Self-harming? Depressed? Panic attacks?

[[deleted user]]

I hate chocolate.

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

Kelli ((I'm a total failure)) wrote: "I hate chocolate."

OOKAY THEN I AM NEVER GETTING A JOB IN THIS DEPARTMENT.
HOW ABOUT A SMOOTHIE?OR ICE CREAM?

[AlanCummingFan]

I'll eat it

[AlanCummingFan]

yep :D

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

OKAY I AM NOT EVEN CONSIDERING THIS JOB EVEN IN MY HEAD.OR DREAMS.
*strikes it from my looooooooooong list of stuff-I-know-I'll-be-epic-at*

OH COME ON EVERYONE IT'S A FIGURE OF SPEECH!!
HOW ABOUT A BIT OF ICE CREAM?!

[[deleted user]]

☯Šiērrá Kėłłęÿ☯ wrote: "Kelli ((I'm a total failure)) wrote: "I hate chocolate."

OOKAY THEN I AM NEVER GETTING A JOB IN THIS DEPARTMENT.
HOW ABOUT A SMOOTHIE?OR ICE CREAM?"

I...umm....won't....ummm.....I willn't eat anything sugary.

[AlanCummingFan]

ok if its french vanilla

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

OH MY GOD THEN EAT SOMETHING!ANYTHING THAT MAKES YOUR DAY!GO OUT AND GET SOME FRESH AIR.I DON'T KNOW ADMIRE NATURE,THE BIRDS,THE CLOUDS THE DIRT?

[[deleted user]]

☯Šiērrá Kėłłęÿ☯ wrote: "OH MY GOD THEN EAT SOMETHING!ANYTHING THAT MAKES YOUR DAY!GO OUT AND GET SOME FRESH AIR.I DON'T ADMIRE NATURE,THE BIRDS,THE CLOUDS THE DIRT?"

It's ten at night. Food makes me sick.

[AlanCummingFan]

ok were just picky can't please us

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

Ianto wrote: "ok if its french vanilla"

SEE HIM OVER HERE!HE'S QUIET AND..HE'S OPTIMISTIC!

[[deleted user]]

I can't eat food right now. It's night time. Any other ideas?

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

Leigh Erylla~fight until we die wrote: "gtg bye srsly my dad"

Aww but I was just getting to the good part:(

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

I Am Crazy, Random, Awepar, and the CQ wrote: "I can't eat food right now. It's night time. Any other ideas?"

Really?

MUSIC!YES!LISTEN TO SOME SOOTHING MUSIC!LIKE YOUR FAV BAND OR FAV SINGER OR SOMETHING!IT HELPS!DO IT!

[[deleted user]]

THANKS! ONCE AGAIN! SIERRA COMES TO THE RESCUE!!

[AlanCummingFan]

John Barrowman music works well

[AlanCummingFan]

his music

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

*pants* Phew that was a lot of work.

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

Ianto wrote: "his music"

Whose?

[[deleted user]]

I can't listen to.music. I'll get in trouble.

[AlanCummingFan]

Jphn Barrowmans music. Oh or Gareth David-Lloyd

[AlanCummingFan]

john not jphn whoops

[[deleted user]]

☯Šiērrá Kėłłęÿ☯ wrote: "*pants* Phew that was a lot of work."

Yes, thank you!!

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

Ianto wrote: "Jphn Barrowmans music. Oh or Gareth David-Lloyd"

YES!OKAY DO THAT!

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

Kelli ((I'm a total failure)) wrote: "I can't listen to.music. I'll get in trouble."

OKAY WHAT IS THE CLOSEST THING TO YOU THAT YOU CAN REACH AND NOT GET IN TROUBLE FOR.

[[deleted user]]

There is nothing to save me.

[[deleted user]]

☯Šiērrá Kėłłęÿ☯ wrote: "Kelli ((I'm a total failure)) wrote: "I can't listen to.music. I'll get in trouble."

OKAY WHAT IS THE CLOSEST THING TO YOU THAT YOU CAN REACH AND NOT GET IN TROUBLE FOR."

Scissors.

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

Kelli ((I'm a total failure)) wrote: "☯Šiērrá Kėłłęÿ☯ wrote: "Kelli ((I'm a total failure)) wrote: "I can't listen to.music. I'll get in trouble."

OKAY WHAT IS THE CLOSEST THING TO YOU THAT YOU CAN REACH AND NOT GET IN TROUBLE FOR."

..."

O.O OKAY DO NOT TOUCH THAT.BY.ALL.MEANS.DO YOU HEAR ME?OVER.

[[deleted user]]

Kelli ((I'm a total failure)) wrote: "☯Šiērrá Kėłłęÿ☯ wrote: "Kelli ((I'm a total failure)) wrote: "I can't listen to.music. I'll get in trouble."

OKAY WHAT IS THE CLOSEST THING TO YOU THAT YOU CAN REACH AND NOT GET IN TROUBLE FOR."

..."

Anything less painful next to you?

[[deleted user]]

Kelli, maybe you should breathe in and out, slowly and deeply. Sometimes, hearing and feeling it, it relaxes you. Especially when you do it with your mouth open. I sometimes do that.

[[deleted user]]

Thanks guys. I am listening to my heart beating, and I threw the damn scissors out my window.

[[deleted user]]

Kelli ((I'm a total failure)) wrote: "Thanks guys. I am listening to my heart beating, and I threw the damn scissors out my window."

Yay for you! Whenever you feel like harming yourself, listen to your heartbeat. Or listen to your breathing.

[AlanCummingFan]

Ill do that

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

Ianto wrote: "Ill do that"

But you're not depressed so it doesn't really matter.Okay it would be weird if you just sat there and listened to your heart beat.

[[deleted user]]

Well, it's relaxing!

[[deleted user]]

I wrote "Stay strong" on the inside of both wrists.

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

I CAN'T HEAR MY HEARTBEAT O.O

[[deleted user]]

It's confusing. It has to be totally silent, and you have to close your eyes, and just listen.

[Renee]

☯Šiērrá Kėłłęÿ☯ wrote: "Ianto wrote: "Ill do that"

But you're not depressed so it doesn't really matter.Okay it would be weird if you just sat there and listened to your heart beat."

hmm, sometimes I do that before I go to sleep and think how lucky I am to be alive and warm in my bed.

[Renee]

☯Šiērrá Kėłłęÿ☯ wrote: "I CAN'T HEAR MY HEARTBEAT O.O"

O.O Are you a vampire??

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

I CAN HEAR MY HEARTBEAT!*pumps fist in air*

[Renee]

WHOOP WHOOP!!!!!
"I can feel my heart beat!"
*head bangs \^O^/*

[[deleted user]]

☯Šiērrá Kėłłęÿ☯ wrote: "I CAN HEAR MY HEARTBEAT!*pumps fist in air*"

Whoo hoo

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

Leigh Erylla~fight until we die wrote: "........ Nicki Minaj song?? I can feel my heartbeat running away or something like that???"

Oh let's sing it!You lead!*turns up karaoke machine*

[[deleted user]]

I never heard any of Nicki Minaj's songs.

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

She's alright.I never like any of her songs the first time around.I have to hear it like a couple of times to actually start liking it.

[[deleted user]]

Isn't she the girl who always dresses in pink stuff?

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

Yeah...

[[deleted user]]

Yeah, ever since I saw her photo, I haven't been interested in her. She looks kind of like Lady Gaga.

[Sierra~Kelley, ☺THE MOD OF MODS ☺]

That's what she's trying to go for.But Gaga is well..Gaga.There can be no other.