Forbidden: Part One (Luna & Sol Omegaverse, #1)

by Emilia Emerson

“I realized I need a strong emotional connection with someone before I feel attraction. I’ve wanted to have sex, just haven’t...

But, love, I need you to know—I was so attracted to you in that Trader Joe’s. I was following you around like a fucking stalker because you’re irresistible. I get hard when you walk into the room. I have never wanted someone like I want you, and...

“I’m angry at your parents for putting that on you, for making you feel like your sexuality had to look a certain way. And I’m jealous that you spent time with another woman, even if nothing happened.” Her lip jutted out in an adorable pout. “I love you being possessive of me,” I said. “But I’ve only ever had eyes for you.”

Josie smiled and wiggled happily into my embrace. “Have to say, though, the note-taking paid off,” she said cheekily. I barked out a laugh and pulled her close. Fuck, I’m so gone for her.

“Shh, it’s okay, angel. I’m going to give you what you need. Do you trust me?” “Yes, alpha,” she said, and fuck if I didn’t almost blow my load right then. Her trust was a drug.

“Fuck, love, you’re soaking. Is this all for me?” “Yes,” she whimpered, arching into my hand.

Josie reached her arm back until her hand was entwined in my hair. I vowed never to cut my hair short, wanting her hands in it always.

I returned my hand to her nipples, pinching them harder than before. She gasped, pushing back into me. I smiled into her shoulder, dragging my teeth against her skin. I wanted to bond her more than anything, longed to sink my teeth into her soft, sweet skin and mark her as mine forever.

Josie shouted my name when she came, her pussy pulsing around my cock. I gasped at the sensation, wanting more, always more with her.

“Need your knot,” she gasped. “You sure, angel?” My breathing was labored with the effort of holding back as I gripped her hips. “Need you to be sure.”...

“Good girl, look at how well you take me.”

I had dreamed of this moment, dreamed of being locked inside her, but the reality was so much better than anything my fantasies could conjure.

I thrust into her as much as possible, my knot grinding against her omega pleasure spot. She cried out again with another orgasm. After a few more thrusts, pleasure like I’d never known shot through me as I came inside her. The knowledge that she was filled...

Suddenly, being locked inside her didn’t feel enough. I wanted to be in her skin, to merge my body with hers. The thought of being away from her squeezed my chest. She was my heart, my soul, my everything.

“You’re mine,” I growled, wrapping both arms around her, shifting so my knee was pressed firmly between her legs. “I’m never leaving this sweet pussy. Need to be in you forever.”

“We’ve got cereal and toast,” Theo muttered. “Why don’t we have more prepared foods in this house?” I hid my smile behind my hand as he puttered around the kitchen, grumbling about the lack of gourmet breakfast options. “Cereal is fine,” I said soothingly. Theo turned to me with a scowl. “You deserve better than that. I’ll order something.”

God, I wasn’t sure there was anything hotter than a growly British accent.

I did a happy wiggle in my chair, excited to have all my alphas around me again. I loved my alone time with Theo, but I missed Cam and Ben. There was an emptiness in my chest anytime I was separated from them.

“Why wouldn’t it be my issue to deal with?” “Because you’re not responsible for how we feel.”

I heard Theo’s words, but I couldn’t make sense of them. “Growing up, it was always my fault if someone was angry at me,” I blurted out. Theo’s grip on my hair tightened as he tilted my head so I met his gaze. “It was never your fault. They just wanted to break you down,” he said fiercely.

Theo’s hand paused its soothing exploration of my back, and his breath hitched. “You would want me to do that?” he asked, his eyes filled with vulnerability. “You would trust me? After what I told you yesterday?” I looked at Theo with confusion. “Why wouldn’t I trust you? What happened when you were younger wasn’t your fault. I know you won’t use your bark to actually force me into anything I don’t want to do.”

Your trust means everything, my love. I’d like to give it a try.”

“There’s only one problem with that, angel.” “What?” “I promised myself I wouldn’t go a single moment today without touching you. This puts a damper on my plan.” “Well, maybe I’ll be terrible at resisting you.” “You saying I’m irresistible?” “Yes,” I breathed.

“Josie, love, did you want to come over here?” “What do you mean?” “Before I barked at you, did you want to come over here?” “Yeah, I wanted to make sure you were okay.” He squeezed me a little tighter. “Thank you, angel. You take such good care of me.”

“I could tell you to do something truly terrible, like walk away from me,” he said teasingly. “This is building your ego way too much,” I grumbled. “The way you looked at my cock last night already destroyed any chance of you keeping my ego in check,” Theo said, a heated look in his eyes as he squeezed my ass cheeks with both hands.

“We intercepted a delivery person in the driveway. You couldn’t manage on your own for one meal?” Ben called out as he walked into the kitchen and set down two brown takeout bags. “I said I would be fine with cereal,” I said, leaping into his arms. “Psh, no. You deserve better than cereal,” Ben said, pulling me in for a kiss.

“Did Theo make it good for you, beautiful?” Ben murmured softly, his lips brushing the shell of my ear. I nodded, sucking in gulps of his sweet scent. “He better have,” Cam said gruffly.

A good omega is the first to rise. A good omega cares for the home without complaint.

A good omega is a quiet omega.

A good omega serves her alphas with a smile. A good omega defers to her alphas’ authority.

A good omega doesn’t complain.

“Josie, what happened? I thought you were happy here with us,” Theo said. “I am happy here,” I whimpered. Happier than I’ve ever been. “Good, because we’re not letting you go. Now, what happened?” Theo asked again. “My mom called,” I whispered. “Ahh, charming woman, a real ray of sunshine,” Ben said dryly.

“I’m guessing she said some nasty things that got you doubting yourself,” Theo said. “Yeah.” “I can say confidently that whatever she said, it’s a load of shit,” Cam growled.

“I just want to be useful around the house. A good omega keeps a perfect home for her alphas.” All three of my guys raised their brows in a look of pure incredulity that would have been funny in a different circumstance. “What Stepford Omega bullshit is that?” Theo sputtered.

“Are you back with us?” Theo asked, leaning in to press soft kisses down the side of my face. “Yeah. Sorry, brain got hijacked there for a bit.”

“Fuck, baby girl, still recovering from hearing you say we should make you leave when you’re the best thing that’s happened to us.”

“You’re too sweet to me,” I said, pulling his hair down from its bun and running my fingers through it. “No such thing,” Cam grumbled, leaning into my touch. “You deserve all the sweetness.”

“The three of us have seen some shit,” I said, clearing my throat. “No kidding,” Ben said, putting his arm around me. “And I think Josie might have us all beat.”

“A lot of it is about being patient and knowing healing takes time,” Theo said with a frown. “Nope. Don’t like that,” Ben muttered as he fought the chocolate icing, frustration lacing his tone. “I just want her to be happy,” I said,

I wasn’t even trying to sleep. I knew I wouldn’t be able to when Josie was in her room, alone and upset. I wanted to do unspeakably horrible things to her mother for whatever she had said to my beautiful mate.

“I binge eat,” she whispered, unable to meet my eyes. “I try to control what I eat, but there’s something wrong with me. I can’t control it and I’m too fat and nothing like an omega should be.”

“I don’t know if there’s anything I can say to convince you how beautiful you are, but here,” I grabbed one of her hands and guided it down to my hard cock. “I shouldn’t be hard right now. You’re in distress. But my cock is an asshole and doesn’t know that. All it sees are your delicious thighs bracketing mine, your sweet little nipples poking through that tank top.

I love your softness and your curves. I wouldn’t trade them for anything and certainly don’t want you to starve yourself to change your body.”

“I’m not saying it’s the same thing as what you’ve gone through. Fuck, it makes me want to cry thinking of how people have treated you. I can’t imagine being starved or repeatedly told that something was wrong with my body. It’s not the same, but I do feel pressured to be really buff. I was always told alphas had to be the strongest and most muscular. I’ve been working out daily since I was a kid. And I actually pretty much hate it. I was always told an omega wouldn’t be attracted to me if I didn’t have a six-pack and wasn’t solid muscle.”

“What? You don’t like working out?” “No, I would much rather spend the time doing other things like baking or spending sleepy mornings with you. Alpha biology means that I’ll probably stay pretty muscular and reasonably strong even without tons of intense workouts, but I wouldn’t look like this if I slowed it down,” I said, gesturing down my torso. “But that would be okay,” Josie said, her eyes shining earnestly.

“You don’t have to be super muscular or have a six-pack. You should do what makes you happy.” “Ahh, but you won’t be as attracted to me if I gain some fat.” “Says who?” Josie said, crossing her arms in indignation. “I totally would be. Y...

“So fucking cute.” I placed a gentle kiss on my mate’s rosy lips. “You could just be saying that, though, and not mean it.” “I wouldn’t do that. I don’t care what you look like, Ben. I love all of you, and I’m always going to be attracted to you.” “Then it shouldn’t be har...

“It’s going to take me a while to believe that,” she finally said. “That’s alright, beautiful. We have time. Until you believe it, I’m going to make sure you eat regularly, okay? And if you want to come down and eat more at night, you don’t have to hide it. I’m never going to judge you for it. In fact, I rather like our late-night kitchen tradition.”

Before you protest, let me be clear that I want to do this. Beautiful, you’re my mate. I’m completely taken with you. I love you.” Saying the words felt like a huge fucking relief. I needed her to understand how I felt about her. “You love me?” she asked, eyes wide. “Yes, precious, I love you. You have my whole heart, and that’s not going to change.”

“Let me see you, gorgeous. I’m so hungry for you. I need to have you sprawled before me, naked, so I can kiss, lick, and bite every inch of your sexy body.”