Hunter > Hunter's Quotes

“I can't believe
no one else can hear
I am screaming
inside my head.
Things are moving too fast.
I am going to die.
I am going to die.
I am going to die.
My hands are shaking.
I try to squeeze them, try to make it stop,
but now my fists are shaking,
and this shaking is working it's way through me.
It must look like I am having a fit.
I want to let the scream out,
but I think if I start,
I'll never stop.
It's not supposed to be like this.
I am too young to die.
I don't know how to make this end,
and if it doesn't, I'll have to go to the hospital,
be medicated, force-fed soft foods.
I don't want to be that person.
I am not that person.
I am not.
I am not.”
― Samantha Schutz, I Don't Want To Be Crazy

“When I try to save other people am I trying to save myself? Am I covering up for my lack of strength by putting people back together?”
― Samantha Schutz, I Don't Want To Be Crazy

“When kids make gross face,
parents say, "One day
your face is going to stick like that."
I'm afraid that one day
my panic's going to stick
and it's going to be my entire life,
every second,
and there will be nothing else.”
― Samantha Schutz, I Don't Want To Be Crazy

“I am so close to the edge that I could vomit, so close that it would be easy to jump.”
― Samantha Schutz, I Don't Want To Be Crazy

“This hurts more than anything else because I cannot stop it.”
― Samantha Schutz, I Don't Want To Be Crazy

“She says it's like a switch -
a big red PANIC switch -
gets flipped in my head
and I can't turn it off.

She says we're going to figure out
how to turn it off.”
― Samantha Schutz, I Don't Want To Be Crazy

“I don't like this idea
It is too much focus
on something I am trying to forget
I am afraid
that this attention to detail
will only fuel my anxiety”
― Samantha Schutz, I Don't Want To Be Crazy

“this is why we call people exes, I guess - because the paths that cross in the middle end up separating at the end. it's too easy to see an X as a cross-out. it's not, because there's no way to cross out something like that. the X is a diagram of two paths.”
― David Levithan, Will Grayson, Will Grayson

“I close my eyes. And i scream. If my whole world is crashing down around me, then I am going to make the sound of the crashing. I want to scream until all my bones break.”
― David Levithan, Will Grayson, Will Grayson

“Dear Jane,

Just so you know: e. e. cummings cheated on both of his wives. With prostitutes.

Yours,
Will Grayson”
― John Green, Will Grayson, Will Grayson

“you’d think that silence would be peaceful. but really, it’s painful.”
― David Levithan, Will Grayson, Will Grayson

“underneath all that denial, you're someone who's deeply, deeply nice.”
― David Levithan, Will Grayson, Will Grayson

“everyone in our school has afterschool activities. mine is going home.”
― David Levithan, Will Grayson, Will Grayson