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Listen, listen
I would take a whisper if that's all you had to give
But it isn't, is it?
You could come and save me and try to chase the crazy right out of my head
I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name
Like a fool at the top of my lungs
Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright
But it's never enough
I would take a whisper if that's all you had to give
But it isn't, is it?
You could come and save me and try to chase the crazy right out of my head
I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name
Like a fool at the top of my lungs
Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright
But it's never enough
That homicidal feeling you get when your mother says that you shouldn't read so much. 0.o
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XD
I'm going to be fasting for 18 hours (no food, no drink), so I'm sorry if I talk about murdering people or something like that...going to be in a very dark place today. Warning you in case.
((Ellooo! May I comment?))
((Of course! Everyone's allowed to comment!))
((Yay!))Trust me, I understand. I've had to fast many times.
Ikr? And we have this midnight food thingy to prepare ourselves for the long hour fasting, but my alarm didn't ring and I skipped that. So now I'm starving to death.
Oh no...>.<
Well, I wont torture you by talking about food anymore.
Haha its okay. :) On the bright side, my mom promised she's going to take me out to this amazing restaurant that I've been dying to go to. :D
Cool!Remember the key to fasting: it sucks at first, but sometimes you either
a. dont think about food
or
b. keep your eye on the prize that's waiting for you at the end.
((Wow...I realized I sounded very philosophical just then...XD))
But there's another option too!
c) Sleep and watch TV and be on Goodreads all day and hide all the clocks in your bedroom so that time passes more quickly.
((XD Yes, very philosophical indeed!))
c) Sleep and watch TV and be on Goodreads all day and hide all the clocks in your bedroom so that time passes more quickly.
((XD Yes, very philosophical indeed!))
That's an even better idea. =)I'll be here for as long as I can stay up if you wanna talk.
((I feel so mature now!! XD))
I've got this unhealthy obsession with stars and butterflies. If you come into my room, the first thing you'll notice is how one part of the wall is covered with butterfly stickers and stuff like that. Then you look at the ceiling and you'll see all these glow-in-the-dark stars covering every inch ((it looks beautiful at night, when you're about to sleep, like looking at the night sky. I consider it very relaxing.)) of the ceiling and its really pretty.
Around the bed, there's all these small stand-up butterfly stickers, some butterfly models hanging from the ceiling and this enormous stars-and-moon wind chime on the window sill. The window beside my window seat is covered with star stickers and I have this butterfly lamp that's always turned on even during the day.
It's all my doing :D
Around the bed, there's all these small stand-up butterfly stickers, some butterfly models hanging from the ceiling and this enormous stars-and-moon wind chime on the window sill. The window beside my window seat is covered with star stickers and I have this butterfly lamp that's always turned on even during the day.
It's all my doing :D
Cʟαяɪcε★~sυяғɪηɢ ᴛнε ωαᴠεs οғ ʟɪғε~ wrote: "That's an even better idea. =)
I'll be here for as long as I can stay up if you wanna talk.
((I feel so mature now!! XD))"
XD That'll be nice for a change, but I don't want to cause trouble. :)
((XD If only I could feel mature at least once in my life :p))
I'll be here for as long as I can stay up if you wanna talk.
((I feel so mature now!! XD))"
XD That'll be nice for a change, but I don't want to cause trouble. :)
((XD If only I could feel mature at least once in my life :p))
Tιɴαтн Zαeвα ~тαĸe мe ғor αll I'м worтн~ wrote: "Cʟαяɪcε★~sυяғɪηɢ ᴛнε ωαᴠεs οғ ʟɪғε~ wrote: "That's an even better idea. =)I'll be here for as long as I can stay up if you wanna talk.
((I feel so mature now!! XD))"
XD That'll be nice for a c..."
=)
What's the time over there? :)
It's 1:21am here.What about over there?
It's 11:21 AM at morning here. :) Sorry it took so long, I had to go to the living room to check because I actually removed all the clocks in my bedroom lol
Oh...what time zone are you in?Good for you! It'll be a little easier now...
I don't really know much about time zones haha but I live in Bangladesh.
Yeah it is :)
Yeah it is :)
Oh, wow! What's it like there?
Sorry for the late reply I got lost in reading lol
It's an amazing place. in the city, its a bit of a concrete forest in some places but there's mostly green and tress... and there's lots of sunshine but it rains a lot. There's amazing fruits here too, you'd love them :)
It's an amazing place. in the city, its a bit of a concrete forest in some places but there's mostly green and tress... and there's lots of sunshine but it rains a lot. There's amazing fruits here too, you'd love them :)
Oh, that's alright. It's sounds cool there! I just live in the U.S. Where I am, nothing exciting really happens regularly, but I'm fine with it.
I know...but I've seen so much of it this year, I'm starting to dislike it. A lot.
Don't take it for granted :( I'd kill to see snow.
My mom was the same way. She's from Jamaica & it never snows there. Well, except for on the hilltops. She wanted to play in it until when she actually experienced it when she was in college. I laughed at it then when she first told me, but it actually sucks.So I'll try not to hate it...just on your behalf. =)
:D Its summer over there, right?
What do you guys do in summer? :)
Well...some go swimming & some eat cold stuff like ice pops & stuff.
That's cool and what you do is actually clever lol
Yup.
Sorry I commented so late...Hahaha!!
It's okay :D
I need to go anyways. :) Thanks for distracting me :D
I need to go anyways. :) Thanks for distracting me :D
You're welcome!Have a good fast...I guess. =)
You'll be fine.
:) I suppose I should say Good Night because its night over at your place?
Yeah, I guess that's the best thing to say...
Good night :) Don't let the bedbugs bite!
Well, I spent a good few days lately, days where I was actually happy....
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Haha, not really. Boring stuff that makes me happy >.< I literally spent the day today with my hand being decorated with henna, from my fingers to my elbow. Now I have this large henna tattoo covering my palms and whole hand, and its very annoying because I can't type well >.< But it made me happy because I spent the day with my baby cousins, and it was nice to see them. It felt great actually; my babies are all grown up now <3
I hate people who pretend to care for me and then turn a blind eye when I need them. If you don't like me, tell me. Don't go behind my back.
Warning: My thoughts could always be astray, so if you could get lost don't say I didn't warn you....
My name is Tinath Zaeba and that is actually my real name.
I'm an active daydreamer who can't stop reading and likes to write. I act before I think and make lots of mistakes. I could tend to be a bit cranky, and usually I hurt those around me, and then lock myself in my room and get depressed about it.
But I'm happy too. I laugh with my friends, and I spend time with my younger cousins; I have my good health, caring parents, and a caring older sister. I have it all, but sometimes I really just want to be alone.
Lots of bad things happened to me and there was one event that I don't talk about and it really did change me. but I've moved on now.
I am a bit random, impatient so I think you're going to enjoy this.
Oh and yes you're permitted to comment.