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[Taylor]

Nope.

I did have one girl imply that she wanted to have sex with me, but I actually kinda hated her…she made my life miserable freshman year and didn't clean up her act until junior year. And then at the end of junior year, she came out of the blue and started flirting with me, and said she was putting an electric piano in her bedroom and we should play it together. O.O

[Sevania]

Um. That's a little weird. A lot weird.

[Taylor]

Yes. Yes it is. :|

[Sevania]

It must have been super awkward. What did you say?

[Taylor]

I don't quite remember. I didn't realize what she was saying right away, but I did feel immensely uncomfortable. I said something like, "Yeah…maybe we could sometime…."

Don't get me wrong -- she is an extraordinarily attractive person. But I really just don't trust her at all. She's told me we should hang out several times in the last year, and I've basically told myself that the only condition that would make that okay is if Savannah or Hazel tagged along, because they both know about her. :D I'd probably pick Savannah because every time she saw this girl in the halls of my school, she would give her the scariest look….

Mah girls take care of me and protect me from the other girls. XD

[Sevania]

That must be pretty funny! (Savannah's glares) Good for your girls :P

[Taylor]

Depends who they're directed at. When they're directed at me in a non-flirting way, they're downright scary. But when she's shooting daggers at someone else, especially this girl…I really appreciate it and it is kinda funny.

Hazel's glares, on the other hand…she's never shot me a dirty look but it always scares me when she does it to someone else. :D

[Sevania]

So how about you? How are your dirty looks?

[Taylor]

They suck. XD I don't really shoot people dirty looks very often.

[Sevania]

Then at least you have people to do them for you :P

[Taylor]

Yup. My secretary is seriously like a sonic screwdriver. So many useful things. :D

[Sevania]

I wish Sam would get on already >:(

[Taylor]

She's usually on in the evenings. And I'm sorry, but I gotta go now too.

[Sevania]

Aw, okay. See you later!

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

HI I AM HERE AND I BRING BOOKS.

[Sevania]

WHAT DID YOU GET???

[Sevania]

Sam. Get your butt on Goodreads so we can hear your story.

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

OKAY IT'S A LOT:

The Sea of Monsters by Rick Riordan
The 5th Wave by Rick Yancey
The Knife of Never Letting Go by Patrick Ness
Shadow and Bone by Leigh Bardugo
The Future of Us by Jay Asher
Wicked Lovely by Melissa Marr
The Glass Castle by Jeannette Walls
The Red Pyramid by Rick Riordan

EXCITEMENT.

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

Sevania wrote: "I wish Sam would get on already >:("

SORRY GUYS I'M HERE.

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

AHHHH IT IS SAM.

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

Saru (Queen of Bookland) wrote: "AHHHH IT IS SAM."

AHHHH IT IS SARU.

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

AAHHH HOW ARE YOU?

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

I AM GOOD, THANKS FOR ASKING.

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

IT WAS NO PROBLEM.

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

*nods nods*

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

*NODS VIGOROUSLY*

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

*keeps nodding*

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

I COULD TURN THIS REALLY GORY DO YOU MIND?

[Sevania]

SAM JUST TELL THE STORY.

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

OH YEAH I FORGOT SAM TELL US YOUR STORIES.

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

Saru (Queen of Bookland) wrote: "I COULD TURN THIS REALLY GORY DO YOU MIND?"

YES I MIND. I MIND QUITE A BIT.

*sighs* if i must.

(view spoiler)[ alrighty then. so in like sixth or seventh grade i liked this boy, J. and he was this really weird and quiet kid who most probably didn't like me lol, but i just sort of decided that he was really nice and just didn't talk much because he was shy. we became bf and gf at this after-school event thing when i told him i really liked him and he said "that's pretty cool". we never actually went on a date.
in camp the summer after ninth grade, i liked this kid, Z. and he was really cool and i wasn't so i'm not sure if he ever knew who i was before then. one of my friends knew that i liked him so she set us up together and we hung one saturday and talked and whatever. and he was really funny and just... yeah. but then i freaked out because i didn't know what to do and camp ended like a week later and some people made jokes about the two of us together so i pretended i didn't like him anymore.
in tenth grade i started talking to D online. he was (well, still is, but whatever) one of my best friend's friends, but since he lived fairly far from me i didn't know him until then. he was cute in a cute-little-kid way if that makes any sense, and he really liked me. he asked me out and i said no because i had no feelings for him except as a friend. then like a month after we were still talking and my best friend(the one we were both friends with) said something about him getting together with another girl and i realized how disappointed i was and realized i liked him and when he asked me out again i said yes. we went on a date to NYC and just walked around and stuff and that was my first kiss and yeah. and then i knew that i was going traveling in israel that summer and since i suck at long-distance relationships even with friends, i broke up with him by text (yeah, i know, but i couldn't see him and i was a chicken) and he freaked out and it was really bad because this was as i was going on the plane and i didn't want this to ruin our friendship. (it didn't, because eventually we started talking again and we're almost as close as we were before we went out.)
boy #4 (who is also boy #2, Z) i ended up becoming really good friends with again because my camp had this trip to israel thing as our last year as campers and we both went on it. okay so i really really liked him but i didn't tell anyone because i didn't want anyone to know, really, and i also didn't know how he felt about me. he just would always, i don't know, be joking and i didn't know if anything he said to be/about me was serious and yeah, that kind of thing. and then at the end of the trip, this girl A, who was one of his best friends, asked me if i liked him. i didn't want to say yes because i knew how well that had gone down last time so i said "not really". after we came home from israel there was this last weekend that we were supposed to spend in camp. so that's how i found out that A and Z were now together and on the bus up to camp they were in front of me so i saw them kissing a lot and it was... horrible. i mean, i really like and admire A, so i was happy for her, i guess, but with Z... ugh. and i couldn't tell anyone because 1) i'd never told anyone how i felt about Z in the first place and 2)i didn't want A to feel uncomfortable about it. and yeah so i know what people mean when they say broken heart and stuff like that
THE END. (hide spoiler)]

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

AWW :( That sucks :P But you still have more experience than me. I'm not allowed to date anyway.

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

Saru (Queen of Bookland) wrote: "AWW :( That sucks :P But you still have more experience than me. I'm not allowed to date anyway."

yeah, technically i'm not allowed to either. ;)

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

Oohh Sam's a rebel!;)

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

YEAH MAN. REBEL SOLDIER HERE.

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

TAKE HER AS A POW

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

Saru (Queen of Bookland) wrote: "TAKE HER AS A POW"

who?
*scratches head*

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

YOU SAM.

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

take myself as a POW?!

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

ERM... YES.

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

Saru (Queen of Bookland) wrote: "ERM... YES."

i don't think i understand.

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

UH... TAYLOR? SEV? ANYONE WANT TO HELP ME ARREST SAM?

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

*psst. don't listen to saru. DON'T LISTEN TO HER, OKAY?*

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

Listen to me! SAM IS A REBEL SOLDIER.

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

Saru (Queen of Bookland) wrote: "Listen to me! SAM IS A REBEL SOLDIER."

I MAY BE A REBEL SOLDIER BUT YOU GUYS ARE THEN REBELLING WITH ME. WHY DOES NO ONE UNDERSTAND THIS?!

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

HMMM... YOU BRING UP A GOOD POINT.

[Sevania]

Sam. Your drama is amazingly dramaticful. I shall help you arrest Sam, Saru.

[Taylor]

YES ARREST THE REBEL SOLDIER WHO USED SPOILER TAGS I CANNOT READ

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

YES HAHAHA.

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

Taylor [Relationship status: In love] wrote: "YES ARREST THE REBEL SOLDIER WHO USED SPOILER TAGS I CANNOT READ"

HAHAHAHA.
wait.
NO! ARREST SARU INSTEAD.