“My Dearest Charlie, I can't stop thinking about how much of a mistake this was. I miss you. I desperately hope you are not as miserable as I. Yours Always, Cam. Regret shoots through me. I never should have told him to go. I wish I had been selfish and insisted he stay. I thumb through the pages, reading the passages that he had underlined in pencil. "Till this moment I never knew myself." "You are too generous to trifle with me. If your feelings are still what they were last April, tell me at once. My affections and wishes are unchanged, but one word from you will silence me on the subject forever.”