adam's number with a smile, hoping he wasn't performing.
((Yeah sure!))Adam found himself worrying about Angel and their baby every day since she was gone. He couldn't help it. He had grown to care for her, even though he knew he should hate her. He just... he wanted her to be okay. When she called him on that day, he was at his apartment. The tour had ended a couple days ago, and now it was time to rest. He really was tired and could use some sleep, but when the phone rang, he jumped up and answered. "Hello? Angel?"
"Hey Adam, it's me, Angela. I just came out from the scan," Angel happily admitted, sitting down in the car as she cuddled Ryan. Ryan was her best friend, practically brother. They truly were very close, but not in love. They'd decided not to go down that route. "It's a little girl," Angela smiled. She hadn't actually seen Adam and hadn't sent him any pictures of the bump, but she wanted to send him a copy of the scan picture and some of her belly, if he wanted them of course.
Adam sat on the couch as she heard her voice, and he assumed nothing was wrong. Her words made him smile, and he clutched the phone closer to him. "Hey," he smiled softly. "You did, how did it go?" he asked softly. When she replied with that, he smiled widely. "It is? A little girl..." he trailed off happily. He was really happy with that. A little girl. It was amazing how things went so fast. "Could you.. maybe send a picture of the ultrasound?"
"You know, since you're off tour and all, it'd be cool for you to come over," Angel admitted. Okay, she wasn't doing this out of friendship or love, it was simply because he deserved to see the baby's room and clothing she'd already begun to buy. Though, what she had was multi-gender clothing. It was so sweet. "I mean, you should come meet Ryan and see the bedroom we've kinda prepared for her."
Adam smiled a little at her words, thinking it was nice of her to say that. "Yeah, sure," he muttered softly. "Can I come over right now?" he asked gently. He felt his smile falter a little as he heard Ryan. He didn't like the guy already, just because he didn't trust him. "You already prepared the bedroom? I still have to do that," he admitted shyly. He hadn't really gotten any time to make preparations.
"Kinda... We've painted it white so we can do the other bits sooner now we know it's a little girl. I think we're going to go for a pink, but hey, who knows?" Angel smiled as Ryan started the car. "Of course, we're about 5 minutes away so I guess we'll see you when you get there," Angel said, saying goodbye before hanging up. Soon, they arrived at the apartment and Ryan opened the door for Angel, kissing her cheek as they waited for Adam.
Adam smiled at her words and nodded, even though he knew she couldn't see and he probably looked like an idiot. "Oh that was smart," he chuckled softly at her words. Painting the room white had been a smart move, it could've been a boy, so pink wouldn't be too nice. "Yup, I'll be there soon," he nodded, getting up. He hung up the phone, pulling his jacket on and leaving the house. He went to Angel's house/
Ryan opened the door for Adam and greeted him with a smile, wanting to make friends with the father of his best friend's baby. "Angie's through here," he told Adam, motioning him into the cozy little apartment. It really was a lovely little place, not too big but not too small. Angela was settled on the sofa with a cup of tea, using her belly as a placemat. It was useful, she often used it as a little table, but didn't place anything terribly hot or heavy on it. "I think she's been excited to see you, right?" Ryan said as he sat on the opposite couch to Angela, watching to see Adam's reaction to the large-ish bump.
"Hey," he smiled lightly at Ryan. He didn't think that the guy was nice, just because he didn't want his and Angel's baby to think that Ryan was the father. He was just suspicious. "Oh, okay," he walked inside and pulled his jacket off. Afterwards, he walked towards Angel and smiled as he saw her. He sat down on the couch. "I think," he chuckled softly, looking at Angel and then back at Ryan.
Angel smiled to Ryan then sent Adam a grin, looking down to her bump. "It's changed a little since we last saw each other, right?" she admitted. "Yeah, I remember when she came home and told me she was pregnant... Boy, she was scared. But now things are doing great," Ryan said as he moved next to Angel, pulling her into a hug. "Do you wanna see the scan?" she asked, picking up the photo and gently handing it to him. "I'm going to get another copy so you can have one too..." Angel said, kissing Ryan's cheek and putting a hand on her belly. She was over a month along, nearly 2, so the baby was beginning to grow more.
Adam looked down at her bump, smiling a little more as he saw how much the baby had grown. "Yeah, it did," he laughed softly, scratching the back of his neck. He tried not to glare as Ryan wrapped an arm around Angel. "I do," he said softly. He took the photo in his hands and looked at it, his lips curling into a smile as he saw the life form on it. "Yeah, thank you," he smiled at her. It was so... amazing to see it.
Ryan rubbed the bump softly, holding his best friend close. "Well, I'll leave you two to catch up," Ryan said as he stood and left, motioning for Adam to take a seat. Ryan didn't like Adam, but he wanted to at least be friends. He hated Adam because he and Angel didn't like each other and they were having a kid. Ryan just worried. "I guess I'm really lucky, Ryan's been there for me this entire time, as have you. I'm really thankful.. But this, this whole who takes care of the baby thing, and Christmas, Birthdays... It's all going to be so difficult. I want the baby to know her father as much as she does her momma." Angel continued to rub the belly.
Adam was glad that Ryan left. No hard feelings for the guy, okay scratch that, he did have hard feelings, but he thought it was nice of him to leave. He sat next to Angel and smiled gently at him. "You don't have to be grateful. I mean, we're here for you, like we should," he said softly, looking at him with a slight smile. "I want that too," he admitted softly. "I really want that."
"After the breastfeeding, why don't we have her stay at mine and yours on the weekends? In the middle I guess we'll just have to fight for her. But Ryan works on weekends, so It'd be good to have her some weekdays. But, you're free to come over whenever you want to see her," Angela told her. Ryan told Angela that he wanted to act like a father or even brother when Adam was away, but Angela hadn't told Adam that.
Adam bit his lip. Only three days? That was kinda harsh. "Couldn't we just switch weeks? Like you'll have her one week and I'll have her the other week," he sighed softly. "Than we both get enough time to take care of her. Like one week with her and then one week without her, where you can do other important stuff. "I know it's important for her to see her mom, but I want to see her too. When she doesn't need breastfeeding anymore, than we can do my idea.."
"Yeah, sorry. I guess I'm just a little protective over her already," Angela ruefully admitted, knowing it was true of any mother. "Ryan spoke to me the other day... A-and he told me he really wants to help with this pregnancy, and I guess I just don't know how to reply..." Angel said as Ryan entered. "I really don't want Angela on her own during this, I know you're going to be on tour a lot and I know all about the parenting as I used to look after my baby sister until she was old enough. But, I just wanna make sure Angela's okay and able to deal with stress. Being a single parent can't be easy." Ryan butted in.
Adam glared at Ryan as he said that, feeling anger flare up within. "No, I know it won't be easy, but that doesn't mean I can't do it. I spoke to Jason and he said we're not doing a tour this year because we're going to take a break. He told me that after his wedding," he muttered under his breath. "I can take care of our daughter and I will take care of her. We both deserve to spend time with her," he said slowly. He didn't think it was fair if he only got three or two days.
Angel sat down, not really wanted to get involved. She'd already said they'd do the revolving idea, as it was much fairer. "But Angela's the mother and needs to be there no matter what! I don't mean you can't see the little one, I mean when you're not hear I want to be allowed to look after her as well as you because I don't wanna hear her crying in the middle of the night and not be allowed to do anything because you said I'm not allowed. I've known Angela a long time and she'd my closest friend, you barely know her at all and don't even like her, so I think it's fair that I'm at least allowed to care for her and the baby!"
"You are allowed to care for her, but it's my daughter, not yours," he said in a dangerously low tone. "I said, if I remember clearly, after the baby has grown more. Than we can split it up in weeks. Of course Angela needs the baby more when she's still so small. Of course I get that, but that doesn't mean that you're the father. I am, and you can't act like that in front of our daughter. She's mine," he said slowly. He didn't like Ryan's words one bit. It felt like he was trying to take their baby away from them.
"She's not yours, Adam. She belongs to Angela too. Stop making it out that you're the only one who needs this baby. Angel's in it too, and she does need the baby more. When Angela finds a boyfriend, what will you do then? You can't stop the little one from calling her mom's boyfriend her dad. What about marriage? If there's a step dad? You can't take control of this! If you hadn't done it in the first place, then we wouldn't have this problem and Angela wouldn't be going through 9 months of hell!" Ryan snapped. Angel just sunk back in her seat, holding the bump as she watched the two argue.
"You don't get it at all, do you? Angela and I will be a steady factor in the baby's life. What if you decide to leave her? I'm sure that I will never abandon Angela or her," he said softly. "And if I hadn't done this in the first place? We did it, together. If it was only me, than it would've been rape, and I don't see Angela saying that, now?" he glared at Ryan. He was angry at him for his words, and it was utter bullshit. His fault? There were two people needed to make a baby, that was clear enough.
"I get it, but you're just some rockstar who can't be a steady factor in anyone's life. You've already left Angel, considering you don't live together and haven't even thought about what you'll do when the little one get's older and can't keep being shifted weekly. It's not fair for her, you know! And Angel and I aren't dating, I love her and this baby but only as a best friend and carer. I won't leave her, not unless I know she had somebody to live with her and care for this baby as much as I will. No kid deserves split-up parents! Neither of you seem to be thinking about that..." Ryan said, taking Angel's hand in his. He would certainly date Angel, she was beautiful and loving. Angel blushed as he took her hand, looking at the floor. Why were they arguing in front of her? It was horrible. "Guys... just, just stop! If you're not careful I'll just leave and kick both of you out of her life!"
Adam glared at Ryan. "You know what, why aren't you saying anything?" he glared at Angel. "You know I'm right. He might be your friend, but that doesn't change the fact that I'm her dad," he said softly. He felt like it was two against one, and felt like he was already losing this stupid fight. "I'll lose anyway. I'm sure you two will try to make her hate me," he shook his head and stood up. "Thanks for the picture," he said softly, shoving it in his pocket with a soft sigh. He felt like he was already losing his daughter. "I know when I've overstayed my welcome," he muttered softly. He got up and walked out of the room. He felt awful. He grabbed his jacket and put it on.
Angel frowned, she'd stayed quiet because she didn't want anything to do with their ridiculous argument. It was obvious they both had strong views, but Adam was in fact right. "I wouldn't ever make my our baby hate you!" Angel snapped. The baby was just as much his as it was hers and Ryan knew that, he was just a stubborn grape. "Well done," Angel said to Ryan, standing from her seat and pushing past the both of them, walking upstairs. Angel felt ill already, because of the stress and the pregnancy. Ryan glared at Adam, rolling his eyes. "Yeah, you have overstayed your welcome. Ryan didn't even go after Angel, who was obviously now very upset over the situation. "Good luck sorting this one out," Adam snapped. He knew Angela was supposed to tell her parents about the baby tomorrow, and Angela was actually going to ask Adam to join her so they could make it out like they were actually together, but it seemed Adam was leaving. "I guess I'll just have to pretend to be the dad when Angela's mom and dad come over tomorrow."
Adam shook his head as he saw Angel leave and he glared at Ryan. "You're a fucking asshole, you know that right?" he snapped. "Dear god, who can be friends with you?" he shook his head. "If you even try to act like the dad, I will murder you in your sleep." Calm down, Adam, he told himself in his mind. He knew he got angry too easily, but he was pretty intimidating guy. He stormed out of the house, going back to his apartment. God, that Ryan was just awful. How could Angela be friends with her?
Ryan didn't go see Angela when Adam stormed out, he just sat away from it all. Meanwhile, Angela was upstairs with her head in her hands. She hated to admit it, be she was in fact crying. It had all been going so well for the month until this, and now she was feeling as if it'd all go wrong all over again. God, this was horrible. Angela cried herself to sleep, but ended up waking at 12am and going out for a walk. She needed to get out of this. Angela took a long walk, it was long enough to lead her to down where the local bar was. So, she entered and ordered herself a cola, her head in her hands. God, the stress... It was awful.
Adam went to the bar too, at night, finding himself unable to sleep at what had happened on the day. He did feel bad about acting like that towards Angela, but she didn't defend him. No one stood up for him. He saw Angela and sighed softly, going ot her side and sitting next to her. "So you're here too?" he muttered softly.
Angela jumped slightly when Adam turned up, she huffed at the irony. "I guess I am," she mumbled. Gods, this was how it all started the first time. "Look, I'm sorry... I just didn't want anything to do with it. I know you're the rightful father, but he did have a point. Even if you can cope, that doesn't mean I can. I hate being alone with children, I just can't do it," Angela admitted. With a sigh, she shook her head and downed her coke. "He didn't even come see if I was okay..."
