Freewrite

[Taylor]

Lol. XD

He just asked me where the story of King Solomon and the baby-slicing is found. What is that kid thinking?

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

do i want to know? o_O

[Taylor]

Lol. I don't think I wanna know either:

But I do want to know what Hazel is thinking. She is telling me about this dude named Addison (poor kid, getting named that…), and had this to say about him: "We discussed last night how we both feel this strong connection between us and it's weird but way cool."

Yeah…uh, I'm noticing a strange pattern. She says this about every guy she crushes on. She's even said it about me, which probably means she's crushed on me before.

Is she trying to make me feel jealous or what?

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

Taylor [Relationship status: In love] wrote: "Lol. I don't think I wanna know either:

But I do want to know what Hazel is thinking. She is telling me about this dude named Addison (poor kid, getting named that…), and had this to say about hi..."

aww. i mean, it's possible that she really does like him.
why would she try and make you jealous?

[Taylor]

I dunno. You're the girl…you'd have a better answer than me. I just know that I can count off at least six guys besides myself who she says she feels a special connection with.

One of them is dead, the second French kissed her when she didn't want him to, the third made her life a living hell for three months with his lack of communication, the fourth kissed her and then said he wanted nothing to do with her, the fifth played emotional games with her for a few months, and the sixth was some youth pastor for another church and he was lying to everyone about dating this one girl that he wasn't supposed to.

And then there's me.

I just wish her compliments actually meant something anymore.

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

oh man, that sucks. :(
well, has she ever really gone for any of those guys? did she have a serious relationship with any of them? did ever talk about them non-stop?

[Taylor]

Lemme see…she's been in a serious relationship with two of them. And she wanted to be in a serious relationship with the rest, but two of them didn't show interest at all.

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

huh. that's weird that she didn't go for you then.
unless she just didn't want to ruin the friendship between you guys.

[Taylor]

That is my theory at this point. I'm wondering if she's trying to wait until she knows we'll work out (because all of her other relationships and half-relationships have crashed and burned), and she's just having a hard time waiting.

Or maybe she's not as open and honest as we both say she is and she really just likes to play games.

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

what do you consider a "half-relationship"?
i doubt it, though. she doesn't sound like the type who would play hard-to-get and stuff like that.

[Sevania]

Depressing stuff, you guys. I wish I could help, Taylor! But I'm not the person to go to for relationship advice.

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

Sevania wrote: "Depressing stuff, you guys. I wish I could help, Taylor! But I'm not the person to go to for relationship advice."

yeah, me neither. but i figured it was worth a try. -_-

[Sevania]

I'm sure you're more accredited than I am, at least.

And Sam... Is it 2:41 where you are right now...?

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

Sevania wrote: "I'm sure you're more accredited than I am, at least.

And Sam... Is it 2:41 where you are right now...?"

well, 2:42, but yeah. what is wrong with me

[Sevania]

Actually, I don't care, as long as you don't have anything major tomorrow, 'cause I kinda need someone to chat with right now :P

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

hahaha okay HI SEV I'LL CHAT WITH YOU.

[Sevania]

HELLO, SAM. HOW ARE YOU FARING IN THESE WEE HOURS OF THE MORNING?

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

I AM FARING WELL, THANK YOU. HOW ABOUT YOU?

[Sevania]

QUIET WELL, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. I WOULD LOVE SOME SUGAR RIGHT NOW BUT NONE SEEMS TO BE ACCESSIBLE.

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

WHY IS IT SO UNACCESSIBLE? THAT IS QUITE AN ISSUE.

[Sevania]

I AM IN BED AND TOO LAZY TO GET UP AND FIND SOME, AND ALSO IT IS QUESTIONABLE WHETHER WE HAVE ANY WORTHWHILE SUGAR IN OUR HOUSE.

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

I KNOW THAT FEEL. :/

[Sevania]

So what is going on in your life right now?

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

at the moment? i think i'm leaving you. i really need to get off my butt and get food 'cause i'm super hungry right now...

[Sevania]

You - you're LEAVING ME? How dare you!

[Sam~~ we cannot see the moon, and yet the waves still rise~~]

i'm sorry, i'm just feeling this huge pull toward my kitchen...
it's something i can no longer ignore hahaha

[Taylor]

@Sam

Sorry to disappear -- my Internet shut off for the evening.

What I mean by half-relationship is that they just flirt with each other and she's crazy interested in them…and in the case of most of them, they kiss her. She's kissed four of them so far. *wonders if he wants to be number five*

She totally isn't the type to play hard-to-get. If she wants you, she pretty much lets you know. With me, though…she drops hints all the time. She knows about my insecurities with relationships because of traumatizing things I've seen in the past, and I wonder if she's just waiting for me to make the first move because she doesn't want me to get upset.

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

Taylor [Relationship status: In love] wrote: "@Sam

Sorry to disappear -- my Internet shut off for the evening.

What I mean by half-relationship is that they just flirt with each other and she's crazy interested in them…and in the case of mo..."

Aw Taylor :(

I wish I could help, but I am probably less qualified than anyone on the planet.

[Sevania]

Saru (Queen of Bookland) wrote: "Taylor [Relationship status: In love] wrote: "@Sam

Sorry to disappear -- my Internet shut off for the evening.

What I mean by half-relationship is that they just flirt with each other and she's ..."

I could probably challenge you in that.

[Taylor]

It's okay…I'll get much more aggressive in college…I just don't want to start up a relationship right now when I have my parents in the way. XD

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

BE AGRESSIVE! BE BE AGRESSIVE!

JUST KIDDING I'M NOT A CHEERLEADER SO DON'T HUNT ME DOWN AND HURT ME PLEASE.

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

Sevania wrote: "Saru (Queen of Bookland) wrote: "Taylor [Relationship status: In love] wrote: "@Sam

Sorry to disappear -- my Internet shut off for the evening.

What I mean by half-relationship is that they just..."

Trust me, Sev. A newborn could dish out better relationship advice than me.

[Sevania]

*gives Saru a doubtful look*

[Taylor]

I have y'all trumped. I identified as asexual for almost three years of my life. You can't get more inexperienced than that.

[Sevania]

Yeah, but you're in love. That must count for something.

[Sevania]

Oh, and Saru? The image of a newborn giving out relationship advice is... quite definitely weird.

[Taylor]

Yup. Imprisonment on two counts of unrequited love. *fistpump*

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

FINE WE ARE ALL HORRIBLE WITH THIS OKAY?

[Sevania]

Okay, truce.

And now I'm off to get ready to go to the library.

[Taylor]

Yup. That's teenagerdom.

Hahaha…I was just reflecting on how my friend Eliza doesn't think Hazel and I will work out…sad thing is, I might be okay with it if we don't…but she's my best shot at this point….

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

Sevania wrote: "Oh, and Saru? The image of a newborn giving out relationship advice is... quite definitely weird."

Hahaha I know.

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

Sevania wrote: "Okay, truce.

And now I'm off to get ready to go to the library."

TAKE ALL THE BOOKS.

[Sevania]

And hello again! I have returned from the library. I got The Ask and the Answer, The Princess Bride: S. Morgenstern's Classic Tale of True Love and High Adventure, Flock, The 5th Wave, and Jellicoe Road

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

*Screams loudly in jealousy because she really wants to read The Princess Bride and The 5th Wave*

[Sevania]

*gloats*

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

*Screams louder because she just when on her library website and the book already has two holds.*

[Sevania]

*dances around holding The Princess Bride and The 5th Wave and waves them in front of Saru's face*

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

*Snatches them out of Sev's hands and runs away yelling in triumph*.

[Sevania]

*screams in frustration*

Have you read the Chaos Walking books?

[Saru (Queen of Bookland)]

*Laughs gleefully*

Story about that!

I checked out the first book quite a while ago, but I didn't put it on high priority because I hadn't heard all the hype about it. I ended up having to return it when it was due back at the library.

A few months ago,I discovered all the hype and got angry at myself, then put a hold on this book, and waited and waited for my turn to get it. I AM GETTING IT TOMORROW!!! :D