“I’m sorry’ Daddy says.
I want to say, Yes. Or I know. Or I’m sorry, too. But I squeak, small as a mouse in the room. Wonder where the baby will sleep, wonder if it will lay curled up in the bed with me. If I will teach Junior to give it a bottle, the way Daddy taught us. He is old enough now.
‘How long has it been?’ Daddy asks.
‘I don’t know…’
'When we can, we need to find out… ‘
‘Yes,’ I say, facing him… Junior will feed the baby, sit on the bed with the pillows on both sides to support his arms. He will sit still long enough for that.
‘Make sure everything’s okay.’
I nod.
‘So nothing will go wrong”
―
Jesmyn Ward,
Salvage the Bones