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“He relaxed and looked at my lips and then my eyes and then back to my lips. “How do we do that? This is what we do…back and forth, back and forth. You want me, you want him. You love me, you love him. You like me, you hate me, you want me, you don’t want me, you love me…you leave me. There’s so much that went wrong before…”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“It was heartfelt, it was heartbreaking. It was extreme joy, it was bone-crushing grief. It was fiery hot, it was icy-cold. It was true love sprouting... it was true love dying.

It's like we were both trying to hold onto something that was slipping through our fingers, and we didn't understand why.”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“We were never innocent, Kiera. How naive are you? (Kellan)”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“I need you. Let me do this. I can make you forget him. I can make you forget you.”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“I know...and I love you. But I don't think we love each other in the same way. And...I think keeping you near me, would destroy me.”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“You wreck me.”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“Can you lose something that was never yours to begin with?" - Keira”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“There were so many secrets between us now, it was hard remembering a time when things had been simple & easy, when it had felt like pure puppy love. I suppose all love eventually comes back down to earth.”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“Our reconnection was intense and deeply emotional, like much of our relationship had been. He muttered things to me while we made love—how beautiful he thought I was, how much he’d missed me, how much he needed me, how empty he’d been, how much he loved me. I couldn’t even speak to tell him I felt the exact same way. I was too overcome by the emotion in his voice. Then he said something that tore me.
“Don’t leave…I don’t want to be alone.” He had actual tears in his eyes as he looked down on me. “I don’t want to be alone, anymore.” ~Kellan”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“Where do we go from here?"-Kiera
"We go nowhere."-Denny”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“Well, it was stupid…you could have been seriously hurt, Kellan.”
“Better me than you, Kiera,” he whispered.”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“You’ve never been in love?”
“Until you…no. And no one has loved me either.”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“It didn’t stop me from believing we might have had a chance though.”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“We’ll try…we’ll try to stop hurting each other. We’ll take
this easy. We’ll go slowly.”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“Do you see now, how that doesn’t work for me? I don’t want to be someone’s safety net... I don’t want to be there, simply because the idea of me being gone is too…scary.”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“I want you. I choose you. It will be different this time, everything will be
different. I want to make this work with you.”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“He frowned again. “Don’t you like this…being with me? Even…just a little?”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“It did make a flash of jealousy go through me, but his heart was mine, and I didn’t doubt that. How could I, after he’d branded himself?”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“i want to be the kind of man you deserve to have”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“It was so powerful. I knew it was wrong, but it was addicting.”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“You hated what we had done, and it had meant so much to me. I hated you after that.”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“How sad the world is, so beautiful yet so absurd...”
― Irene Nemirovsky, Suite Française

“I thought I could leave you. I thought distance would
make ‘this’ go away, and it’d get easier, but it hasn’t.”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“He
was beautiful. I know, it’s not the manliest way to describe a guy, but in
my head, it was the adjective I used most often and it fit him to a tee.”
― S.C. Stephens, Thoughtless

“There are no laws, there are no rules, just grab your friend and love him.”
― Jim Morrison

“I've never been lonely. I've been in a room -- I've felt suicidal. I've been depressed. I've felt awful -- awful beyond all -- but I never felt that one other person could enter that room and cure what was bothering me...or that any number of people could enter that room. In other words, loneliness is something I've never been bothered with because I've always had this terrible itch for solitude. It's being at a party, or at a stadium full of people cheering for something, that I might feel loneliness. I'll quote Ibsen, "The strongest men are the most alone." I've never thought, "Well, some beautiful blonde will come in here and give me a fuck-job, rub my balls, and I'll feel good." No, that won't help. You know the typical crowd, "Wow, it's Friday night, what are you going to do? Just sit there?" Well, yeah. Because there's nothing out there. It's stupidity. Stupid people mingling with stupid people. Let them stupidify themselves. I've never been bothered with the need to rush out into the night. I hid in bars, because I didn't want to hide in factories. That's all. Sorry for all the millions, but I've never been lonely. I like myself. I'm the best form of entertainment I have. Let's drink more wine!”
― Charles Bukowski

“You have to die a few times before you can really
live.”
― Charles Bukowski, The People Look Like Flowers at Last

“An intellectual says a simple thing in a hard way. An artist says a hard thing in a simple way.”
― Charles Bukowski

“If you're losing your soul and you know it, then you've still got a soul left to lose”
― Charles Bukowski and Carl Weissner

“I will remember the kisses
our lips raw with love
and how you gave me
everything you had
and how I
offered you what was left of
me,
and I will remember your small room
the feel of you
the light in the window
your records
your books
our morning coffee
our noons our nights
our bodies spilled together
sleeping
the tiny flowing currents
immediate and forever
your leg my leg
your arm my arm
your smile and the warmth
of you
who made me laugh
again.”
― Charles Bukowski