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About JustRae ((Contraptional Hiatus))
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My dream is to be an author, and it's always been.
Why do I want to be an author? I want to change the world. That's it. Even if I write and publish on
My dream is to be an author, and it's always been.
Why do I want to be an author? I want to change the world. That's it. Even if I write and publish only one book, it will have gotten to somebody, and that's worth it. But roleplaying, I've realized, isn't helping. It's not changing anyone. None of my characters are deep at all, I'm not writing anything detailed, and, sorry, but, I'm not getting any feedback except one sentence. Two at most, three if I'm lucky.
This is not achieving anything. My grades are slipping in real life, I'm tired and anxious all the time that I'll offend someone online and/or be rude without realizing it, ((Which I've done before)), and I feel like I'm slipping again, back to depression. I've come from it once, and it took a long, long time. I'm never going back. I really do enjoy being with all of you guys, and it's actually been so much fun, but I can't do this anymore. I keep getting a whole lot of responsibilities, and I've been trying to divide my time, but it's not working. I feel like I'm failing people by not responding to them immediately, and I hate that feeling, and I don't like that people are bored and have to wait on me to continue on with their adventures. I don't like holding people back.
Not to mention, I finally am writing it. My book. The one I've been dreaming about since before I spoke English ((That's a weird story)). And so, I'm thinking about leaving Goodreads, or at the very least go on a hiatus until I can come back. I don't know how long it'll be, and I know I was only here for what- one year? Two? But I need this and I hope you all understand. <3
~JustRae
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