Have you ever gone to therapy? If not, I would greatly suggest it. Whilst a therapist may never be able to understand the elements of the Amish, they do understand the reality of pain and evil in this world. Evil people make the concious choice every day to be evil, so please do not take it upon yourself to suffer for their sins. The strength you show in face of this all is truly inspiring.

Misty Griffin Hi Catherine :)
I know I should go to therapy and I am a big advocate of it, but I just have never gotten the courage to go. I have some amnesic episodes, actually quite a few. I have no idea how many and I am afraid therapy will make me remember them.
I know of some of these amnesic episodes because I know what happened and how I felt after something happened, or someone told me something that happened. It scares me to think there are some really bad things that I can't remember and I just don't want to know what they are. I am trying to get up the courage to go though and hopefully, will eventually get there.
Thanks so much for your concern and kind words
Hugs sent your way
<3 Misty <3

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